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[helloliriels]

What If I'm Not?

'What if I'm down? What if I'm out? What if I'm someone you don't want around? I'm falling again ...'

John's letter to Sherlock after Mary's death.

Maybe in confessing why he's not o.k. ... he's really pushing Sherlock out of his life for good.

How could such a disclosure not?

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Pair with Harry Styles - Falling if you really want a good cry when reading 😭 fair warning!