Secretly Jared Leto’s Ch.3
A/N: Hey guys! Sorry for the wait, but finally here’s part 3 of this series. Thank you so much for reading! Also, you should know this is my fist time writing smut, so let me know what you think. With this same train of thought and a first timer guilt, I have to say this just in case: Mom and dad if something happens to me or I accidentally leave my account or cellphone unlocked and you ever find my tumblr profile I am so sorry you had to read this. Just so you know obviously everything written here never happened to me.
Hahahahahahaha! Anyway back to what I was saying before and ignoring the last part, thanks again for reading guys!
Warnings: Smut and possessive jared.
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You could feel everyone staring (and some of them recording on their phones) as you and Jared left the restaurant, his hand resting on you lower back in a possessive gesture as he still glared at John.
The minute you stepped out of the restaurant and out of seeing range from everyone you took a step back from Jared as if his touch had burned you. All you could feel was the anger you had been keeping locked and incredulity at him being there. “What are you doing here?” You said trying to hold back the angry tears. You hated this, every time you got angry you had this ridiculous urge to cry.
He stared hard at you “We are not doing this here, get in the car” he said and motioned towards the car you hadn’t seen before. There was a man holding the door open for both of you. You stepped father away from him “I`m not going anywhere with you”.
He came closer and held you still with a hard glare. “Believe me you are coming, it doesn’t matter if I have to carry you inside the fucking car, but you are coming with me…so please spare us both the mediatic scandal and get in”. In that moment you noticed people were staring at you, some of them had even started recording and taking pictures.
You huffed and angrily stalked towards the car, sitting as far as possible from him as you could while crossing your arms. You couldn’t believe he had the guts to completely ignore you for a month and then come here acting like a jerk. The rest of the car ride went in an awkward silence. You wanted to know where you were going but you weren’t about to break the silence and make him think you were caving.
The car parked right in front of some fancy hotel and the driver stepped out of the car to open your door. “Come on” said Jared and grabbed your wrist in a firm grip to pull you along. He didn’t let go even when the two of you got into the elevator.
The minute you stepped into what you assumed was his hotel room you pulled your wrist out of his grasp and took a couple steps away from him, trying to put not only physical, but also emotional distance between you. “So now enlighten me, what the hell are you doing here?”
His back was resting in the entrance door, he was breathing hard and looking straight at you with an unwavering stare. He was obviously pissed. He stayed that way for what felt like an eternity before he took a deep breath and started talking while stalking like a predator towards you “I came here because it seems to me like you forgot just who you belong to”.
You raised your head in defiance and told him “I don’t belong to anyone, and certainly not to you”. He grabbed you roughly by the waist and pulled you to him, your faces so close together you could almost taste every breath he took. “Are you quite sure about it?” he asked you in that quiet whisper that always sent chills down you back. You exhaled shakily and prepared yourself to make a comeback, when he interrupted you by grabbing the hair at the back of your head and pulling you towards him effectively making you lose your train of thought and shutting you up with a hard kiss.
The minute his lips touched yours it was as if something took control of you, you returned the kiss aggressively and with just as much fervor as him, both of you taking out your anger on each other. He backed you up, still holding the back of your head and pressed you against the wall. He pulled at your shirt snapping the buttons and opening it. You shrugged off the sleeves and pulled at his shirt indicating him to take it off, which he did breaking the kiss for just a moment. He swiftly pulled down your pants and panties in one go. You opened up his fly and tried to pull down his pants before he grabbed both of your legs pulling you up and trapping you between his hard body and the wall, the head of his cock resting right at your opening. You stared at each other breathing unevenly.
It seemed a whole minute, when it really was just a couple seconds before he snapped his hips forward harshly, seething himself as deep inside of you as he could. You threw your head back in a silent scream. He got out and went in again, repeatedly pounding in to you. You felt like your whole body was on fire. It had been so long since you had been together that it didn’t take long for you to come with a shout of his name. He kept going not waiting for you to calm down, your legs trembled with overstimulation, a second orgasm approaching.
“Say you are mine” He said roughly against your ear while slowing his pace. You breathed out shakily “Oh God”. “Say it” he said again while snapping his hips harder against you and going in deeper than you thought possible. “Jared, please, I need more” You moaned. He snapped his hips again. “Say it” he repeated. “I am yours Jared, Oh god, please, I am yours” you said. He picked up the pace and snapped his hips hard and fast against you making you explode. You felt your whole body tremble against him and your inner walls pulsating. His movements became a little more erratical until followed you and came with a low groan.
He gently pulled out and carried you towards the bed as you hanged limply in his arms with exhaustion. He laid down beside you and pulled your sweaty body against him, hugging you from behind. He pressed a kiss against your head and you felt your eyes well up with tears. You couldn’t believe yourself, you just couldn’t make sense of the fact that you had ended in his bed again, after feeling so alone, confused and abandoned in his absence, which in reality was stupid because your relationship wasn’t real, he never promised you anything. You had tried to deny it, but he was right, being there in his arms and finally feeling whole, you couldn’t deny it any longer. You loved him and even though you hated thinking it, you did belong to him, even if you knew he was never going to return you feelings the way you wanted him to. You tried to keep yourself from crying or at least keep silent, but a sob broke through you making you shudder. “Hey, Y/N” Jared whispered.
You felt him shifting in bed as he pulled you to face him. You tried to avoid his stare, but he grabbed your face and asked “What is it?...Talk to me.”
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