(Swipe for video) I cried last night when I left home because of how much I enjoyed this last trip and how much I knew I’d miss it. I felt torn and confused and thought do I really want to live so far from home? Is where I live now really where I should be? I miss the snow and it snows much more back home. But then I woke up to this beauty this morning. (And it hasn’t stopped yet!) It’s as if the gods knew I needed some reassurance for making the decisions I’ve made. I got home from the airport at 1:30am, woke up at 8am, grabbed my camera and headed straight to the mountains. My car got stuck twice and my tire pressure was too low to drive, my phone died, my camera had issues and I was out way longer than planned. But that’s when I realized. I was SO happy the entire time all this was going on. I got to meet some wonderful folks that helped me shovel my car out. I got to see beautiful views off roads I shouldn’t of driven on. I felt so alive and so grateful. And realized I did make the right decision. I wouldn’t of been able to have this experience if I didn’t move, this is what living is all about to me ↟ . . To connect to all the beauty the world offers. To stand inside a giant untouched snowy forest having it all to myself. To stare up at trees so fluffy and tall my neck hurts to see the top. To be connected in two places at once, for two different reasons. To realize I don’t have to chose, but that I am able to experience it all. I wanted to take a day to readjust back but I also felt a pressure to get back to work right away. The snow was sent from the gods, pushing me to take a half day for myself. And now I am feeling more energized and inspired than ever, all the things that are necessary to create. My encouragement to you all today is to get out and explore. LIVE! The snow won’t wait around forever ↟ . . . . #midgaarb #blackmetal #oldgods #vikinggarb #folklore #vikingreenactment #Tolkien #paganpride #paganism #vikings #heathen #vikingpride #pagansofinstagram #asatru #lotr #sombrescapes #oregonexplored #oregonnw #moody_captures #bestofthenorthwest #pnwonderland #jj_oregon #pnwdiscovered #thenwadventure #nrthwst #upperleftusa #norsemythology (at Oregon)