gn!reader x chosen ones!jangjun/golcha . (unrequited tho.. yikes)
magic au (insinuated) ! (word count: 100+)
WARNINGS: angst, open ending, beginnings of heartache.
this is past 2am rambles…. hope you enjoy <3
It was strange to see how his heart belonged to another — to realize that he’d fallen for another months ago, and you’d just been too in denial, too enamored with the fairytale-like glow he often had. That all the things you thought were something, were nothing more than him being kind — nothing more than him being your friend.
How silly, you thought, your heart aching a bit, how silly of me to fantasize of such a fate beside a Chosen One - especially the one with such a warm gaze and stubborn heart.
After you sneak in to watch their practice, you begin to notice them; the adoring gaze, the softening tone, the gentle teasing, the worry during their small, five minute breaks — every little thing that gave away Jangjun’s heart belonging to his teammate.
Every little thing that you should’ve noticed months ago - the things that made you realize that his heart ever being yours was nothing more than just a beautiful dream.
the only context i can give is that this is based off 'all the boys i’ve loved before' and i smashed this out in probably 20 minutes which is embarrassing. i should be studying and working on requests. someone yell at me????? anyways please consider my first addition to the jangjun content on this app
pairing is reader/idk if i wanna make mc end up with jibeom or jangjun or maybe NEITHER heh!
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dear jangjun.
your pencil hovers over the page before you finally throw it down on the desk in frustration.
‘write your feelings!’ the pamphlet you’d picked up from the library on How To Communicate When Communicating Is Hard says in a loud yellow font. ‘remember, this gives you more time to think about what exactly you want to say!’
or maybe too much time, you think. because lee jangjun - the very boy you’ve been harboring a crush on for the last three months - moves out of this town and your life in three days.
at first, you’d tried your best to play it cool. you’d been so cool about it that even your best friend, jibeom, had no idea you had started crushing on anyone at all. you thought you’d try to be his friend at first and eventually bond over a shared love of - well, whatever the two of you ended up finding you both liked.
you lean back in your chair and remember the first time you’d ever properly spoken to him. it had been after a particularly gruelling geometry test on a cold winter’s day.
“um - jangjun?” you’d stammered as you gently poked his shoulder.
and he’d turned, the dazzling grin on his face shining brighter than those stupid fluorescent lights in the new music rooms.
“need my test?” he’d asked, and you nodded as he was already placing it on the pile in your hands. “here ya go. thanks!” then he’d walked away, backpack slung over his shoulder and his free hand waving at some students from another class.
you’d just stood there for a few seconds, doing the best that you could to recover - clearly the results weren’t very good judging from the way you walked around for the rest of the day, head stuck in the clouds (while bane of your existence, jibeom, pointed and laughed as a baseball struck you in the forehead during p.e), but the point here is that you had tried. the stupider thing had been that this interaction even left you feeling optimistic.
and then you’d never really talked to him again.
it’s not fair. it’s not fair. you used to think you’d have the rest of your high school career to carefully strategize a plan you’d execute perfectly from friendship to best friendship to gradual flirting (you’d cross that bridge when you came to it) to the grand finale: prom.
but you don’t have until prom. you don’t even have until the end of this week.
you pick up the scorned pencil again and put it to paper.
i like you a lot. like, a lot a lot. in fact, more than i’ve liked anyone else on this planet except maybe my family. i know we’re not really friends and you’re moving really soon and this is like really late but i still really, Really-
you pause for a moment as your phone beeps with a new message.
my ugly bff kim jibeom, 5.24pm : hey LOSERRR u wanna g rab tacos tonight??:D
-like you, jangjun.
you slip the unfinished letter into a blue box that only you know about and start searching for your denim jacket amongst the mess of clothes on your bed.
dear jangjun.
you slide down the bannisters and put on a smile for your friend that hopefully masks the hurt in your heart.
you were my first true love.
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feedback is always greatly appreciated!! and someone tell me who mc should end up with s'il vous plait
Golden child reaction: Leaving hickeys on their S/O
Masterlist💕
Warning this is suggestive
Daeyeol
He loves leaving hickeys but not in really visible places. So on your chest and inner thighs. He would be proud of them when he sees them the days after. If you werent comfortable with them he wouldn't make them anymore.
Sungyoon
THIS MAN LOVES HICKEYS. He would love to show you off so after the deed you would definitely have a lot of them around your neck. But when his members ask he would be kind of embarrassed by it.
Jangjun
He would do it sometimes but not every time he's in THE mood. When he does it its probably 1 really hard one. He would want people to know its a hickey. He also wouldn't want you to cover it. And he would probably show it off, he might take a picture of you neck.
Youngtaek
He would probably be like Daeyeol. He loves leaving marks. But would be embarrassed when people ask about it. He probably would take pictures of them too. He would be very proud of them.
Seungmin
He loves leaving hickeys on your ribs and close to your boobs. But he wouldn't want to leave them in your neck to make it difficult to cover them for you. He wouldn't try to hard on them he doesn't want to hurt you.
Jaehyun
He is really into leaving hickeys, is kind of like Sungyoon. But he wouldn't get embarrassed when people ask about them. You're his and everyone needs to know that. So marking his territory is a must for him. But he doesn't make them purple because he doesn't want to make it hurt.
Jibeom
Hickeys are his style. You wouldn't have a single moment there's not one somewhere on you body. He loves to leave them just above your panty line, but he would leave them everywhere. They would always be really dark since he loves doing them.
Donghyun
At first he would be shy about it but after a couple of times he loves it. When members complain you always have marks on your neck he would "fight" with them. But he loves that they can see them.
Joochan
He loves leaving hickeys but he wouldn't call them hickeys. He would call them love bites. They weren’t really visible so you could always cover them with clothing or makeup. He loves that only he knows where they are.
Bomin
This man loves to make them visible for his members. The first time you woke up the morning after and walked around the house with them the members were shocked and would tease him. He didn't care, just like Jaehyun he loved to show you were his and his only.
🌟 pairing:: bong jaehyun x reader
🌟 genre:: fluff
🌟 summary:: dancing with jaehyun isn’t hard, well only when he starts nagging you about how you need to practice harder so that you guys can do a duo on stage on day together. there’s only one thing that makes you want to work harder.
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“i don’t know how to do this!” i looked down biting my lip then panting. jaehyun laughed rolling his eyes. he was teaching me a whole bunch of moves that I couldn’t get no matter what. I kept practicing but nothing.
“babe it’s not that hard. I mean if jibeom hyung can do it, you can too.” he laughed patting my head smiling then kissed my cheek. i scoffed pushing him away from him then practiced the moves that I couldn’t do. he played the song and I actually got it.
“see? you can do it you liar.” he scoffed then stopped the song walking over to me. i rolled my eyes telling him i was tired. he just started nagging me about how i needed to get better so that he would be able to do a duo with me on stage. i laughed grabbing his hand pulling him into a hug. i put his arms around my waist then put my arms around his shoulder.
“i’ll get it soon jae. i promise.” I rolled my eyes laughing pressing a soft kiss onto his lips while he was pouting. my baby is so cute.
“by the time you get it soon, it will be too late.” he continued to pout then gave me his puppy eyes. i wanted to go on stage with him, of course i wanted to but do you know how much work that would take? i would have to practice so much just to catch up with him.
“are you just being annoying or are you always like this?” i scoffed rolling my eyes kissing his nose. he laughed nodding his head then pulled me to face the mirror.
“i’m always like this.” he shrugged then walked over to the stereo to play the music again. this time, i got it right, i got every single move, angle, and facial expression right.
“oh, i got it now. you need a make out session before practicing perfectly.” he scoffed rolling his eyes putting his hands on his hips then walked back over to me. he put his hands around my waist presssing his lips to mine. we were straight up making out in the middle of the studio. he pulled away from me panting and i smiled nodding.
