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[chgeeto]

they just watched saw btw

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Making Moodboards of (Almost) Every Until Dawn Ship

JoshJess— Haunts and Halloween Parties!

I’m so in love with that first one, guys, holy shit I had so much fun. There are images I wish made the Final Cut but sacrifices needed to be made!

Also don’t quote me because personally I’m struggling to recognize him but… multiple search engines say that the guy dressed as Edward Scissorhands for Halloween is Rami Malek. So that was cool. I wish I could find all the actors in Halloween costumes. 8O

Also even though I don’t really like Josh with women this is FUUUUUN SHIP. Their parties and haunts would be legendary. 🤩 I’m having such a fun time with this series. I wonder who I should do next?

Also do let me know in the tags if you ship this! I think it’s a good one.

[jessiecabonilla]

Distance.

I want to talk to him. I really miss him. But when he asked me what's the problem, all I said is nothing. :(

I miss those times that we are having our endless conversations about various matters. 'Coz nowadays, we haven't had that kind of talk; the last time was on my enrollment for first sem. He's so busy with his studies. I also do. But it seems that he is busier than I, that I feel so distant to him.

I'm sleepy now, gonna continue this tomorrow. Sorry. I need to sleep now coz I'll be choosing my section tomorrow morning.

I've accidentally browsed my drafts and I just saw this. I wrote this probably during my semester break of AY 2012-2013. This is the time wherein I was almost melancholic because of my relationship. Actually, I gradually started to realize this feeling probably last September. Then as time passed, this became worse that our relationship was at stake.

I'm hoping that everything would be okay... :)

[jessiecabonilla]

Ano'ng machine ang sumasagot?

Edi ANSWERING MACHINE.

De. May mas malala pa d'yan. Yan ay nung tawang-tawa ako. Nabaliw ako dito. -___- Five mins pa man din yun. Oo na, mababaw na.

Nag-uusap kasi kami sa landline. Tapos ayun. Eh dudugtungan ko sana ng pang-asar na tawa. Ayun. Sa halip na maasar ko sya, ako pa yung naging biktima. Natawa tuloy ako. Pero ang malala dun, hindi n'ya naintindihan yung sinabi ko kasi natatawa na ko.

Edi ayun, five mins din akong:

"Hihihihihihi... Hahahahahaha.. Uy teka wait lang ahh..

"Uy wait la-- Hahahahahaha. Hihihihi..

"Eto na talaga.. Hihihihi.. Ay wait lang talaga. Kakal-- Hihihihihihi."

Ang hirap kong kumalma kanina. :| Buti nga bumaba na nun si Papa; at least, kumalma-kalma na ko unti-unti. Tapos ayun, sabi ko hindi ko na sasabihin ulit yung sinabi ko na yun. Pero hindi ako nakatiis eh. Haha sinabi ko ulit yun sa kanya. Nararamdaman ko kasing matatawa na naman ako kaya sinabi ko na. Pero buti humupa na nang tuluyan.

Buti na lang napagpasensiyahan niya yung kababawan kong yon. Pero hindi ko naman akalaing ganito yung mangyayari eh. Kainis. Siguro napakadami ko lang talagang mga problema kaya pati yung napakawalang kwentang joke ay tinawanan ko nang todo-todo (with tears jk).

[jessiecabonilla]

...At kung sakali na muling magkita at madama na mayro'n pang pag-asa, hindi na dapat natin pang dayain. Puso ang magpapasya. :)

[jessiecabonilla]

Seloso o babaero?

Bibi: Alam mo yung sa Wowowillie? Yung seloso at babaero?

Me: Hindi eh. Ano'ng oras ba 'yon?

B: Tanghali.

M: Para namang mapapanuod ko 'yon. Hmm ano'ng meron don?

B: Hmm eto tanungin kita. Anong gusto mong boyfriend, yung seloso pero madaldal o tahimik pero babaero?

M: Ha? Di ko gets. :D

B: Yung seloso, halimbawa, pag nag-usap lang kayo ng prof mo: "Hoy ano na naman yan?! Blah blah blah" Kapag na-late ka ng uwi, "O san ka na naman nanggaling?! Siguro may lalaki kang kasama noh?!" Basta kahit anong gawin mo, parating may sasabihin.

B: Yung babaero naman, tahimik lang. Sa'yo pa din naman siya. Gabi-gabi, sa'yo siya umuuwi. Yun nga lang, pag umaga, pinagsasawaan na sya ng maraming babae? :))

M: Eeee.. -_____-

B: Dali na. :D

M: Ano ba 'yan! Napaka-fallacious naman n'yang tanong na yan!

B: Ano'ng fallacious? ACCEPTABLE 'yon!

M: LOLOLOLOLOL.

B: Dali na.

M: Hindeeeee.. Fallacious 'yon. Ba't mo ko papipiliin sa dalawa lang?! :))

B: Eh dalawa lang options mo eh. Pano na lang kung nasa pageant ka? Alangan namang ganun yung sasabihin mo.

M: Porket ganun yung tanong, makikisama na ko dun sa judge? :)) Dapat sabihin mo yung alam mong tama. :))

B: Pangungunahan mo pa yung judge. Dali na. Yung madaldal na seloso o tahimik na babaero?

M: Wag mo ko papiliin sa pareho ko namang hindi gusto. :))

B: Dalawa nga lang pagpipilian mo eh. :D

M: Eh ba't pa ko pipili dun, kung pwede naman yung tahimik na seloso?

B: Hala hindi pwede yon. Dalawa nga lang options mo eh. Halimbawa, dalawang klase ng lalaki na lang yung natira sa mundo. Sino pipiliin mo?

M: Eeeee.. Napaka-fallacious n'yan.

B: Acceptable yon! Dali na.. :D

M: Eeee. Luh. Ba't ko sasagutin yung mga fallacious na tanong? /:)

B: Hala. :D Dali na. Pili ka na.

M: Wehhh.. Ginigipit mo lang ako sa choices eh. >:( :))))

*At nagpatuloy pa ang usapang ito nang humigit-kumulang sa limang minuto. Sa huli, walang itong pinatunguhan... Kasi daw, magulo daw ako kausap. HAHAHA! Ayoko po patalo eh.

[jessiecabonilla]

3! 2! 1! 0! (Mix the numbers: 2013) LOL.

It seems that I'll be starting 2013 nicely. Hmm I hope so. :)

Last December 21, my friends and I attended the Paskuhan concert. It was fun being with them, though I only enjoyed the performance of Silent Sanctuary and Spongecola. Hehehe. But before that event, while we're wasting our time waiting, Joshua and I had a serious convo over the phone. It came to the point that I cried, but I tried my best not to move so much so that my friends won't gather around me and ask me (coz that time, of course, I'm not yet ready to spill it out). Haha but eventually, I can't help myself telling them while we were still at the uni (though it's only two of them and I revealed it to one of them first before the other). They both gave me different advice, but I'm thankful coz I didn't expect that they would give me advice (though I haven't gave them a good advice :( ). I also told this to my Besbud, and she also gave an advice. :) To my friends: thanks for giving me pieces of advice even though I'm not a good adviser. :(

Now, Joshua and I are now okay. Thanks Lord. :) Hehe that's why I said earlier that it seems that I'll start the year nicely. We ask about each other. We talk. We express our feelings to each other. It's like nothing happened. But still, I won't forget that moment.. that serious convo.

Anyway, I'm hoping that this upcoming year would be good for us (for me, for Joshua, for my friends, etc). With His help, I hope I could efficiently and effectively do my things. I hope I could fulfill my dreams. :)

[jessiecabonilla]

Forever starts from now I promise you. Lovin' you is all that I can do. No one can take it away from me. Nobody...

South Border (Love of my Life)