My Mind is Feeding on Itself

https://ne0nbandit.art/ Hi and welcome! My name’s Jay, I'm 29 and this is my main blog where I ramble about all sorts of things. I'm mainly hyperfixated on my Deltarune AU Deltacable! Feel free to follow if you're interested :) Asks are open and welcome!

[ne0nwithazero]

🌊🌸 Welcome! 🌸🌊

My Website @ Neocities 🌸 Deltacable AU

Hihii! My name is Jay / Robin / Neon, I'm a Non-Binary and Aromantic Digital Artist from Portugal, though I also have a lot of other creative hobbies such as writing, sewing and coding! :)

My passion is Character Design and I love writing stories and characters that can connect with people 💗

🌊🌸 Some notes! 🌸🌊

You CAN use my art as profile pictures, banners, etc, provided that credit is given to my account.

You CAN tag my art as "kin", "me", etc. I really don't mind. As long as you're not weird about it when it comes to my OCs!

I am particular about gender and orientation related tags when it comes to my character headcanons though :[ Specifically they/them Swatch, transmasc Spamton and transmasc + aroallo Rouxls! (I don't really expect most people to bother with this but yeah i mostly want to avoid having characters I interpret as transmasc being tagged with "wife" and stuff like that 🫠 I won't be mega pissed if it happens, it's just a preference 💛)

Spam liking/reblogs is OKAY and welcome! So is liking without reblogging, no matter how old the post is 💙 I appreciate you visiting at all!

I read all the tags I get, so like… Keep that in mind if you're going to be weird on them lol

🌊🌸 Tags I use 🌸🌊

#My Art - Self-Explanatory, all art that I make goes here

#Jay Talks - Posts where I just talk about whatever stuff comes to mind.

#Jay Asks - Where I respond to people's questions. I will also tag the person's username, or #anonymous if it was an anon

#For Me - Gift Art and things like that! I love looking at what people create, please always feel free to share!!

🌊🌸 Deltacable AU OC Tags 🌸🌊

The list has grown a lot since I last made this post, so it's easier if I just say that every character is tagged with their own name ( #mike, #Host, etc.) If you want to know character names, the Cast page is what you should see!

The #Tenna tag I'm using is for Deltacable Tenna since I've been doing it for a years now :> Canon Tenna is tagged... Canon Tenna! In all my posts, generally assume I'm talking about Deltacable Tenna unless I state otherwise :>

🌊🌸 DNI 🌸🌊

I don't care anymore man. I'm almost 30 and just want to chill with people. DNI if you want to start shit with me or are generally inclined to pointless conflict.

On the topic of age, while I don't mind if minors follow me, be reminded that I am an adult and while I won't always explicitly talk about NSFW topics, I won't really hold back on my language either. DNI if you're uncomfortable by this. I'm not your parent

🌊🌸 Other Accounts 🌸🌊

@ne0nbandit - [ Old Main ] - Inactive. It technically is set up as the Primary blog of this account and I'm kind of stuck with that :') It's the name people see when I like their posts or send asks. I quite literally cannot do that from @ne0nwithazero so I hope that clears some confusion.

@askdeltacable - [ Ask blog for Deltacable AU ] - Usually inactive but I don't mind surprise asks!

@televussy - [ 18+ Deltacable NSFW Account ] - Can't really post porn on this website so that account is mostly for OC rambles that are probably a bit too spicy to put here

[vanguard]

"don't post that, what if an employer sees?" personally i think employers need to stay the fuck off their employees' social media lmao

[vanguard]

stop normalizing employers invading employees' privacy ❤️❤️❤️

[ne0nwithazero]

What do you call an obsession with constantly needing to compartmentalize, organize, put things into categories that get more and more hyperspecific to the point where you get overwhelmed when you look at something that isn't organized like that you just so have no way to remember it because you don't have a compartment in your brain

is this just more autism or is there something else here I'm not figuring out

[throwbackblr]

[ohnoitstbskyen]

Welp, there's an AI clone of my voice out there making fuckass AI slop video essays on youtube dot com

On the one hand, I guess it was only a matter of time? On the other hand... there's ten billion Video Game White Guys on the damn internet, how the hell did the roulette decide to land on me of all people?

Really difficult to describe the feelings I'm sitting with right now. Resignation, I guess? Incandescent, directionless rage? A weird sense of personal violation?

Especially since there is literally not a goddamn thing I can do about it. The channel is just churning out ChatGPT slop essays with AI editing, it's not like I have a copyright claim. It's plagiarizing from millions of people all at once, it just so happens to be doing it while wearing my voice as a kind of skin suit.

I guess I just have to be ready for this to happen more frequently. If my luck stays bad, whatever model got trained on my voice will be used on god knows how many slop videos churned out by automated systems, and then there'll be thousands of the fuckers.

... god, and the real fun will happen when people start accusing my videos of being AI narration because my voice sounds like the AI voice they heard narrating some slop on instagram reels or whatever. Wheee.

[ikimaru]

practicing drawing her! ✨

[maswartz]

[fractally]

This has been my main argument against "AI" from the very beginning.

OpenAI scraped the entire web. All of which had been a labor of love from humans. Wikipedia is the backbone of a lot of LLMs, and that was volunteer human labor. They stole it and now they're selling it back to us.

And worse, they're trying to destroy the free sources that they stole from. It's destruction of human knowledge on an unprecedented scale. The burning of the library of Alexandria has nothing on this.

[ne0nwithazero]

He comes perfectly naturally to me, but I do wish Klieg was easier for other people to draw </3

[themightyhumanbroom]

Toby are you dead ass

[themightyhumanbroom]

Toby you cannot be serious

[anistarrose]

[ID: Deltarune screenshots. In Chapter 4, Susie throws a rock at the lake, saying: "Lake... skip!" and then later, "Fine. We'll see how far you get at the lake next time."

In Chapter 2, Queen says: "Imagine Poor Noelle Clipping Into A Wall Somewhere." End ID.]

[flandrepudding]

what id they played dress up part 2 ^_^

[meorpin]

Rumor has it, there's a special colored Pippins who will give you a pat on the head...?

[dosbox]

[unikhroma]

made a bunch of sprites for several swatchton fankids on artfight! for @lionacuty, DizordLizord, @charlestheking, @zebzztown, @ne0nwithazero, and @decaffeinatedqueenfan ! (the seventh one is my own fankid)

[huecycles]

artfight time is approaching check out my page here!

[eldritchcharles]

Because the job market is a nightmare…

Commissions open!

I can only take a few slots at a time but… yeahg! Also, actively working on getting a PayPal working so cashapp only until I get it sorted lol.

[eldritchcharles]

HEY YOU WONT GUESS WHO MANAGED TO GET PAYPAL TO WORK ONLY A DAY AFTER POSTING THIS

[ne0nwithazero]

The Director's Assistant

[ace-disgrace-on-the-case]

Isn’t it kind of fun how when your life sucks you just can’t talk about it with anyone

[ace-disgrace-on-the-case]

I’m serious though. When your life reaches a degree of suckage, you find yourself having to look elsewhere for anything at all to talk about. The things going on in your life are trauma dumping. Your past is probably also trauma dumping. So you have to get really weird about specific things or hope that others want to talk to you, because very quickly people are going to develop an aversion to you and the way your life sucks. Unless you just don’t talk about it

[ace-disgrace-on-the-case]

It’s socially isolating, which is dangerous—when you’re in this sort of situation, community is the difference between life and death, housing and homelessness.

I think the collective prioritization of comfort first is hurting people in a real and material sense