Journal - Tuesday, January 23rd, 2018
Just ask. Don’t be afraid of rejection. You never know till you ask. I was sent and now I just have to relax and not worry about what she says. No matter what just asking was good. How do you properly date people? Without moving to fast. Just make sure they know how you feel and be receptive to how the feel. Don’t move to fast. Hang out go with the flow. Feeling will be hurt but its okay. What if Jenna is down. Continue to make plans with her. Then I’ll just be myself, be honest, LISTEN to her. and pay attention. Initiate contact. not a hug cause that doesn’t count. Give it till tomorrow. If she doesn’t text back by then, then I’ll ask Amber. I feel that that is a good way to get to know her. Then! I’ll ask Bridget. She’s probably not down for the show, of she might be? Get some edibles and just get too high and be uncomfortable in a place where we’d normally not be. Get outside of you comfort zone. I haven’t seen a and for almost two weeks. Tonight, or sometime soon. Start another concert spreadsheet. I really like this listening to new music stuff. First album will be acoustic. Second album will be full band. Welp. It’s definitely a no. Why couldn’t she even just text a no, or I’m busy, or just anything really? Oh well. Her loss, probably would have been a bad time anyway. I guess I can try Amber tomorrow. She’ll probably respond with something Don’t be afraid of Rejections!
