jesy impacted my life so much, and I grew up with her, from watching her going thru it all and surviving to her gaining back confidence and doing so much for herself and the people around her. she truly did sacrifice her happiness for ours. It must be hard for her to take such a decision because she loves us so much and love her girls to pieces.. I honestly never expected this, I knew that someday the girls will take a break and do stuff (and always coming back as little mix when it comes to music) but never one of them leaving. jesy helped me so much and she she literally owns a part of me, like I genuinely can't live without her, I'm genuinely speaking, I'm so emotionally and spiritually connected to these 4 girls more than anyone in my life.
as much as I'm so so sad rn and feel like I'm completely mentally damaged, I'm so proud od her for taking such a decision, because she said it before she wasn't happy during quarantine and some toxic ass fans and mostly media made it worse for her. and it genuinely kills me that icant do anything to help her when she's the one who always make me feel better.
I'm so devastated and shattered and I hate this year with every part of me, from my grandma passing away at the beginning of this year to jesy leaving the band at the end of this year. bro I'm not fine at all.
idk what else to say, oh the girls are not leaving and Said that they are still very much enjoying the journey which bring me so much comfort because I'm so dependent on all of them mentally, emotionally, it makes me physically ill knowing they will be as trio from now on. anyways idk if any of this was coherent and made sense
but I send jesy so much love and Ill manifest her healing and well being. I love the girls more than anything in my life and I'll cherich them forever. and don't dare to compare their situation with any bands situation because the girls lasted for 9 years and broke so many stereotypes and achievements as 4 and jesy left because of her mental health not because she's can't stand the other girlies theres a difference. the girls said it so many times that they love each other so much and it's rare that they had such a strong bond and lasted for a whole fucking decade and still going strong.