I come bearing proof that I am still completely and utterly obsessed with J & Alina. So obsessed, in fact, that I've apparently started drawing them now. 😭
Exhibit A: attached sketch.
But you're probably wondering when the hell the next chapter is dropping. I mean... it's not like it's been four months or anything...
Okay. Apparently it has been four months.
First of all, I am so, so sorry for disappearing. A lot of things were happening in my personal life. Everything is completely okay now, life just has a way of getting a little out of hand sometimes.
I was also procrastinating aggressively out of fear of messing things up. Shout out to my fellow perfectionists 🫠
I have good news though! The next chapter will be posted on Monday. And even better, I've got the following two chapters mapped out as well.
I am genuinely, ridiculously excited about where this story is headed. Some of the scenes coming up have been living rent-free in my brain since 2024, and I cannot wait to finally share them with you.
To everyone who's still here after my accidental vanishing act—thank you!!! Thank you for the comments, the hearts, the asks, the reblogs, and for continuing to care about these two chaotic disasters as much as I do. It means more than I can properly put into words.
And for anyone worried:
Yes, this story will have an ending. I know how it ends! The challenge is figuring out how to get from point A to point B without writing another 200,000 words along the way. 😭 But I'm going to do it, dammit. I don't care how long it takes.
Thank you for sticking with me. I love you all very much, and I hope you enjoy this little sketch. It's still a work in progress, and this is only a zoomed-in peek, but I couldn't resist sharing.
Can't wait to show you more. 🖤💚💜
— Jesterfairy
P. S. Please ignore the hand, I need to redraw that bitch. Hands man... They're the bane of my existence 😑
me months ago: Arthur Fleck is the only Joker version I shall consider my fictional dad. I'm not going for the classic crazy psycho, it's SOLELY the sad clown with mental illness from Joker 2019.
me now: *sees anything even vaguely joker-coded* OMG DADDY HIIII HONK HONK FOR YOU TOO!!!!