just a little short story i wanted to make after reading so many jeonghan cheating fanfics i thought i should make my own but reversed lol. this is my first story so pls don’t judge it’s just for fun tbh
warnings: female reader x joshua. smut. reader cheats on jeonghan with joshua.
never in a million years did i think i’d end up here. under THE joshua hong. moaning and screaming his name like it’s nobody’s business. under someone who is not my boyfriend. in a bed who’s not my boyfriends. having sex with someone who is NOT my boyfriend. normally i would be having a panic attack from all the guilt but in this moment i cant seem to care. is jeonghan a bad boyfriend? no. has jeonghan ever given me a single reason for me to be doing this to him behind his back? not at all. so why am i? why am i doing this to him? what seems to be an easy question to answer. i cant find the reason. “you like that baby?” i’m taken away from my thoughts when i hear joshua start speaking again.. “mmm y-yes right there” i can barely seem to speak from all the pleasure.. or guilt? or worry? i’m not sure. “how are you still so tight?” “is- ah fuck- is your boyfriend not pleasuring you enough or something?” he asks chuckling quietly to himself. that’s not true. jeonghan is an amazing lover in and out of bed. so that brings me back to my thoughts before. why am i doing this to him? is it because my 3 year crush on joshua has finally been reciprocated? i could’ve sworn my feelings for him had completely disappeared the moment i met jeonghan.. i keep asking my self why over and over. and i end up getting nowhere. i’m just a terrible person.. “you gonna cum baby?” you look up at joshua who is still pounding into you hard and fast.. this is probably the guilt eating me up but i’m suddenly not horny anymore.. “actually josh can you.. can you stop please?” you barely say. “huh??” he jolts into a stop still inside of you. “stop?? what the hell for!? i didn’t even cum yet!” “i-i know but i’m just not really in the mood anymore..” you say kind of embarrassed “god. i should’ve never given you a chance. you’re just like the rest of em. fucking slut” he spits at you while pulling out and disposing the condom. “what the fuck?” you say looking at him in disbelief “wow you are not the guy i thought you were.. i cannot believe i had a crush on you for three years.. no! i cannot BELIEVE i cheated on my boyfriend with you!” you basically scream. “hey babe that’s all on you. ain’t got nothing to do with me. and if you want my advice. i’d suggest you put that tight little skirt of yours back on and get back downstairs before your little boyfriend gets worried” he’s right.. it’s not his fault actually at all. it’s my fault. i cannot believe i did this.. jeonghan did nothing to deserve this. he trusted me and i betrayed him like it was nothing.. and for what? just for a quick fuck with an old crush who just so happens to be the biggest prick ever? god what has gotten into me.. “Y/N!!!” oh god. “sounds like he’s already searching for ya! good luck with that babe” joshua says while buckling his belt and walking out of the strangers room you guys were fucking in just seconds ago. “Y/N!!? WHERE ARE YOU?” fuck. you hear jeonghans voice from all the way downstairs even through the blasting music. you realize your still half naked on this strangers bed and quickly get up and re dress while preparing yourself to look your boyfriend in the eyes. there’s no way i can tell him tonight.. what the hell do i do…
sooo i’m not really planning on making a part two or what to even write for one. like i said this was and in the moment thing k decided to do just for fun but if this does ever blow up somehow i might consider writing one idk lol.
Starring : Possessive!Jeong Han x reader x Soft!Joshua
Synopsis : Jeong Han and Joshua were your best friends from elementary to high school. However, at the last moment before graduating from high school, Joshua makes a mistake that triggers Jeong Han's emotions. Because of Joshua, your friendship was destroyed and you had to get involved in some trouble caused by Jeong Han. That problem only brings you into a life that is not fun at all. All this time, the Jeong Han you know is not the real Jeong Han.
Author's note: I'm not normalizing the things that happen here in the real world, this is all just for stories and not for the real world! Stay safe for you all out there and I'm sorry if this story is triggering you!
Words count : 7k+(Long, patience please)
ENGLISH IS NOT MY FIRST LANGUANGE
GOING SEVENTEEN
You, Jeong Han, and Joshua have been good friends since elementary school. You still clearly remember the incident when you were in 3rd grade, Jeong Han grabbed your pencil and scratched the back of your hand because he thought you were a difficult person. At that time, you could only cry and Joshua comforted you. After that incident, it was Joshua who tried hard to restore your friendship. Luckily, you're the type of person who can forgive even though there's still a little grudge and Jeong Han admits his mistake. Your friendship continues and is filled with reflection and self-evaluation.
Until it's time for you to enter a higher level, namely junior high school. Amazingly, your friendship is getting closer and harder to separate. Luck is also on your side because you two are in the same class twice. If you do the math, the three of you have been in the same class 5 times already. Starting from grade 1th, 3rd, and 6th grade from elementary school, continued with 1st and 2nd grade of junior highschool. Indeed, you were never in the same class at all or were completely separated in 5th grade. However, the rest of you usually get to be in the same class as one of you and there will definitely be someone alone.
Since you guys have entered the teenage phase, Jeong Han made a pact to keep your friendship.
No one should involve more feelings in your friendship, whoever it is.
And of course, you agree to this because you really feel that nothing involves more feelings or liking your own best friend.
Towards graduation to a higher level, namely high school, Joshua chose a different major from the two of you. Joshua wanted to focus on becoming a doctor, that's why he chose to major in science while you two chose to major in social studies. There, you know that you will separate and can never be fully together again in the classroom. Jeong Han, who felt sad, decided to make a mutual agreement. Jeong Han doesn't want their friendship to end just because they have different majors.
At first it went smoothly, until they finally stepped on the 2nd grade of high school.
There is a student from the science department who likes Joshua and, unfortunately, they are in the same class. The girl doesn't know anything about Joshua's friendship and she looks down on you because she feels you are her rival. You are actually also not involved in the matter, so you have to be involved. Of course you will tell this to Jeong Han. That girl became a hot topic between you three and frustrated Joshua. Jeong Han and you are willing to help, but can't overtly either.
You two try to help him when there is a busy event. For example, during a seminar, Joshua will leave two seats for the two of you so you can stay together. However, this time Joshua couldn't joke around like before because the girl would try to steal his attention. You and Jeong Han also occasionally try to make Joshua feel less bothered but fail. The girl also looked down on you even more, labeling you as “Playgirl”.
This made Jeong Han feel very annoyed.
Until finally you are in the last level of high school. Joshua still can't let go of the girl because it turns out that they are in the same class again, while you and Jeong Han are in the same class again. Jeong Han didn't want anything to do with the girl anymore, so he asked Joshua to meet you two when the girl wasn't with Joshua. You feel quite relieved because Jeong Han seems to protect you from malicious comments from friends of your same age.
“Jeong Han, here is food! Come on get it!” You took out a box of boxes for Jeong Han.
You also take it for yourself.
"After this we are on vacation again, finally I can lie down on the bed as much as I want before continuing to the next semester..." Min Ha sat in the teacher's chair which was close to the air conditioner.
"Eeehh~ You also have to do activities, you can't just lie down on the bed all the time." Jeong Han opened his box and prepared himself to eat.
"I'm not as productive as you think, Jeong Han... After I take my report card, I'm going to sleep for 2 days, I want to hibernate."
"Are you a bear?" Jeong Han put his food in his mouth and chewed it.
"Yes, indeed I like to be called a bear, bear is cute... I also like pandas..." You smiled happily.
"You don't want to eat?"
You shook your head, you glanced at the clock on the wall.
"It's still past 10, my mom also told me not to be greedy... So, yeah... I won't eat first... Wait for 11 to 12, count this for lunch."
You stare at Jeong Han who is chewing with his mouth full.
“You're funny, you look like a squirrel eating its nuts…” You held back your laughter and also covered your lips with the back of your hand so Jeong Han wouldn't feel embarrassed.
“Hmm!! You're mocking me?" Jung Han furrowed his brows.
“No, I said you're cute… You don't take it like that, you think you're creepy? Not at all."
Jeong Han took the side dish that had been cut into pieces and pointed the chopsticks that were between the pieces of meat at you.
"Come on, eat... Try it first, who knows you like it and want to eat it."
Again and again, you shook your head.
"No need, I'm not hungry."
Jeong Han insists, you don't want to make him angry.
You eat the piece of meat and Jeong Han smiles happily, he goes back to eating.
However, you didn't know that someone was watching you two from outside the classroom.
He felt something he shouldn't have felt.
"I think I like her... I can't help it, Jeong Han."
Jeong Han was silent, he tried to digest the situation and his friend's words earlier.
“W-What is the reason you like her, Joshua? Didn't we agree that we wouldn't involve feelings—”
"I don't know, Jeong Han! I feel comfortable and happy when I'm with her… I thought this feeling would go away, but it didn't… I thought that this feeling was just a temporary feeling that appeared, but it's not—”
“Tell me you were just kidding!” Jeong Han squeezed Joshua's shoulder.
Joshua winces in pain with Jeong Han's strength.
"I'm sorry, Jeong Han... I'm not kidding, I really like her... I can't deny my feelings by telling the truth... It will only hurt me." Joshua's gaze softened.
“You're only going to hurt me and ___ too! Stop those feelings, Joshua… You're going to hurt us all… Please respect our struggles to stay together until now, soon we'll all be separated and find our own paths… I'm sure those feelings will go away.” Jeong Han held back his tears.
"I'm sorry, Jeong Han... I'm not that easy to feel comfortable and happy with the opposite sex, but when I'm with ___, I feel it all... I even feel that ___ is someone I can rely on, she always takes the time to listen my complains about my life… She doesn't look at me just because I'm handsome and the only child of a rich family… She's just like you, Jeong Han…” Joshua smiled sadly.
Jeong Han shook his head and pushed Joshua away from him. Jeong Han squeezed his hair in frustration while taking a small walk. This is not what Jeong Han wants, he doesn't like it when other people glance at his beautiful best friend. However, this time his biggest enemy is his best friend whom he trusted for 12 years. Jeong Han laughed with his voice that sounded rough and unfriendly.
“I just finished the first semester break, I haven't properly adapted to the new and final semester yet, you came in saying that… You are really selfish, Joshua.” Jeong Han looked at Joshua with a disappointed look.
If only Joshua could read Jeong Han's mind.
“___! Do you know where Jeong Han is?”
"Seung Cheol, you have a handphone... Why don't you call the person directly?"
“He left his handphone in class! This!" Seung Cheol pulls Jeong Han's handphone out of the handphone storage box.
You roll your eyeballs lazily.
"Yeah, just give it to me." You offered to help Seung Cheol.
"Thank you, I have to go now! Bye, I owe you!” Seung Cheol hands you a canned drink.
You received the canned drink that was still neatly sealed and stared at the taste of the drink. Vanilla Latte, one of the drinks that Jeong Han likes. You left the class and it must have been the opposite direction from Seung Cheol. You don't need to go far, just go to a place where Jeong Han often visits. It hasn't arrived yet, you've met Jeong Han with his hair loose in front of the hall entrance. You can feel an unfriendly aura from the way Jeong Han walks.
But, fearing him is not you.
"Jeonghan, what's wrong? You look annoyed!” You greet while giving a canned drink to Jeong Han.
Jeong Han stopped and looked at you with his wide eyes.
You smile kindly at her, you are mesmerized by her beauty.
"I just realized that your hair is long again, you look cool and charming!" You're trying to comfort Jeong Han.
Jeong Han took the canned drink and opened it, he took a sip of the liquid to moisten his throat.
"You want a story? Looks like you've run into trouble… But, you don't need to rush either.” You raise your thumbs up and you feel an awkward atmosphere surround you both.
“No, I'm just annoyed because of my own problems… You don't need to know, you won't get involved in this problem” Jeong Han smiled sweetly.
You nodded your head as a neutral reaction.
"You bought me this?"
“No, Seung Cheol left it for me… Well, you didn't bring your cell phone either and he was in a hurry too…” You try not to make things more awkward.
"Thank you, you are so cute~" Jeong Han playing with his voice.
You are silent again, you are confused about what reaction you should give Jeong Han.
"Would you like to eat with me on the second break?" Jeong Han asked you with a cute smile.
"Oh—! Good idea, Joshua also happened to invite me to have lunch together, do you want to join? Today, that annoying girl didn't come, that's why he dared to invite me to eat together."
Jeong Han again gave an uncomfortable expression to look at.
"Why…? You had a fight with Joshua?" You ask doubtfully.
"No, ___! It's just, I want to be alone with you first, like when Joshua was busy taking care of that fussy student… I feel more comfortable that way, after all… You also want to know what I'm going through, right? It's just fine if you want to be with Joshua, I'm not going first."
"Oh— Maybe you can chat with me via chat later… How about it?" You smile again.
Jeong Han hugged your arm and led you to walk with him.
"I don't know, I don't want to chat, I want to talk to you directly…" Jeong Han whined.
"Okay, just find some time for the both of us, let me know later."
After that, you follow the lessons as usual. Jeong Han's behavior in class is enough to make you wonder. Where he becomes more into being around you and glares at everyone who approaches you. Her long black hair makes her look beautiful and also adorable so you are amazed and feel a little special to have a friend like Jeong Han. However, it was Jeong Han's sharp eyes on everyone but you that unsettled you.
You think that Jeong Han's personal feelings are involved.
Did Jeong Han break his own promise?
That's what you're thinking right now.
When the second break time came, you immediately left your place to get out of class. Jeong Han saw you were in a hurry, he just stared at you who left the class without saying goodbye to him. Jeong Han clenched his fists and hit his own study table, that action succeeded in capturing the attention of the students in the class. However, Jeong Han only smiled sweetly again and ignored the fact that he was in the spotlight in his class right now.
On the other side, you sat across from Joshua. The students in Joshua's class look at you with different eyes, especially the new students. You ignored the stares of the students and focused on Joshua. You also get Matcha Latte in a rectangular box from Joshua. Here, you accompany Joshua to lunch interspersed with light topics of conversation.
"You don’t want to eat?"
"I already ate in the first break earlier." You drink his Macha Latte.
"Alone?"
You nod.
"Actually, I wanted to tell you something... But, somehow I'm not ready to tell you... I'm afraid the reaction you'll give won't meet my expectations."
"You haven't even told me yet!"
You hate people who make you feel curious.
Joshua laughed in satisfaction at your reaction.
"Don't laugh, you idiot! Eat first and then laugh! Rice will come out of your mouth, your charm as a prince in this school will disappear!" You nagged Joshua.
Joshua laughed even louder and you two became the highlight of Joshua's class.
"Okay, Joshua… That's too much." You say in a flat tone.
"I'm sorry, you are so funny… You are too honest and really not fit to be a bad person, you are not good at lying."
“You digress, Joshua.”
Joshua shook his head and smiled sweetly.
"I hope the two of us can be together forever." Joshua took your hand.
You are increasingly confused with your own best friend.
Joshua and Jeong Han broke the agreed upon rules?
As the days go by, your friendship is getting tenuous. Jeong Han is too dependent on you and starts to be possessive of you, while Joshua often gives you things at high prices. You don't want all of this, you just want your friendship to get better again. You often reprimand Jeong Han for acting excessively when you're with Joshua or other people. You don't understand Jeong Han's drastically changed behavior.
Recently Jeong Han has been stealing your food using the same cutlery as you. Jeong Han also makes physical contact with you more often and almost kisses you several times. Of course you tell this to Joshua, but unfortunately Joshua can't do anything either. What's more, your time to meet Joshua is limited due to the presence of that chatty student.
You analyze all the strange behavior of Jeong Han and Joshua. The strangest thing you think is when Joshua invites you to sit together during a seminar, but Jeong Han pulls you away and as a result you just sit with Jeong Han in the back. Indeed, at that time Joshua was next to that chatty student, but usually the two of you still sat next to Joshua. Surprisingly, Joshua only left one seat and only called your name.
"They like me? No, no! They must be betting!"
You never feel confident about someone liking you.
"___! What are you thinking about?"
You looked at Jeong Han with confusion.
"You seem too engrossed in daydreaming that you forget that we have a group assignment? I chose you as my groupmate!"
"Just the two of us?"
Jeong Han nodded with a sweet smile on his face.
Jeong Han's appearance has changed again, now his hair color is Light Blonde. You can barely focus back on the task because of Jeong Han's completely different appearance. At school, boys and girls are allowed to choose their own hairstyle and change hair color as they like. As long as it doesn't interfere with the lesson and they can take care of it properly, then it's not a problem.
"You want to come to my house today?"
"To your house?"
"Yes, my house... Today is Friday and we can also use the time for group work." Jung Han smiled again.
"Oh, I have to get permission from my parents first if you invite me to your house." You immediately tell your parents and also Joshua.
"You can come with me directly, I brought the car today."
You just nodded so as not to be suspected, you tried to look firm too.
"What was the task, huh? I didn't listen…" You looked at Jeong Han doubtfully.
"The task? We are told to write a paper on data collection and data processing, we have to find and explain."
"Not practice?"
"No, but it's practically writing skills… We'll just have to search, I guess." Jeong Han looked away, he was also not sure about his task.
You saw a reply from your parents who agreed for you to go to Jeong Han's house.
"Jeong Han, just to be sure… Your parents are there, right?"
Jeong Han looked at you and nodded slowly.
"Don't worry, we're not alone in my house… You don't seem to trust me this time, what's wrong?"
"You mean a gho-ghost?" You're trying to break the tension between you two.
Jeong Han just smiled sarcastically and brought his face closer to yours.
"You're so cute when you're scared… You don't need to be scared like that, nothing will happen."
Jeong Han tucks your slightly messy hair behind your ear, his gaze is so sharp it manages to make you goosebumps.
You just finished school at 5 in the afternoon. Jeong Han is waiting for you to tidy up your messy things on the table. It just so happens that your last subject is arts and culture and you are assigned to make flower bouquets using used materials. You haven't checked Joshua's messages because you were too busy earlier. After you tidied up your things, Jeong Han took one of your heavy tote bags.
"Jeonghan!"
"It's fine, a pretty girl can't carry anything heavy."
"Aren't you usually the one telling me and Joshua to carry your stuff?" You furrow your brows.
"So what? Can you stop taking Joshua too? I was having a fight with him—"
"It's been almost 1 month that you haven't seen him, is it that bad? This is the first time I know that boys can fight for more than 1 month."
Jeong Han didn't respond to you and he left the class first. You followed him from behind while activating your handphone. Jeong Han walked slower so you wouldn't be left behind. He invites you to chat with light topics because he himself is already dizzy with the new knowledge he has gained. You all hate studying, no one likes studying and of course it's not uncommon.
Anyone who likes lessons, you will definitely think it's strange.
You get into Jeong Han's car and sit next to Jeong Han.
You open your handphone and see a message from Joshua, he advises you not to go with Jeong Han. But, you are too late to respond. If you ask to leave suddenly, it will only make Jeong Han suspicious. What's more, you've told him your parents agreed. You can only pretend to be busy with your handphone and ignore Jeong Han who started driving his car.
Heading out of the school area, you see Joshua who is getting ready to ride a motorcycle.
You guys had a look.
"It's been a long time since you came to my house, my little sister misses you very much."
"Oh… But, she didn't DM me…" You immediately opened his sister Jeong Han's Instagram.
You immediately sent a message to his little sister.
"She said he was too shy to DM you first, because it's been a while since the two of you met and she's afraid of being rude."
"In fact, her brother has no manners at all with me." your sneer.
Jeong Han laughed out loud and made you jump a little in surprise.
"You are so funny! It's only natural that you attract the attention of many people!"
You immediately messaged Joshua as well.
Why don't you message your parents?
You realize that your parents like Jeong Han too much, so your parents won't believe it that easily with Jeong Han's change in attitude. Now, all you can rely on is Joshua. Let's say you have personal feelings for Joshua too and now is the right time. But, you also realize that it's impossible for Joshua to catch up to you.
"Sometimes i don't like my friends whose homes are far from the school area, so it's hard for me to visit them because I need a vehicle and also time." You said while continuously texting Joshua.
"You're right, sometimes I also feel jealous of Joshua whose house is close to you, you can meet anytime."
"Not really, Joshua is too busy with his duties."
"Assignments for science students are much more difficult, that's why I chose to enter Social Studies..."
"It's just as difficult, my goal in entering Social Studies is just to avoid doing math and memorizing the names of strange cells." Your tone is starting to sound less friendly.
"I don't like all the lessons, every time the lessons start, I always want to go home."
You can't hold back your smile.
"You're right."
Jeong Han took his water bottle and gave it to you.
"Please open it, I'm thirsty."
You unscrew the bottle and give it to Jeong Han.
"You really like to drink coffee, it's not healthy for you…"
Jeong Han only held his water bottle because he couldn't take his eyes off the road.
"Forget it, I'll have a drink later when I can pull over, please close again."
You groaned in annoyance as you closed Jeong Han's bottle.
The journey felt so long, you never thought that Jeong Han's house would be this far. When you ask him, Jeong Han just says that the road that is usually used is being repaired. You don't really believe what Jeong Han said, but your sleepiness is much higher than your suspicion. You keep yawning and reading the last chat from Joshua and his younger brother Jeong Han.
You feel relieved because his little sister said that she is indeed at home.
Jeong Han didn't lie to you.
However, it was a message from Joshua that made you change your mind.
It's just that, you're too sleepy and closing your eyes for a while can make you fall into a deep sleep.
You woke up and at that moment you immediately opened your eyes. You are not in the car anymore, you find yourself in a room. But, you are not familiar with the atmosphere of the room. Dark, lit only by small lamps or decorative lights. This is not the Jeong Han room you know. So far, you only know Jeong Han's room which is simple and has coffee nuances.
"Why does the room give the feel of the universe…?" you mumbled.
The door to his room opens, Jeong Han comes in with two glasses of drink on a tray.
"Hey, I thought you'd wake up!"
"Where is this, Jeong Han? Where are you taking me?"
"Oh, this is my house… More precisely, our home!"
"Our home? Where are you taking me…?" Your body shivers in silence.
"You think I'm going to take you to the house where we used to play when we were little? No, I'm not going to take you there… I'm showing you our house and this room will be our child's room."
Jeong Han put his tray on the small table next to the bed. He crouches down facing you and caresses your cheek gently. You just jump a little when you know his hands are very cold. Jeong Han gives you his angelic smile, but this time you feel scared. Usually you will feel happy or relieved when you see that smile.
Your mind right now is only on Joshua.
"Doesn't this count as kidnapping?" Ask you as firmly as possible.
"Kidnapping? You think this is kidnapping? Isn't this for our future?"
"What do you meant of together? We're not going to be together, Jeong Han… You are my friend and at that time you agreed that nothing would involve each other's feelings…" You shook your head.
"___, don't be like that… I'm doing this because I have a reason… Honestly, I was quite surprised to find that you really don't involve your personal feelings in this friendship."
Jeong Han gripped your jaw and glared at you in anger.
"But, after something like this happened… I'm not sure you don't involve your personal feelings for Joshua, you feel safer with Joshua, right?" Jeong Han smiled sarcastically.
"Jeong Han, let's talk about this alright, I don't want to—"
"There's nothing to talk about nicely!" Jeong Han raised his tone.
Jeong Han pulled you gently into his arms, he kissed your earlobe.
"You know? Joshua broke the mutual agreement before me."
"Joshua likes me?"
"You're so smart, ___! But, because I don't like a traitor, I pulled you away from him!"
Jeong Han loosens his hug and forces you to look into his eyes.
"I've been holding back my feelings for you for years and Joshua wants to take you from me?! There's no way I can! I've been trying to contain my ego, but Joshua went first! Without guilt, he confessed his feelings for you to me! Hey, ___ … Tell me that you are mine, will you?”
"I belong to no one."
"Don't say it like that, you are mine… Yes, yes, yes?!"
You slapped Jeong Han and kicked him in the stomach. While Jeong Han was off guard, you ran towards the exit. Just before you unlock the door, Jeong Han pulls your leg and makes you fall. He grabbed you, turned your body, and pressed you down, he held your wrists. His hideous grin makes you even more scared.
"You should be grateful because I always do sweet things for you! Is this your reward?!"
"No one is grateful if it ends like this!"
Jeong Han kissed your lips suddenly. You keep trying to rebel because you don't want Jeong Han to go far. Jeong Han doesn't like you being rebellious all the time, he bites your lips and licks your lips. You can't lie because you are amused by the brush of his tongue on your lips. When you opened your mouth, Jeong Han put his tongue inside your mouth. Your tongue collided with his tongue making a wet sound.
Jeong Han's fingers did not stay still. He unhooked your skirt and pushed it away from you. After the skirt was off, he slipped his hand between your legs. You pushed, hit, and also tried to break the kiss, but failed. Now, Jeong Han is groping your femininity with his rather long fingers. Your mind can resist, but your body's reaction can't.
“Uhm…!!” You kinda curled up when Jeong Han pressed your sensitive spot.
Jeong Han breaks his tongue rolling session and smirks.
"I am the first person who can give you pain as well as pleasure, Joshua can never be the first... I will not always lose to Joshua."
"You… Hate Joshua?"
"I shouldn't have, but because he wanted to take you away from me, I hate him."
Jeong Han groped your womanhood faster and made you moan.
"Look, even you can never sigh like this in front of Joshua." Jeonghan smiled lightly.
"Uhhmm…" You pursed your lips to keep from moaning.
"You got wet this fast because of what? Yes, because of me."
"Jeong Han, stop! I don't want to! I'm scared!" You squeezed Jeong Han's wrist.
Jeong Han's hands are still, but his fingers are not.
"Jeong Han… You forced me!"
"You'll never come to your senses if you're not forced! It's the same with childhood incidents, you wouldn't have known if you weren't hurt!"
Jeong Han slapped your cheek hard, you fell silent.
Jeong Han laughed loudly then pulled your underwear roughly until it tore.
"Hah… It's really hard to discipline you, but that's what I like… You're very interesting."
Jeong Han opens your legs wide in an M shape.
"I wonder how good your pussy tastes like."
Jeong Han licked your vaginal lips then immediately proceeded to poke your cunt with his tongue.
"Ah! Uhm… No! Don't be there…! Ah…! Ahh… It tickles me…" You squeezed Jeong Han's hair.
Jeong Han is getting more and more aggressively poking your cunt with his tongue and you are writhing in amusement. Jeong Han's grip on your thigh is very tight and allows it to leave red marks. Your body starts to feel hot, especially when Jeong Han occasionally strokes your inner thighs sensually. Your thoughts that originally asked Joshua to come disappeared slowly. Jeong Han is very good at giving you a taste of pleasure with his tongue.
"I… Something's wrong… Ahh… Wait…"
You're not that innocent, you're thinking about things you've always known.
Cum.
"Oh… My God! No… Uhmm…!!" You cover your own mouth.
You closed your eyes tightly as you let go. White and viscous fluid flows out of your cunt. Jeong Han grinned and licked your liquid sensually. Your bottom becomes very sensitive and it radiates all over your body. The liquid didn't stop flowing, Jeong Han sat up straight and licked his upper lip. He looked at you seductively, he pressed you down and again crushed your lips. You can taste your own liquid which is very, very unpleasant.
You don't believe people who say cum tastes good.
"So, you are still thinking about Joshua? Do you think that Joshua will do the same to you?"
"Fuck you, Jung Han!" You swear.
"Oh, yes! I'm going to fuck you endlessly until you get pregnant."
Jeong Han pulled you to sit on his lap and again crushed your lips roughly.
Your lips are already swollen and Jeong Han loves it.
Your eyes widen when you feel something warm and skin touching your femininity. You instantly bit Jeong Han's tongue and broke off the crushing session. Jeong Han's grip on your waist tightened so you squeezed his white shirt. Jeong Han is directing your vaginal opening and also his penis so that they are parallel.
"I know if you've never had sex with anyone, I'll be first." Jeong Han pulled your body a little further down.
You were quite surprised when the tip of Jeong Han's penis actually touched your vaginal lips.
"Why are you doing this? Why are you obsessed with me?"
Jeong Han looks back at you intently.
"I'm not obsessed! I love you, that's why I'm doing this! Only I can take good care of you, I will never betray you."
Jeong Han pushed his penis slowly into your cunt.
"Uhh…!! Ahh…!! It hurts! It hurts! It won't go in!" Your eyes start to water from the pain down there.
"It's coming in, ___. Trust me, leave all of this to me." Jung Han smiled happily.
"You are too big…"
"You're just being too tight, after all you've never had sex with anyone before."
You squeezed Jeong Han's white shirt and stared at him intently even though your eyes were watery.
"You are the worst friend I've ever met! Now I know why I chose Joshua over you, Joshua will always seek my approval… Unlike you… Jeong Han." Your voice drops at the end.
Jeong Han just put on a flat face.
Without warning, his body was pushed down so that Jeong Han's penis entered half into your vagina.
"Oh shit! It hurts me! Take it out!" Your body arches backwards and you cry.
"Oh, look… There's blood flowing? Oh, I'm the first person… Not Joshua."
Jeong Han pushed his dick deeper and made you scream louder.
"Get it out! It hurts, Jeong Han! Get out…!!"
You wish you could pass out right now.
Jeong Han started moving his cock in and out. You hugged Jeong Han and buried your face in the crook of Jeong Han's neck. You are confused with yourself, choosing to hug Jeong Han tightly as an outlet for your pain. Jeong Han's hands squeezed your ass and widened it so his cock could go deeper.
"Oh… Uhmm… Jeong Han! Ahh…! Ah…! It hurts…!"
"This is going to turn out to be a pleasure, ___." Jeong Han whispered next to your ear.
"Hahh... Oh...!" Your body tingles when Jeong Han's penis manages to touch your G-spot.
"Why? Does it feel good?" Jeong Han brings his face closer to yours while stroking your cheek.
You nodded quickly while holding back your sighs.
"Ahh…~ Jeong Han… Hmmhh…" You restrained yourself from touching Jeong Han.
"Joshua could never give you pleasure like this, right? I am the winner."
You crushed Jeong Han's lips, hoping that Jeong Han would stop belittling Joshua.
You moaned in that hot crushing session because Jeong Han really got you drunk.
The pulverizing session ended, a strand of saliva contacting your tongue with his.
"Haahh~… Jeong Han… Slow down! Don't be too fast…"
Jeong Han roughly opened your school shirt, some buttons were loose and scattered somewhere.
"I really like it, I took off your bra first… So I can suckle here…" Jeong Han played with your breasts.
"Jeong Han, stop…" You pushed his hand away.
Jeong Han pushed your body down and made your body vibrate.
Jeong Han used that opportunity to suck your nipples.
"Hah… Ahh…!! Your tongue…"
Jeong Han takes turns tasting your nipples greedily.
"Jeong Han, calm down… Calm down…" You hugged Jeong Han and stroked the top of his head.
"You will never understand about me… You will never understand!"
Jeong Han pushed you to lie down on the floor. He holds your wrists and moves his body in a fast tempo. You can't balance him until your legs are wide open just for him. Your body is also weak and carried away by the tempo. You can feel Jeong Han's anger in your union.
"Ahh… Jeong Han… Slow down…! I… I'm not strong—"
"No! I won't let you feel good that easily! I… I want to show you that you are mine and this dirty cunt also mine!"
You were too weak to reply, you could only sigh.
Until you finally release, thick white liquid flows out again. However, you can't rest easy because Jeong Han is still pumping at the same tempo. Your moans get louder and your body almost curls up because of the pleasure and pain that Jeong Han gives you. Your body is very sensitive, Jeong Han can tell by your hardened nipples.
"Oh, my little baby is so sensitive."
"Jeong Hannie… Ahh… Yaahh…"
"Jeong Hannie?"
Jeong Han smiled sweetly and again crushed your lips. You hug him and kiss him back, your mind begins to be taken over by lust. When Jeong Han releases inside you, your body rolls back and at the same time feels warmth in your stomach. Jeong Han just gives you his sweet smile and pulls his dick out when he's done squirting his sperm into your womb.
Jeong Han took the two glasses he brought earlier.
He walked towards you while drinking the liquid in the glass.
"Drink, you must be very tired, right?"
Without thinking, you drank the drink.
"Hahh… Jeong Han… W-what if I get pregnant…? I…" You started crying again.
"My goal is to get you pregnant, what do you think I'm going through this trouble for? Yes, to make you mine!"
Jeong Han helped you up and sat on the edge of the bed together.
"Please… Don't hurt Joshua… I know what you're going through, Jeong Han… Please, just take it out on me… Don't hurt Joshua…" You bowed to Jeong Han.
"I knew you were the most beautiful girl inside and out… You really sacrificed yourself for the people you care about."
Jeong Han pushed you to lie down on the bed.
"Lucky I took you first before Joshua, I'm very lucky."
Your body starts to feel hot, you want something inside you.
"I'm really going to flood your body with my sperm until you get pregnant… I want Joshua to also know that you are pregnant with my child." Jeong Han hugs you possessively.
You can guess clearly.
Jeong Han deliberately put stimulants into the two glasses so you can do it wilder.
"Fuck you, Jeong Han…" You closed your eyes.
"You can never run away from me again, ___. You are mine."
Jeong Han's penis back into your vagina.
"Uhm… Jung Hannie…"
"I like your nickname, call me that as long as I overpower you."
Jeong Han intertwined his fingers with yours.
"Joshua is really unlucky, huh... Because he doesn't know how naughty we both are."
You shed your last tear before you lose control.
In the end, you wanted Jeong Han's dick time and time again. It doesn't matter how much Jeong Han's sperm you have stored until it flows back out, you want it. The stimulant really makes you lose control. Jeong Han is just as crazy as you, even crazier.
You are literally carried away by him to the stars and the moon.
"Jeong Hannie… Ahh… This is so good, i want more… Your cock…" You are speechless.
"Good girl, you took charge very well." Jeong Han stroked your thigh.
"Uhmm... My stomach is already full, but I... Still want more... Why did this happen, Jeong Han?"
"Me too, ___… Let's spend tonight enjoying the pleasures our union brings."
Jeong Han squished your lips and took over again.
You are in his cage.
That night, there were only sounds of skin slapping, something wet, and moans.
This is the thing you fear the most, getting pregnant at a young age.
Sadly, you are experiencing just that. At first you didn't want to fall in love, get married, and have children, now the harsh reality has befallen you. You are very sure that you are pregnant with Jeong Han's child. You are 2 weeks pregnant, your stomach is still not much different. So people won't suspect that you're pregnant. At least, you can still continue studying for a while until your stomach grows bigger.
You won't have an abortion, you still love yourself and the lives of others.
Jeong Han is indeed wrong, but the life you are carrying is innocent.
"Please forgive me, you have to have the blood of a pyschotic man… I will raise you well so you don't have a jerk like him…" You rubbed your stomach.
You're tired of crying.
Crying will not change destiny.
"___!! Sorry, I'm late! I just had a meeting with the Student Council members!"
You looked at Joshua who was waving at you.
That's right, Joshua asked you to meet him after school behind the park. Last night, Joshua announced that he wanted to talk to you about something. You're worried or afraid that he'll ask about Jeong Han. What's more, you've also been missing for a week with the excuse of being sick. Actually you are healthy, it's just that your mental is not healthy. Jeong Han doesn't allow you to leave his house. After you had sex, Jeong Han locked you in his house.
Jeong Han manipulated all your sick papers.
"What's wrong, Joshua? You have a problem again? That fussy girl bothered you more to the extreme?"
"No, that's not it…" Joshua shook his head.
"Your family problems?"
"Trouble with my feelings, ___."
"Oh, you have a crush on someone? Who?" You smile as calmly as you can.
You know Joshua likes you.
"I've been holding back my feelings all this time and I know that I violated our mutual agreement, but I hope you understand… Even if you think I'm weird, please still think of me as your friend as usual." Joshua smiled.
He sighed before continuing.
"I like you, ___."
You closed your eyes full of regret, you almost cried.
"What a very moving statement of feelings Joshua, I'm touched!"
You open your eyes in surprise when you feel someone hug you from the side.
"But, you should know that ___ is already mine first, you can't just corner your friend, right?" Jung Han pouted.
"Jeonghan…"
"You broke the deal too? You're mad at me because I like ___, right? Why are you liking her too?"
"Oh, Joshua... It's not only you who likes ___, I also like ___! Love her so much!" Jeong Han kissed your cheek.
Joshua clenched his fists, he looked at you expectantly.
You can only close your eyes again, wishing all of this was just a dream.
"You also have to know, Joshua... Me and ___ are already in touch, I was the first to take her chastity and now she is pregnant with my child, she is already 2 weeks pregnant!" Jung Han smiled happily.
"Jeonghan!"
Joshua was completely shocked by what Jeong Han said.
"___, tell me that it's all untrue… You're kidding, right?"
"Joshua—"
"If you don't believe me, I brought the proof~ This was taken two weeks ago if I'm not mistaken." Jeong Han took out your testpack and showed it to Joshua.
Joshua didn't know what to say.
"Joshua, I'm sorry… I'm sorry… I didn't mean to hurt you…" You held Joshua's hand tightly and cried.
"No, you're not wrong… I'm sure you don't really want it, ___… But, how you can—" Joshua staring at you in confusion.
Jeong Han pulled you into his arms and glared at Joshua.
"You should be aware, Joshua. You may always win in terms of attitude, attention, academics, and also skills… But, you can never win in taking ___ from me, ___ is mine."
Joshua just glared at Jeong Han.
You should realize that being friends with rich people's kids will only get you into new trouble.
Warning!: This is only for mature readers. If you are sensitive about sexual topics and posts please do not read this! (I know there will still be those kiddos who aren’t mature reading this) Viewer’s discretion is advised.
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“Jagi, what are you doing after lectures?”
“Hmm nothing much actually! Probably going back to the dorm to sleep. Y/F/N* is going to go on a weekend vacation so she won’t be in, and I have the whole room to myself,” You grinned, thinking about the long awaited rest you needed after a hectic week of drowning yourself in college projects.
“Ah, I thought we could go out for a movie after lectures since today is a Friday, but alternatively, I guess we could just chill in your dorm room!” Jeonghan suggested, whilst ruffling your hair. You pouted and combed your fingers through your hair to fix it a little.
“That’s fine with me! We can cook dinner too and you could stay over at my dorm if you wanna, but I doubt so since Seungcheol probably would want you to get back to your own dorm room,” you chuckled. Seungcheol is Jeonghan’s roommate, whom is probably Jeonghan’s other girlfriend given his possessive behavior of his friend. I mean, once he even crashed your date with Jeonghan saying that it was disgusting. Of course, you suspected Seungcheol had something for Jeonghan but turns out, he just didn’t want Jeonghan to be hurt because they were simply BBFLs.
“I’ll just warn him about him messing our date up again because my fist will be kissing his face if he does that again, I swear…” Jeonghan’s eyebrows furrowed and threw punches into the air, simulating what he would do to Seungcheol. Your laughs followed in his attempts of trying to be a martial artist.
The chime sounded, signifying the end of your lunch break.
“I’ll meet you at the gate after lectures, see you later, Y/N,” Jeonghan smiled before leaning in to give you a quick peck on the cheek. A warm sensation filled your cheeks as you felt a blush rising. It wasn’t your first time getting kissed on the cheek but Jeonghan was your first ever boyfriend, and you were experiencing these feelings all for the first time. The most you guys have done was only kissing on the cheeks, so that was a pretty big deal for you. Just the feeling of his soft, pink lips on your cheeks. Ah, that sensation you don’t want to forget.—You took your keys out of your bag and unlocked the door to your dorm. It was about 4.30pm and you were looking forward to napping with Jeonghan. Upon stepping into your dorm room, you threw your bag on your bed and plopped on the bed. A smile creeped up on your face as your body sink into the comfortable bed. Jeonghan chuckled at your actions and joined you, laying on your bed beside you.
He extended out his hand and stroked your head. His gaze intently on you, while you were clueless since you had your eyes closed, and you were already dozing off. Jeonghan inched closer and closer to you as he admired your features while you’re asleep. Your slow and steady breathing as your chest rises and falls, your lips that formed a slight pout and your movements. Oh how he loved you.
Your noses were touching, and Jeonghan’s heart started pounding harder and harder. You weren’t completely asleep and you sensed something close to your face. Your eyes lazily opened and your eyes adjusted to a pair of eyes staring right at you. You jolt in surprise but Jeonghan had a gentle grip on your waist. Your eyes widened as Jeonghan formed a smile.
“I… I love you, Y/N,” The words left his mouth before he leaned in. You felt his soft lips on yours, and he daringly licked your bottom lip, as if asking for entrance. Your lips slightly parted and he slid his tongue into your mouth. You didn’t know what to do and you just sucked on his upper lip, while his hands held a strong grip on your waist, pulling your body closer to his. You placed your hands on his chest, letting him take control. It was your first kiss and you were thoroughly enjoying it. His hands slowly crept under your shirt, as he felt your soft skin, his arms trailed upwards and before you knew it, his hands were already softly massaging your breasts. You let out a little moan through the kiss before you pulled away from the kiss.
“Th-this is my first time, Jeonghan,” you muttered softly as you blushed. He cupped your cheeks with his hands and looked at you right in the eye.
“It’s mine too,” he smiled as he kissed you again, but this time, it wasn’t soft and gentle, it was rough and heated. This all happened in a flash, your clothes were strewn all over the floor, both of you were already naked. His intense gaze at your body was making you embarrassed and you attempted to cover your breasts, but he peeled your hands off your body.
“Don’t be embarrassed, you look beautiful, Y/N. This is my first time, and I am glad to be giving it to you. I love you,” Jeonghan smiled gently. His words calming your racing heart. I mean, this was your first time, how could you not be nervous?
“Go slower, please… I’m scared it will hurt,” you whispered. Jeonghan nodded his head in acknowledgement and he placed his red, hard cock at your entrance, rubbing it gently against you, earning a soft moan from you. The soft moaning turned Jeonghan on even more as he readied his member. He pushed his tip into you slowly as you whimpered, grabbing tightly on the bedsheets. He started to push in more and the pain got more and more intense. Once he fully went in, you felt something tear. Ah, your hymen. You couldn’t help but let out a cry of pain. “Jagi, am I hurting you? Should I stop?” Jeonghan’s eyebrows furrowed with worry. He felt guilty since you were the only one feeling the pain, on the other hand it felt great for him.
“I’m okay, just keep going, slowly,” you managed to say only these words. He slowly thrusted into you repeatedly, and the pain slowly faded away as it turned into pure pleasure. Your legs wrapped around Jeonghan, pulling him closer to you as he fastened his pace a little more. His body was on top of yours, and you could see the soft shadows of his abs and toned muscles. He let out soft grunts and his hair was almost covering his face. You tucked his hair behind his ears, revealing his sweaty face. He had a certain flush to his cheeks and he smiled. He bent down to kiss you as his thrusts increased its speed by the seconds. You let out a louder moan, and he gently fondled your boobs, and it sent a strange feeling through you.
Just then, he flipped you over, and he was on the bed while you were on top of him. Though you thought you were gaining control, he held onto your hips firmly as he thrusted upwards into you, as you felt a new sensation. A certain pressure began building up near your lower abdomen, and you didn’t know what it was, but it was sure as hell pleasurable. You couldn’t stop yourself from moaning louder and louder as you felt better and better. He let out a low moan or grunt occasionally, and you figured he wasn’t that vocal in bed. His cock was slowly twitching inside of you, and it found your G-spot. This time, you let out a scream, and Jeonghan knew that he had found your site of pleasure. He proceeded onto thrusting into faster and faster, with every thrust hitting that right spot that made you weak.
“Ah, I can’t! I can’t!” You screamed and you felt the pressure build up even more, and you felt like you were going to explode soon.
“I’m gonna c-cum, jagi,” Jeonghan whimpered, and his thrusts got faster but sloppier. You knew you were going to climax soon, so did Jeonghan. He reached down to your clit and rubbed fast and rhythmic circles. That was when you lost it. You climaxed and let out a scream, and it sent pulsating electric-like waves of pleasure through your body as you shook uncontrollably. Your vagina wrapped around Jeonghan’s cock tightly, triggering his climax too as he let out the loudest moan. You felt something warm flowing through you, and filled you up. Your body suddenly lost all its energy as you fell on top of Jeonghan’s chest. You could hear his racing heartbeat and heavy breathing as it synced with yours. He held you tight to his body as he muttered, “I love you, Y/N. I love you.” a second before you fell asleep.— Your eyes opened slowly as you registered what was going on. You were laying on top of Jeonghan’s bare body, and Jeonghan had also fallen asleep when you did. You felt a sore feeling coming from your vagina but that didn’t matter, and his cock was still inside you. Wow, you guys totally just fell asleep right after climaxing. You looked at his angel-like face whilst he was asleep. Ah, what did you do in your past life to earn you an angel in this life?
Just then, you heard a groan from Jeonghan as his eyes slowly opened. The second he saw you, he smiled.
“Are you feeling alright?”
“Just a little sore, nothing too big,” You chuckled playfully. You looked over at the clock and saw that it was 7.30pm.
“Are you hungry? I wanna cook some pasta for dinner,” You suggested as you attempted to get off of Jeonghan’s body. However, he held you down and he cheekily smiled.
“Five more minutes, jagiya,” He whined.
“Alright, alright,” You said as you leaned in for a kiss.
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- *Y/F/N = Your friend’s name
OMG ok this should be by far the longest smut I’ve ever written my neck is gonna break lol. Anyways I hope you enjoyed this one and I think this one is so far my favourite smut because it’s so gentle and cutesy and fluffy. Okay sorry for the rambling, have a nice day ahead!
