#johnmactavishfictive

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My fandom often jokes about my source death and its okay because i still laugh at those jokes sometime, but ive been noticing lately that my head hurts whenever anyone jokes about my canon death, damn i truly wonder what that might mean 🤔

Sergeant John “Soap„ Mactavish fictionkin (Call of duty: Modern Warfare)

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[fictionkinfessions]

i also ain't got a clue if i've sent this in yet… not got a great memory anymore. if i have, disregard this. maybe put an age gap cw when posting, too.

everybody's been talking about pilfs and it's making me want to talk about ghost real fucking bad, but he ain't exactly a parent… he's just old enough to be my father.

but you know, he's bloody gorgeous anyway. prettiest man i ever seen. you see him without that damn mask on and you'd know exactly what i mean.

sure, his mug was covered in scars, but god, his eyes made up for it. big brown cow eyes staring at me, i was head over fucking heels.

…guess i miss ya, LT.

- john "soap" mactavish fictive

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