Went to a con and found d3rlord3 and Avery. I kept running into the two, and even saw d3rlord3 walk ahead of Avery without realizing it, Avery had to chase after him before he lost sight of him in the crowd. I had to hold myself from crying at the sight.
it's 23.12 and i finished that 77noli void cult raised kid fic and oh my lord it was the best thing to have happened to me on the first day of 2026 i love it sm 😭 ik request are closed right now so ill just drop that i love the work so much message here and cross my fingers and hope youll make more in the future !!!!!!!!!! <33
Seeing the amount of people that liked that fic so much they commented on it made me a lot more happier than I expected. It's really motivating, I kinda hope to see more. And the idea that it could be the first thing people might read at the start of the new year is something I never thought of.
I wanted to post something just before the year ended since I already missed both Holloween and Christmas. It was supposed to be a Holloween Special, sure, there aren't any elements of it in there, but it felt more fitting than a Christmas Special.
I'll be hijacking this ask to rant about it, read below!
The first thing I did was read up on the Void Cult, and got invested in the story behind it and the system they have. It was only when I got to the end of the article that I realized I couldn't use it as a reference, because they've separated from the Myth Community, and because their version of Noli is much more different than the one I wrote about.
Instead I tried my own take on it, taking heavy inspiration from real life cults. It's only hinted on rather than expanded upon though. One thing I needed to make clear is that the Reader doesn't know it's a cult, just like the members of the Void Star "Community".
Realistically speaking, a cult is almost never referred or known as a cult by its members. Usually it's known as a group, a community, a family, and so on.
And a child that's raised in one wouldn't even be able to find that out except by an external source.
What I did have to figure out is what the Reader's role in the cult would be. Unsurprisingly, it felt weird for me to look into that specific side of the topic for a Roblox fic of all things.
I figured the Reader being Noli's Messenger made sense, since that's his child, and because who else would be fit enough to act as his right hand or pseudo leader when he's not around? This was also to make the Reader feel antagonistic toward 007n7 with how much Noli talked about him. It's not like he can complain to anyone else about it.
There are other details that I had to work out since the start. Like how I was going to write the Reader's interactions with two separate killers, and the order.
Originally, the interaction with c00lkidd would've only been a summary paragraph made in passing rather than a full blown fight. Noli's scene was going to be the only round described in detail.
Another thing, the confrontation scene was supposed to go very differently. The clone thing wasn't in there. But when I thought about why 007n7 left the Reader with the cult. It didn't make sense to me, because if he did that with them, just because, then why didn't he do the same thing with c00lkidd? Then it hit me, "What if he didn't know they were a real person when they were created? What if he thought they were just a clone, and so wouldn't care as much as a result?" And thus, the scene was set.
I took a bit of my frustration with an unrelated event and put it into the Reader's reaction. Originally they were going to get so mad that their speech was going to start to glitch out, much like Noli's speech in-game. I decided against it last minute because I was pressed for time, and feared that if I paused to try to mimic his speech into the Reader, that I wouldn't be able to continue.
Yesterday was the first time in a while that I was actually able to sit down and write more than a couple sentences.
I will say this, this fic didn't go the way I envisioned at all. So who knows, maybe we'll be able to revisit this one at some point in the future.
Taking a quick break from writing to watch this Minecraft video that kept showing up on my feed. "Searching For A World That Doesn't Exist", it sounds interesting, reminds me of the time people found the seed for Minecraft's main screen!
I need to finish making yandere headcanons for everyone, and soon, I NEED to read AYS to check off "Yandere Fic Of The Fandom" on my list that doesn't exist. I keep seeing references to it everywhere and I want to see how good it is!
My Test Audience Member just strangled me. I did no wrong.
I just wanted to ask and see how you're doing, since it has been a while (obviously no rush to do anything) and I just wanted to check in and make sure you've been nice and healthy to yourself! I've also been thinking about making my own blog to start writing (gee who inspired that) (looks at you discretely) but yeah, I hope life has been treating you alright and that you've been able to have fun outside of this blog, remember to take care of yourself and know that you are an inspiration :>
I need to print this out and post it on my wall this INSTANT! My heart swelled reading it..
I've been doing good! I was really busy last month and couldn't get much done unfortunately, I'm hoping to make up for it this month, my requests are either halfway done or still in the beginning stages. I even have a Yandere headcanon post in the works, I need to tweak it though..
I'm getting more ideas for other tales in the meantime, and more obsessed familiar with the characters of both Forsaken and Block Tales. You might've seen me in the comments of some artists on here.. I think I'll have to update my favorites list..
I've started to really miss Little Messenger and Rookie lately, and realized how long it's been since I first posted "Do You Remember Your Promise?". I need to finish up part 2 of that one.
Knowing that my stories even slightly pushed you into considering opening a writing blog of your own is a really huge compliment— I can't believe it! You know I'll want to read what tales you have to tell if you do end up making it!
Inspiration truly is a funny thing, you see one thing one morning, and suddenly you're filled with the motivation and vision of a completely different thing. So, even if it's not a fandom I'm not in, I want to see what that Inspiration turns into in your hands!
This is usually where I would give a sneak-peak at my next work, but I didn't write enough for that unfortunately.. All I can say is that things are being written, and hopefully one will be done this week!
I played a roblox story game on call with a friend yesterday, and he hated everything about it so much he asked me to read him Imitation as a palatte cleanser.
He kept complimenting it while throwing shade at the game I played. Calling it a 5 star meal— Which I still doubt— While calling the game trash you'd find in the back of a trash can.
My voice nearly gave out at the end from how much I read. But he enjoyed it, with only a few questions about the fic's worldbuilding. A very noticeable difference to the amount of questions he asked while I was playing that game.
I did like the game, it just didn't live up to my expectations.
Almost half of them are! But mainly Builderman, Shedletsky, 007n7, Chance and Elliot.
My favorite to play would be Elliot, the first character I played as when I first started. The more I learned about him, the more giddy I'd get. So of course I'd get a little irritated seeing him be portrayed as a grump. Being the only support in any given game sucked, but it gave me ideas for how to write him.
Chance's whole concept drew me to them, and their personality grabbed my attention the more I saw them around. Their character is really fun to play around, and can be a bit unpredictable at times, which I like! I never know what he's going to do next whenever I write them, truly both a blessing and a curse.
Surprisingly enough, despite playing roblox since 2014, I've never encountered the c00lkidd incident or heard about it until a couple years later. I never even knew that 007n7 was connected to it. But putting that aside, I liked how he looked, and may have gone on and read a lot of fanfiction about him. I used to be in love with college 77noli, but grew out of it, and then grew back into it and wishing I was with them.
I never knew about Shedletsky as an Admin, I knew him from the Normal Elevator game, but other than that? Not much. I thought he was cool, I was going to write a long Telamon-to-Shedletsky x reader Forsaken fic before it became Imitation. Then someone requested a oneshot of him and suddenly I'm obsessed with him, even got a Telamon pin. He's cool, and I want to get more self indulgent with him.
Builderman.. What can I say about Builderman? He's cute, short, and was going to feature heavily in that fic I just mentioned, maybe that's how he became a favorite in the first place. The first fic I read about him was a yandere one, I forgot how he looked like while reading it and felt his actions were too out of character for how I saw him. The moment I started getting giddy when I saw him in Roblox games or videos, I knew I got attached. I'd always made it a point to circle around any Builderman players regardless of who I was playing as. I also got a pin of him with the Telamon one, they're so cute.. I wish people would give me requests for him, I want to write more about him!
Honorary mention, Mafioso, I have no notes, I was obsessed with a Mob AU before getting into Forsaken, what do you expect? The first Mafioso oneshot I read was the whole reason why I started playing the game, because the author (Who has since deactivated) wrote him in such a way that I just had to see more of him. I played the game and got c00lkidd and the Mafioso skin only to never play killer, but I got giddy everytime the killer was Mafioso, I'd always die soon after though.