The response to her question astounded her. Her eyes widening slightly as she listened. As the other finished, Jasper’s gaze dropped, setting her utensil down and standing up abruptly. Her gaze hidden within her thick locks, Jasper clutched her fingers tightly, creating very tight fists.
Her response was simple, and cold. She then reached for Pearl’s plate, tossing it to the wall far beside them as she let out a frustrated a grunt.
“This…is what I get for caring.“
She replied, her gaze lifting to meet Pearl’s. Her expression stoic, but obviously angry.
“This is what I get for caring for people like…you.”
❝ I DIDN’T FUCKING ASK FOR YOU TO CARE FOR ME! ❞
Her words were sharp, obviously a bit shaken from the other’s actions. She stood, head low as tears rimmed her eyes. Body trembling as her fists tightened.
❝ You know what? Fuck off. I didn’t
ask for this. I didn’t ask for you to
just up and walk into my life like
this. I was perfectly fine being alone! ❞
No, No she wasn’t. She was so afraid of being alone, but after being used and left for nothing she was afraid to let anyone in. This was just supposed to be a fun messing around, nothing serious. Just teasing each other and every now and then messing around. Not to end up falling for the other, only to fuck up once again. All she ever did was fuck up, she didn’t deserve anyones time.
❝ Fuck you! Fuck you for doing this to me! ❞
She grabbed her jacket before rushing out the door. Tears ran down her cheeks as quickly as she tried to wipe them away. She had been holding everything in for so long that it all just came crashing at once. Her breaths were uneven from her anger, she couldn’t hold it in anymore. Letting out a loud yell before punching the brick wall as hard as she could.
Which only resolved with busted knuckles with bloody fingers. Loud swearing leaving her mouth as she stormed off once again. She finally reached the alley behind the bar, which always ended up being her ‘alone’ spot. Sitting down she buried her face in her knees in an attempt to calm herself.