#jay thinks sometimes

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I would like to know the criteria with Tumblr sends you notifications ((talking about the app)) 'cause i haven't seen a single notification from the app for years and now they send them to me in a completely random way like today i got a notification about a new follower but this not happen all the time 🤷‍♂️

[daddiel-ish]

I still hear my Art School teachers telling me that I cannot mix my normal style with my Children Style every time I draw backgrounds on my stuff...but watch me using 45763 different styles in just one drawing 'cause I think it looks cute

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Btw my best friend saying to me that i need to stop studying to work and buy a car really made my week 📉 (("you cant go to uni for all your life, you need to work! And why did you take a driving license if you dont have a car??" I know, Janis but i pay little no uni fees till i stay at my parents so why not work and study at the same time?!?!?!?!?!?!?! Plus im basically working two jobs and writing a book at the moment so what do you want from me?????))

Btw I'm finishing this cute little illustration about goldfish!jask to celebrate the end of mermay, hope to post it soon ❤❤❤ I'm trying to post a little wip, if you wanna see a preview of all the work you can find it on my Patreon!

[daddiel-ish]

I'll try ro finish answering to stuff about goldfish Jaskier in these days, so sorry for taking this long but life is a bit of a mess rn

I have to redo and sew an entire project in a week 'cause i invented new ways to do stuff and my teacher didn't like it, im hunting jobs and im very demotivated 'cause in Italy if you are not a 20 something with 20 year of experience and 2 phd you cannot even babysit a child ((but maybe i found a thing so 🤞🤞🤞)) I'm also thinking to go to the "Accademia di Belle Arti" to take a 'real' degree (('cause apparently the degree I took paying tons of money is not a real degree in Italy 'cause mine was a private school 🙃🙃🙃)) but i need money so ugh- I'm always on trains and i'm always so tired 🤒🤒

((Also feeling like shit in general 'cause I feel like I'm late for a ton of stuff))

Trying my best here and once I'm adjusted to my routine I'll go back to my usual shit posting 🙌

[daddiel-ish]

If you all keep liking that drawing of Jaskier in a corset I'll keep drawing him with corsets/lingerie- 😳😳

((In all the fandoms I've been in my short life no-one ever appreciate me drawing guys in female lingerie this is so unexpected 😳😳😳))

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I was reading a tweet written in English using the Italian pronunciation of the letters and for an hot minute i was so confused i legit tought I forgot my native language ((italian)))

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One of the best memory I have is one with my Sing teacher. PREMISE: He always came at me because I only sing in English and the few times I sing in Italian I do it with a strange english accents ((like a native english speaker would do))

So we were getting ready for a contest and the theme was "Sanremo 19something" so I had to choose a song from that year that was sang during Sanremo, the problem was that I didn't felt any song and when i was loosing all my hopes my teacher came at me with the song "this is my life" and he said "This song is made for you, 'cause you're not afraid to be you and you're not sorry for that" and he said this 'cause at one point the song goes like "That's the way I was born to be"

And every now and then I think about it and I cry 'cause nobody ever believed in me like this man did and sometimes I think I'm failing him doing the shit I do-

[daddiel-ish]

Im feeling a little bit better so I'll start to draw personal things again ((or I hope to do so)) so get ready!!!

Plus we're almost at 300 followers and i would like to do something to celebrate it, I'll think about it!