Jon thought that the Circus had him for about two and a half weeks before Gerry found him. Two and a half weeks tied to that chair at the mercy of Nikola, unable to escape, unable to stop her from treating him like another doll in her collection. In a way she got what she wanted—Jon had never felt more like a stranger in his own skin.
After two and a half weeks Gerry found him, took him home, peeled him an orange, and reminded him what gentleness is. The peel of an orange beneath fingernails speaks a thousand words. Healing won’t come easy, but it will come, and Gerry will be right there beside him.
★ [This fic is rated M for depictions of sexual assault. The assault is Nikola moisturizing Jon. NO explicit content/sex is in this fic. Please read my author’s note for more details regarding the CWs!!]
★ For JonGerry Week Day 6: Avatars !
The shadow fell over him and Jon wanted to appear defiant but as Nikola leaned down, leaned over his exposed and shaking body, he knew he just looked terrified. 'Oh, my Archivist, look at you!' she sang, her plastic fingers curling around his jaw. She tilted his head from side to side, completely ignoring his muffled noise of protest. 'Your skin will be ready to wear in no time at all!'”
★ link to read on ao3 -> "orange peels"
stop being mean to jon, you exclaim. nope, torture city again.