why do I feel left out again? its stupid

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why do I feel left out again? its stupid
I miss my dog so much
I'm chronically I'll; which sucks. I'll get so many random pains and it's gonna make me cry.
but someone will swap in and help
I just wanna be a puppy :[
I just don't wanna be sexualize for it I don't want sex sex is not fun I don't want gross men I want to be a puppy and be happy and praised for being a puppy
I only have so much comfort..
I think i cried the worst today, even tho it was the smallest amount that I did. I sobbed really hard before but this hurts. like I rather be physically hurted rather than emotional. bc atleast it feels like I can get over it. or whatever
my head hurts
on that note, I'm going to get high tonight and pretend I'm not feeling weird about being sick
dad: hey why are you so tired
me: I slide on snow when driving
dad: you gotta be more careful
me: yeah
guess who got triggered and couldn't eat but is still hungry