#jay's aus

[livinweirdrandom]

Should I make a band AU?

YES!!!

absolutely not.

Voting ended onJan 4

Hear me out-

So I was listening to music, like every other internet addict trying to escape reality while waiting for more fictional material I like to drop.

And, of course, as I always do, I was thinking about the bean Tobias. A bitter bean, but a bean, nonetheless. And I Neoni, and I was listening to "Haunted House" by Neoni and thought...well, doesn't this sound like something a cooler Tobias would sing?

I also thought about Sadie Miller from Steven Universe, and her band, Sadie Killer and The Suspects. Which got me wondering, if Tobias (probably another version of "if Luther adopted/took in Tobias") was to be in a band, he would be either the pianist or the lead singer, because I headcanon he has a jaw dropping voice enhanced by his singing.

So I thought Ghost Eyes does sound like a band name, and it would be funny if that was just the band name with the poster being the other members of this band along with Tobias' Ghosty Eyes as the background in contrast to the black background....but I love to complicate things, so if this AU gets added to the list, I will make another pole with the potential names for the band and also for who the members will be..

All in all, I actually want this to be a collaborative AU between me and y'all, just for funsies~ and an apology, because I feel I've been neglecting this blog a bit...hehe!

ANYWAY, this band would probably be more just..horror themed, I guess? Like Sadie Killer and The Suspects, or like Neoni, and if ya want, I'd love to hear song suggestions that could also be sung by this group or you think fit under this theme...

Kbai 😃

[shiraishi--kanade]

✦ New pinned post ✦

The old one got quite outdated, so it's about time I made a new one.

♪ I'm Jay! I also go by Ollie and Lu.

♪ any pronouns!

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[dividers by saradika-graphics]

[insomniac-jay]

Collab Announcement

This is an announcement that my in progress Aftermath AU is the sequel to @gonerogue98-official AU. As you all may or may not know, the Aftermath AU takes place years after hero societies around the world fell into ruin and chaos and explores how the events affected the characters. It's also a little Where are They Now type of AU to see what they're up to years later.

[livinweirdrandom]

Tobias: my own father... thought I was a monster..

Tobias: he was right, of course, but it still hurt!

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Voting ended onMar 19

[livinweirdrandom]

Okay y'all, we're doing this.

YOU'RE BOY NEEDS TO START DOODLING ASAP, but I have the skills of an infant so far and my tablet screen is cracked, so bare with me BUUTTTTT-

What scene/situation and or incorrect-qoute post don't want me to draw? Or, what do you want me to draw for my AUs in general? I can make a poll, but I feel like there are... too many polls, lol

Edit: poll up! Check reblogs if it doesn't show on here

[livinweirdrandom]

Fallen Angel AU Tobias has battered wings. From his father's beatings. (TW: mentions of abuse and self harm, the usual)

He usually uses them as a shield, to defend himself. So when his father punishes him, his wings are usually out, which gets them broken often, with feathers ruffled and some even ribbed, and since Tobias doesn't like anyone touching his wings (from the pain and also because any touch reminds him of the punches, which will stay with him for life) he doesn't let Mattias or even his mother batch up his wings, and he does a poor job on it.

When he goes to school (I won't lie to you, I forgot what this au was about, so it's getting recycled.) and when he meets Rudy and stuff, his wings aren't out like everyone else's, but they're wrapped tightly around him, like a vest under his sweater. It's not exactly unheard of for angels to hide their wings, but most take it as a sign of insecurity, lack of purity, or self harm. Because ripping out feathers is a common self harm method for troubled angels. Rudy is more content with cutting his wrists, leaving his wings in perfect condition, thanks to his feminine side and also to comfort his mother, since, like I said, hidden wings are never a good sign.

Tobias, growing up in an excluded area, never knew of that ideal, and that of course made some heads turn to his direction often, increasing his anxiety ten fold. And a hundred fold when people started to whisper. Rudy, sweet soul, was the one to show Tobias around and the first to notice the hidden wings, instantly imagining the worst and ultimately already attached to Tobias, wanting to help him with whatever was wrong, despite only JUST meeting the boy.

Tobias seeing Rudy's well-maintained wings feels uncomfortable. Rudy's wings are big and shiny. Not even his father's wings were like that. Despite the warmth that comes from big wings, Tobias felt the opposite of comfortable. He's used to smaller wings from his family, and even the girls in his family didn't have such well-maintained wings. The cleanness bewildered him, but he said nothing of it.

I might change this AU to a birds one instead, no need for angels, because none of these bitches are angels. (Rudy is a sweet heart, not an angel, darlings.)

IS THIS BETTER THAN THE OLD VERSION?! DO I CHANGE IT?! TELL ME!!!

[livinweirdrandom]

do y'all want me to make an AU where grandma here just up and takes Tobias instead?

OMG YES

what? no.

there's already an AU for that, man

Voting ended onFeb 14