to the armies who keep this Magic Shop glowing... (lol that was cheesy)
...right now, my fingers are sticky with glue, my floor is buried in glitter and beads, and my sanity is hanging by a thread... Why? Because August is coming... means Jin is coming, and like a girl possessed, I’m crafting bracelets, keychains, printing PC's and stickers. and making other secret freebies... (yes, Amsterdam will drown in freebies if it kills me and NO, I will not be taking financial advice... I am irresponsible - don't trust me...)
But life doesn’t stop because Bangtan owns my soul and lately keeps me awake at 3 am... so here’s the messy truth:
I crashed hard after Lollapalooza – Hobi didn’t just perform... damn he rewired my nervous system with that gaze and the way he pointed at me - dunno how I am still alive... (also I can't listen to EQUAL SIGN anymore without sobbing)
Then grief hit like a landslide when I lost my uncle almsot two weeks ago...
Oh, and I’m volunteering at the World University Games... beautiful chaos, messy, but I chose to be there...
My doctor told me to "rest" ...my workplace toxicity is at a new heigh... my bank account screams "MERCH IS A MYTH"... (PLS I need to save for Jin merch in Amsterdam)
BUT
In two weeks, I vanish into a 3-week vacation. I’ll write like my life depends on it... because honestly, it does... not being able to write, whether it's for you guys or just me... it's like taking away someones favourite plushie...
Until then: Your requests? I SEE THEM. They’re my lighthouse in this storm. PLEASE keep sending them.
My DMs? STILL ALWAYS OPEN... Send me rants, your cat’s 17th selfie, or that one Jungkook fancam that murdered you (yes... It's about you M) I’m here... just moving slower than usual...
I love you all wildly. Thank you for loving me back when I’m barely glued together.
Please hold on, I'll see you soon 💜
– C – 💜✨️
P.S." If you see a wild-haired girl in full Super Tuna outfit sobbing over a Jin photocard mountain in Amsterdam... offer her coffee... She’ll need it. XO