Feb 6, 2015
'I Am A Shadow, The True Self
“How long are you going to keep deluding yourself!” John’s Doppleganger sneered, smirking deviously at him with his cold yellow eyes wide and ablaze with hatred, “You put on a good show of being happy and carefree but really you’re just terrified of being alone! THAT’S why you’re in charge! You try to be this big badass gangster but you’re just terrified of everyone betraying you, abandoning you! It haunts every corner of your mind, every solice you find in the arms of the women you love or the men you can ‘brothers’. The more the merrier, RIGHT?! You gotta surround yourself with people to block out the pain of isolation!”