Hello! Jester here, I guess, I've decided to bite the bullet and make this blog to help me get better at writing! Whether that be fanfics, Rants, or anything else in between.
Fair warning, English is NOT my first language, if you see any spelling mistakes or weird sentences, let me know so I can fix it.
Tags to be aware of!
#jesters rambles = Talk/headcanon posts about characters
#jesters stories = Request answer/Story posts
#jesters breakroom = Ask discussion posts
#jesters shared spotlight = Reblogs
Requests: CLOSED
Masterlist!
Current Request count: 4 (Slowly getting there)
Upcoming:
Noli x Reader (Anon you're lucky I like Noli)
Survivors x Eldritch!Reader (I'm scared of this one)
Chance, Mafioso, Shedletsky and 1x1x1x1 x Fairy!Reader (Yes, all four of them, I did not learn from my mistakes)
Please do not DM me requests, I'll only respond through the askbox! It's not going to be first come first served, I will try to finish them in a timely matter though, so please be patient.
Another thing! When requesting, I ask you to be descriptive, if only by a little bit, so I'd know how to write it right!
You can ask for WIP updates, and what I'm working on. I'll give a sneak peak and explain what I need to do next without spoilers.
What I Will and Won't write down below!
Will do
- Fluff
- Angst
- Yandere
- Canon x Reader
- Canon x Reader x Canon
- Hurt/comfort & hurt/no comfort
- Platonic, familial, and romantic, specify in ask!
you planning to write for azure now that his update is out?
Absolutely! I would've actually still written for them regardless if he came out or not, it's just that no one requested them until now.
I'm happy I get to learn more about the guy anywho, I always figured he would be mad at Two Time for the whole being-stabbed-by-them thing. But also still harbor feelings that he can't really do away with.
A complicated sort of love-hate, the hate just so happens to occupy most of Azure's mind at the moment. It's not really easy to forgive anyone for stabbing you in the chest, let alone someone you trusted— And loved. I think I can write their emotions in that regard accurately.
I'm excited to see what requests people think of for Azure now that he's out, not just to me, but to the other writers on here.
IM A VERY CONTENTLESS DUSEKKAR FAN THANK YOU SO SO MUCH FOR WHAT YOU HAVE... WIPES TEAR FROM EYE. MY PUMPKIN....
Of course, I do aim to please after all!
I looked through the tags out of curiosity after seeing this, and am very shocked to see just how little there is of him.
Well that's not good, every character is someone's favorite, and and everyone deserves to find tales of their favorite with them! I need to write more Dusekkar.
Not only will he cook for you, but he will make sure to use nutritious ingredients so you wouldn't end up malnourished. Not only that, but his cooking pan also doubles as a great weapon against enemies! No friend left behind! Not only that, but he has beautiful luscious hair and won't take your family hostage just to get you to stay with him.
Heyyy totally not bribing, but if you vote for Senshi for me, I will give you fan facts about Rookie, Little Messenger and my upcoming Eldritch!Reader.
I completely forgot which ones I liked as soon as I saw your question, and needed to sit on it for a moment.
Writing this down made me realize they kinda fit some of my favorite characters somewhat..
I rambled too much under the cut, sorry..!
I really like it when characters experience extreme religious guilt, spiraling down into mania and denial, showing how far they're willing to dissociate from what started this guilt in the first place. I just don't know what it's called.
Corruption arcs! Just one little thing to kickstart it and changes them into someone else. It's emotionally devastating when they decide to take the leap, especially when you can still see their old self in their new role. It can be used in more ways than just "Hero becoming the villain" and I like that.
I don't know if it has another name, but the Ship Of Theseus as a character trope is fun to explore. Where one is slowly changed into something else over time without them realizing, until nothing of their old self is there. Are they still them? Can they truly look in the mirror and think "That's me"?
Rich but a sweetheart, who doesn't let it go to their head and cherishes their loved ones. You also get the bonus of them being given an outrageous price on something in front of their friends, only for them to agree to it without a second thought.
Workaholic, there's a lot of things you can do with a character like that. Married to their work so much people doubt they even go home. Working on a case that's slowly destroying them. Or working themselves to the bone to prove they're worth praising, worth loving, worth keeping.
Couple that LOVE each other, I'm talking full on swooning over, dumb smitten smiles and "I love my wife/husband" kind of couple. I think I like it most when one of them has more of a handle on their feelings than the other, but you can tell they love them just as much as the other. They make me sick.
These are all the definite favorites of mine that I can think of at the current moment, I might come back and add more if I remember.
Can I ask if you know roblox flee the facility because i already wrote my request, and I will send it to you once the request is open. My request is about flee the facility alternative universe mixed with yandere
I went ahead and played a couple matches to see how it works, I prefer being the survivor.
So the answer is yes! And I'm already intrigued by what you said so far!
I'll be sure to announce it when I open my requests again!
Obligatory warning, don't repeat these things in real life. While this is merely fiction, it's not healthy to want to do, or want to be done to you.
Someone wondered about this and I had to try my hand at it..
Hopefully by the time someone requests a Yandere!Dusekkar, I'll get a better handle on him. He was quite the unique case.
This can be seen as either romantic or platonic.
So, with that said, come take a look at what I've come up with!
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Before Forsaken
His interest was gradual, passing each other on the street while on his walks for weeks was you two's earliest interactions, before he truly took notice of you. During one of which he found himself walking alongside you, striking up a friendly conversation that leaves him wishing for more than a simple acquaintanceship with you
Requests access to your file to investigate you on suspicion of you using exploits. When asked by co-workers, he only says it's a background check, "just in case" and nothing else. This sparks rumors of your possible hiring at HQ, followed by a lot of questions that leads some of them to seek you out to answer them
Shows up at your house with no warning to conduct a "bug search" that someone that totally wasn't him had reported. Reporting it to get permission to visit you without raising any suspicions from his co-workers, taking this chance to get to know you better and keep in touch with the excuse of you being able to speed dial him in case of emergency
Although he has a phone, he prefers to communicate by letter rather than text, sending them once a day and waiting for a response. Eventually, the letters are accompanied by handmade gifts that have his colors once he gets a better understanding of you. He sends frantic letters if you don't send a response by midday, teleporting into your house if the day ends without a response
Shows up where you frequent, usually to observe you when you think no one's watching and see what makes you tick. Using his magic to clear obstacles without you realizing. Only approaching you when you spot him, acting like it's a chance meeting set up by fate
Does the "walking and talking" thing where he subtly leads you to HQ, taking you inside for an impromptu tour of the building. Catching the attention of everyone he introduces you to, as it isn't every day that Dusekkar does this
Prefers to listen than talk, finding himself intrigued by your interests, believing it's the best way to learn about you, reading up on it later so that he can better engage and see more of you more clearly, committing every opinion into memory
After spending quite a bit of time with Dusekkar, rumors begin circulating about you at work and hangout places you frequent. Ones spread by Dusekkar to socially isolate you, only stepping in when the inevitable harassment turns physical
Doesn't get jealous often, but it's noticeable when he does, his grip tightening on either his staff or your arm when you talk about someone too fondly. He'd dig dirt on the person, anything that would change your view of them, preferably something that could get them banned, twisting the rules of what is and isn't a ban worthy offense just for you
During one of the more invasive harassment campaigns against you, an "Exploitor" decided to make themselves known and set off a fire that burned your house down with you in it. Dusekkar ends up saving you at the last second with his magic, and offers to let you stay at HQ until things die down and your house is rebuilt. When really it was him who set fire to your house
It's odd to live at Roblox HQ, not only for you but for those clocking in and out of work there. The only people that talk to you at first were ones already close with Dusekkar, either in curiosity or because he personally urged them to. Eventually everyone would get used to you being around, and even start to seek you out to get input as a civilian on new upcoming things. Getting attached enough to add a bit of protection you're kinda grateful for
Although you're allowed to go wherever you like at HQ without much trouble, Dusekkar insists on going with you outside of it to keep you safe. As seeing you with an Admin like him in public is a sign to everyone not to mess with you. He never lets you out of his sight, pulling you back with his magic if you wander off too far from him
And while your house is being rebuilt, the process is constantly ruined by "Rogue Exploiters", further prolonging your stay at HQ. It eventually becomes such a regular occurrence that those at HQ start to joke about it, putting references to it in events while others simply tease you for it. Dusekkar usually assures you that if living at HQ felt too odd for you, that you could live with him at his cabin, bringing it up more if you start asking too many questions about the day your house burnt down
During Forsaken
Whether or not you met before being Forsaken doesn't matter, the only difference this change offers is how intense he gets with his interest. This realm taking away most of his power– His only means of protecting those he cares for, is just bound to make him act irrationally
Takes it upon himself to keep you company, inviting you into his cabin often to help him look through his books for means of escape, and to spend more time with you. Eventually urging you to sleep over when you get too tired to leave, hoping that in time, you'd start to associate him with safety
Is very reluctant on letting you join rounds for your mental state, straight up convincing the others that you'd be much more useful staying put and focusing on the search for an exit. He wouldn't let up on this even if you insist you'd be willing to participate in rounds, it takes too long for you and the others to actually find out what you can do in them
Is often at your side, keeping an eye on the others when they get too close, practically wishing on their downfall behind your back. He's always talking to you, and makes sure to keep a hand on your shoulder before you could think to wander off
Is likely to use secrets he hears from the others as a way to gain your trust. It's subtle, a nudge here, a steaming cup of hot tea pushed your way, and a talk about things the others have told him to get you to open up. If he's so bad, why would the rest of the cabin trust him with their secrets?
If he isn't around, he usually gives you a task to do until he comes back. Things that require focus, and a lot of time to complete depending on how long he thinks he'll be gone for. He'd praise you for a job well done regardless of how you actually did, only to withhold it after confirming you'd gotten used to the positive attention. Raising the bar of what he deems "good" to keep you trying to achieve that imaginary goal, and not focus much on the survivors
While he tries to seem unbothered by it, his powers being weakened is a great insecurity for him, he didn't realize just how much he used it until he lost it. He believes he isn't as good for you like this, and needs reassurances from time to time, in either the word or physical form of comfort
Because of this, he becomes jealous faster than outside of the Forsaken Realm. The way he deals with it is indirect, by instigating fights between the survivors that seem interested in you
His behavior during rounds is more or less the same, except that he lends his protection to you the most if you happen to be near the killer. Straight up rushing over to you if you got hurt, he'd even go as far as to bash the killer over the head with his staff if they try to ambush the two of you. He'd be beyond stressed out if he died first, as he doesn't trust the others to protect you as well as he does, being more tense while watching you than if he was in the round. If you die first, he'd channel his energy to make sure the killer regrets it, becoming more stealthy and vindictive the longer the round goes on for. And when it's over, he excuses you from the rest of the rounds with a task to complete instead
You'll sometimes get some strange stares from Builderman and Shedletsky, who obviously could see how effected Dusekkar is by your presence. They don't see the full extent of it however, this is the first time Dusekkar has acted in such a way, so they don't have a frame of reference of how he would normally act. They do notice how defensive he gets when you come up in conversation, and both agree to keep an eye on the two of you
Spreads rumors about you when you aren't around, things that sounds plausible for you to do, using your actions and behavior as evidence of said rumors. He'd even go as far as to frame you for it, to further isolate you from the others and rely on him for social interaction
When you finally manage to find a way out of the realm, Dusekkar is quick to suggest everyone keep in touch for check-ins after everything that they've been through. And while it's approved, he only brought it up so you'd have to stay in contact with him, and he's not planning on leaving anytime soon
I just wanted to ask and see how you're doing, since it has been a while (obviously no rush to do anything) and I just wanted to check in and make sure you've been nice and healthy to yourself! I've also been thinking about making my own blog to start writing (gee who inspired that) (looks at you discretely) but yeah, I hope life has been treating you alright and that you've been able to have fun outside of this blog, remember to take care of yourself and know that you are an inspiration :>
I need to print this out and post it on my wall this INSTANT! My heart swelled reading it..
I've been doing good! I was really busy last month and couldn't get much done unfortunately, I'm hoping to make up for it this month, my requests are either halfway done or still in the beginning stages. I even have a Yandere headcanon post in the works, I need to tweak it though..
I'm getting more ideas for other tales in the meantime, and more obsessed familiar with the characters of both Forsaken and Block Tales. You might've seen me in the comments of some artists on here.. I think I'll have to update my favorites list..
I've started to really miss Little Messenger and Rookie lately, and realized how long it's been since I first posted "Do You Remember Your Promise?". I need to finish up part 2 of that one.
Knowing that my stories even slightly pushed you into considering opening a writing blog of your own is a really huge compliment— I can't believe it! You know I'll want to read what tales you have to tell if you do end up making it!
Inspiration truly is a funny thing, you see one thing one morning, and suddenly you're filled with the motivation and vision of a completely different thing. So, even if it's not a fandom I'm not in, I want to see what that Inspiration turns into in your hands!
This is usually where I would give a sneak-peak at my next work, but I didn't write enough for that unfortunately.. All I can say is that things are being written, and hopefully one will be done this week!
I ate a meal with a raw egg yolk a couple days ago, fully prepared for sickness to help with inspiration for headcanons.
I did not get sick, I am disappointed. But that means the restaurant I got the meal from did their job, and it tasted really good, so I guess I'm not that upset about it.
On this day in 2012, you, go out to a party with some friends as a reprieve for what happened the month before.
However, sometime during the party, you are left to your devices at the bar, through no true fault to your friends really. You are within eyesight of each other in case any of you needed help.
Someone slides into the seat next to you– An Avian Hybrid– He smiled at you, and brought up the buzz around what has now been called, "The May Madness Incident" from the month before.
He seemed particularly invested in the topic, told you details about the perpetrators that haven't been released yet as far as you were aware. He watched your reaction whenever he spoke of ITrapped, a sparkle in his eyes when you agreed that he "Sounded kinda cool".
Admittedly, you were entranced by his words.
He doesn't order any drinks, and neither do you. He doesn't push you to aside from a throwaway comment.
You brought up how Robloxia HQ's safety measures seemed faulty, and even joked that you expected another safety breach this month too. He laughed along with you, and countered your joke with another. An offhand comment about you strutting up to Builderman himself, and demanding the role of Head of Security to deal with it yourself.
Although silly, you thought about it for a second. You eventually laughed it off, but he didn't miss that moment of consideration.
Your friends interrupted the conversation, the arm of one of them slung over your more sober friend's shoulder. Even on the verge of passing out, they complimented your eyes.
The man next to you tapped a finger onto the bar counter as he watched the interaction. He sighed, and gave you the go-ahead to tend to them, but not before he gave you his number, with the promise to tell you more about Exploitors another time.
You finally left with your friends, the more sober of them eyed you strangely. They let you know that none of them could see you for a good portion of the night, and thought you'd left.
That man had shielded you from view.
You told them what you talked about, and they only seemed more confused. But eventually they gave in on the topic of you saving the man's number, on the condition that you relay everything you talked about onwards.
I played a roblox story game on call with a friend yesterday, and he hated everything about it so much he asked me to read him Imitation as a palatte cleanser.
He kept complimenting it while throwing shade at the game I played. Calling it a 5 star meal— Which I still doubt— While calling the game trash you'd find in the back of a trash can.
My voice nearly gave out at the end from how much I read. But he enjoyed it, with only a few questions about the fic's worldbuilding. A very noticeable difference to the amount of questions he asked while I was playing that game.
I did like the game, it just didn't live up to my expectations.
How do we feel about Contractee having asthma as a headcanon?
It'd be the reason Mafioso doesn't smoke, because one time Contractee approached him for an update report while he was smoking. He ended up seeing him hold back coughs before excusing himself. He felt really bad about it when he realized what that was about, and quit, not wanting to make it worse for him.
Not like Contractee blames him for it, he didn't tell anyone about it since he's embarrassed about it. And because he was afraid of making Mafioso mad like his parents whenever he brought up their smoking habit.
He was willing to bear with it, he understood it came with the territory.
I feel he'd hate it if he realized he smelled like smoke for one reason or another. It doesn't smell good, and makes him involuntarily cry out. It's distressing.
When the other men find out about this, they do their best to show support, in their own way.
Caporegime finds out the best way to treat it in the moment (ie. asthma attacks, trouble breathing in general), and always double checks if Contractee has his inhaler on him before going on missions. Keeping an extra one just in case.
Soldier is more of a physical comfort than a medical one, steering him away from smoker areas, showing visible distaste for it in an exaggerated way to make Contractee laugh, and patting his back when he comes down from an asthma attack. Giving him a sidehug afterwards to cheer him up.
Consigliere would try to find ways to make it more manageable to live with, trying out different things to see what works. He ends up drawing a bath for him when he finds out it can help, testing out which water temperature works best for him, standing right by the door outside the first couple times in case Contractee needed assistance.
Mafioso takes it easy on the guy, checking weather conditions of missions before assigning them to his boys, and wearing light cologne for his comfort. Contractee breathed a little too loud once and semi-jokingly apologized for his "attitude", Mafioso was not happy with the implications, but didn't say anything other than "It's fine, it just tells me you're alive", which caught the poor guy off guard.
Whether or not Contractee stops keeping this a secret is less of a problem when all the important people in his life already know about it, he's just flustered by the positive reinforcement because he's not used to it. He wouldn't go around parading that fact however, it's a weakness that can be exploited after all.
Since you like SFAWTDE/DAWTDE, did you watch footage of an afterlife? It was made by Wifies friend (the guy who did SFAWTDE/DAWTDE)
Oh hey! I actually watched it a couple days ago, it hurt my soul.
I liked how the world was designed! It felt very lived in, in that bittersweet way that empty servers have.
I liked how Apple's Tumblr was used there, the reblogs being the only thing that archived the lost videos made me nervous, I kept asking myself "What if we missed something?". I'm a little jealous of her page, it looks so nice.
The twist and ending made me feel things I can't fully describe, mostly a bittersweet emptiness and happiness if that makes sense.
funnily enough, I watch Squiddo on occasion, her personality is really fun. I had that video in my watch later for a while and decided to watch it on a whim, and I'm glad I did!
I went ahead and updated the headcanon posts Low Energy and Caged Thoughts to include both Veeronica and Jane Doe! I know Veeronica was already in Caged thoughts, but shush.
They'll show up in new headcanon posts in the future.
I will say that because of the tag limit, I won't be able to add anyone else to those posts. So, if any new Survivors come out, they will get a separate post as a continuation of the initial headcanon posts.
Had a dream that I was in a Luigi's Mansion style fight with The Great Flocci that had to do with using candles and matches to burn off his arms.
We then proceeded to forget about the fight since the candles weren't working (ie. Not burning anything after the candles literally burned itself into black sludge), while the match sticks were somehow even worse off (Half had no match heads). It upset The Great Flocci because it wasn't a fair fight for me at that point, not even when he let me burn his arms with the match sticks.
Which the Player ended up walking in on us at that moment.. I don't know whose Player it was, but I guess one that doesn't entertain questions like the one we had. Because they stopped, stared at us, then turned around and left.
Now that I wrote this down, maybe we just weirded them out.
