Apr 1
Happy tdov I took a break at work to spill a little of what ive been thinking about
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Happy tdov I took a break at work to spill a little of what ive been thinking about
previous pcp ive had for 1 month (march): you have just a little bit of developing arthritis in your spine, but its irrelevant.
Back specialist i saw earlier this week: how are you 32 and have SUCH ADVANCED arthritis??? Rheumatology asap please please please
This start is funny to me, despite writing it in anger.
I was so annoyed bc I was late 10 days- period & I got on my first day of the vacation trip. But the other hand, I wouldn't have gotten period on lunar new year in a next few weeks. So lucky myself
My bed used to be my most fav place in the world. But now whenever I look at it, something not great recalls in my mind
A month ago, I said I'm gonna die once I reached 30. But thinking how my sister count on me getting a job so that we can take care of each other. Now I felt how selfish I am when everything my sister and my family did for me just because I could get rid of my fucking life. God I feel so bad rn.
Since when I stopped celebrate the new year, except for Lunar New Year.
Like rn it's 23:21pm and I'm staying in bed. Last year or a year before that I even slept throw new year's eve.
Somehow I found I was looking forward the Lunar New Year than normal New Year. I got a whole weeks off for Lunar New Year but not for regular. That's mayb why
I was joined a 25 bucks (500.000vnd in my country, kinda big) bet on football score between my country and Thailand. We will get the money if someone get the score tonight right.
Having a father who watches football. I decided to ask my dad instead. He said 'it would be 0-0 for both'. But I seem it pretty impossible SO I SELECT RANDOM FROM SIRI-
So at the end I bet 1-3 and got wrong. My family seems pretty pissed that I didnt listen to my dad & so am I.
But I believe in parallel universe, that would be obvious for infinite version of me, one or more of them would bet 0-0 and win the bet.
Multiverse is real and MCU really make a point of it. This comforts me in some kind of way. But I know this me right now is not a very good one, I never have a golden hands and I knew that since a kid.