Will u do 16 with Jin for the prompts? ☺💜 ty!
❪ 💜 PROMPT ! ❫
things you said with no space between us
[ read called a thousand times ]
pairing. ksj x f!reader. rating. general, i think. tags. this is straight up not a good time, dude. wc. 0.3k.
“I’m sorry,” he breathes, chokes out as if the words are the only things he can offer. He’s pressed flat against your back, entire broad frame engulfing your body, holding you hostage against him. You think you’re meant to be the one hurting with how tightly he grips you, how his hand sears imprints over your skin, speckles your sides like stars in the night sky.
“Don’t.” It’s muffled, stolen by the worn linen of his sheets, the pillow that carries both the scent of your shampoo and his achingly familiar laundry detergent.
He stiffens against you, above you, within you. You rock back, try to tear him from his thoughts. You don’t want his apologies - not now, not ever. You’ve heard them enough to hate them, to want to tear each word out of your skin when he deposits them like they mean something, tries to thread them between your limbs like they might hold you together.
You feel the inhale, the telltale rise and fall of his chest. He’s going to say it again.
“I’m—”
“Don’t.” Louder this time, scathing, dressed in thorns to protect the broken beaten thing within your ribs. A warning.
In the silence, there’s only the sound of your heart and his, beating in such mismatched rhythm that you’re not sure how you ever fooled yourself into thinking you were meant to be.