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[allerton-lee]

I want to hold you

I want you to take my time

I crave your love and affection

Your attention

I want to hear your laugh

I want to wake up in the middle of the night

And smile because you're in my arms

I want to hear you sing as you cook

I want to be with you

I know this is not forever

But I'm okay with it being for now

I just want to love you

[allerton-lee]

I never understood the quotes and posts and all the books I read... Talking about feeling the taste of a lover's lips upon theirs long after or the smell of their lover a memory even after they have left the room. I didn't understand these things. I didn't understand how you could still taste someone even when they're a million miles away.

But here I am, at 12.26 am thinking of how you taste when I kiss you and how wonderful you smell... and it's not just about your perfume... But... You...

And it makes sense now. I get it now. I understand all the poems and posts and books... It's like you're in my head constantly and I don't even want you out. I want you with me. Everyday. Every time. And I know that's not possible...

God, I love you.

[allerton-lee]

So, I tell myself I love her...

Well, what is it I love about her? Do I know what love really is? Haven't I gone through too many "I love yous" that weren't that at all?

If I love her... What is it that I love about her?

Her smile. It's cliché... But God, her smile.

The person she has made herself to be. She's so damn passionate. And I'm so very proud of where she is now. She's gonna be so great one day. I know it.

The way she cares. The way she loves. She doesn't know how to love halfway. She does so with everything that she is.

She's so beautiful. So very. And yes physical. But also as a person. Damn. She's such a deep and beautiful soul.

I love her. I love her. I love her. I love her.

I think this is real this time. I hope it is. 💕

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