I started to rewatch marble hornets, and fuck all I feel is fear, and guilt. (SPOILERS)
All I did was make things worse. All I wanted was to save everyone from the operator. I wanted to save Alex from himself. I wanted to help Tim. I wanted to save Jessica. But I couldn't. I fucking couldn't. All I did was bring it BACK to them, and made shit worse.
But, the worse one is how I brought back Tim to that fucking hospital. I shouldn't have done that. I really shouldn't have. I shouldn't have posted all that shit. I shouldn't have been who I was.
80 something entrys. I made just more than 80 entrys, fucking up and trying to fix everything, just for me to die and for Tim to finish what I brought back up. What the fuck am I even doing? He shouldn't have fixed what I brought back. He shouldn't have to deal with any or this at all.
And Alex, god he didn't know what he was getting himself into either. None of this is his fault. I know that. He wanted to save us from slender in a way that would end us out of our misery faster. He wanted to save us all from what he had to experience. It's not his fault in a way.
None of this is anyone's fault other than mine. If I didn't start the channel, maybe everything will be okay. Maybe things would be alright with Tim and Jessica. Maybe Brian would be alive. But, I'll never know that for sure.
Jay Merrick #📷📼 (if possible)
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