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lingering kisses on the forehead, the tip of your nose and the corner of your mouth; foreheads meeting in a desperate need to sink into each others' skin; our names gasped into the infinitesimal space between us; hands that hold, lift, unbearably gentle—the sheer intimacy between barth and tanrak when they stole a moment from movie night was voyeuristic
it’s the way tan loves, loudly, proudly, shamelessly, and fang lets it heal the broken pieces inside him; it’s the way he lets himself be enveloped by tan’s protection even if it (outwardly) exasperates him. it’s the way fang reciprocates with his own acts of service, his quiet expressions of gratitude, and tan, who never expects anything in return, understands.
it’s the way fang smiles so freely, eyes twinkling and helplessly besotted to tan’s silly whims, when they’re alone, but also that he’s learning to be vulnerable out in the open, in front of their friends and in front of the world, for tan.
it’s the way tan is so quick to reassure fang of his unwavering feelings — that he’s content to just be in his presence, the confirmation that he will never leave him, his “I like every version of you” because it’s I see you and I know you and I love all that you are and all that you’re not.
it’s the way tan unabashedly worships the ground fang walks on, but fang has his own intimate altar of devotion that reveals itself more and more with each passing episode.
I will forever be in love with how tanfang love each other. they are so, so dear to me.
so aou took boom out for dinner & ice cream after the mint awards as compensation for not being able to come with him to his solo event in khon kaen (his hometown), making up some apparently convincing excuse about his car needing to be repaired, saying that he'd have his father be there in his stead.
what if I said that aou showed up anyway, making the 6 hour drive north to come home to boom, despite being at the end of a busy week for them? what if I said that boom was so delightedly surprised that he had to school his expression and could barely hide the joy on his face? what if I said that aou always refocused the spotlight on boom, because it's his solo event, looking so so proud in the sidelines? what if?
etching this part in the gayest jokester performance yet onto my soul:
link to AouFamily's live recording of the performance
don't mind me just thinking about boom sitting there editing together his favourite moments from videos of their honeymoon trip together, definitely not giggling and twirling his hair, choosing a song with lyrics that go "I really really like you" (and don't even get me started with the one he used for the tiktok version oh my gosh)
we are and the friendships that allow us to be silly. we are and the friendships that allow us to laugh freely. we are and the friendships that allow us to cry and complain and despair. we are and the friendships that support us through everyday endeavors. we are and the friendships that uplift us through adversity. we are and the friendships that heal us. we are and the friendships that inspire us to be better. we are and the friendships that see all of us. we are and the friendships that intimately know us. we are and the friendships that always, always chooses us first. we are and the friendships that last a lifetime and beyond.
if aou writes a book I will buy it immediately because wdym if you're the sun I'm a star so that I'd be with you in the darkness WHAT DO YOU MEAN AOU THANABOON KIATNIRAN
self-established aouboom my most beloved
