Why Does It Feel Good? || Jaron&Kaleb
This past week had been very emotional for Kaleb and although he thought he had done right by letting Jaron go, it hurt. He considered Jaron a good friend of his and all he was doing was using him. He knew that Jaron felt more for Kaleb but what guilted the male was that he felt more for Evan and not to Jaron. It was very hard to handle all of what was going on and the end of the day, he wanted both of them to be his friends and he wanted to be there for them. Kaleb cared so much that it did more damage than he thought. Of course with talking to his sister and finally opening up to some of the closer people, it still hurt him. Just thinking of how much he hurt Jaron.
The more he thought of Jaron, the more he drank and the more he wanted to push away those feelings. Kaleb really wasn’t planning on doing much but the talk of Denver was all about the Mayoral Election and voting. Plus this party had an open bar. That was about the only reason he went and although dressed very dapper in a very slim look of a dark suit and deep maroon tie and shoes he was an hour into the party just drinking and doing little to no socializing. He spoke with one of the candidates that he had seen around the apartment buildings and then some others, but Kaleb was getting to know more of the bartender and the amount of Scotch he had consumed.
Turning his head, Kaleb noticed Jaron. Quickly taking his drink he nodded and was ready to duck out. He shouldn’t have to avoid the man but he also didn’t want to face the male’s pain. It was a mix of emotions as he was about to leave the bar only to see the male get closer it seemed and damn if Jaron didn’t look sharp and sexy as hell tonight. @jaronlrivers
