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NSFW account, 18+

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📺 This is my NSFW blog (Jax here)

📺 19

📺 Queer, AroAce.

📺 will post nsft txt posts

📺 usually I scream but I'm also horny

📺 don't follow if ur a minor

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why do I feel left out again? its stupid

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I miss my dog so much

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I'm chronically I'll; which sucks. I'll get so many random pains and it's gonna make me cry.

but someone will swap in and help

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I just wanna be a puppy :[

I just don't wanna be sexualize for it I don't want sex sex is not fun I don't want gross men I want to be a puppy and be happy and praised for being a puppy

I only have so much comfort..

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I think i cried the worst today, even tho it was the smallest amount that I did. I sobbed really hard before but this hurts. like I rather be physically hurted rather than emotional. bc atleast it feels like I can get over it. or whatever

my head hurts

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on that note, I'm going to get high tonight and pretend I'm not feeling weird about being sick

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dad: hey why are you so tired

me: I slide on snow when driving

dad: you gotta be more careful

me: yeah

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guess who got triggered and couldn't eat but is still hungry

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so started hurting self and it sucks but comforting idk

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who's gonna win, the cold or the suicide idealization

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apparently neither bc I'm walking back to my car lol

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it was both I quit my job the next day and oh man

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who's gonna win, the cold or the suicide idealization

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apparently neither bc I'm walking back to my car lol

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it was both I quit my job the next day and oh man

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who's gonna win, the cold or the suicide idealization

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apparently neither bc I'm walking back to my car lol

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who's gonna win, the cold or the suicide idealization

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I wish to share the joy of husband and yet!!! and yet

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I feel I was barely a person at the time y'know?

like I existed for this attention that shouldn't have meant anything, but for someone like me it was everything.

I barley HAD attention from my parents, my grandma, my sister. I didn't seek it out bc I knew I couldn't or else I'd be seen as a certain way.

People who were online filled a hole in my heart, but it never fixed it.

everyone got these gifts from their groomers, I got fucking shit. I got ATTENTION!!!! that's it. And yet, it was wonderful for me. Its addicting y'know?

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I need to be dressed up and then throw around until I'm permanently injured and then you fuck my body

then hospital