People speak about OgCale's trash act being a bad decision as if his mom wasn't Jour Thames herself.
Jour "taking the future transmigration and regression of my son to my early self-impossed tomb" Thames.
Jour "breaking my own plate to leave half my power in my tomb for a stranger abd the other half in an innocent village that has nothing to do with me" Thames.
Jour "secrets and suicide" Thames.
No one knows exactly how much she knew but the implications haunt me. If she knew there was someone hunting APs, then she put a target in Harris Village. If she didn't, then she just decided one day to go to break her own plate and die, leaving her 8yo child and Deruth to mourn her. And every single implication is like that.
Everytime I read a fic where ogCale didn't transmigrate and opens her journal, I cry a river because wdym her mom expected him to leave his body and identity and instead of trying to fight against that, she prepared an apology gift for a stranger? What the fuck. The only warning she gave him was that cryptic shit about how he would have a peculiar experience with time, which, mind you, he himself said he didn't understand what she meant until he was forty.
And the information she left was so important and useful but also, why would she leave instructions to kill a reincarnator and a list of places with APs unless she knew about WS?
Just, why on earth did she just accept that and planned in consequence. No wonder Heniroksoo's feelings for his mother were described as "sorrow, understanding and resentment". I'd threw up if I were him. Imagine being him and learning that the mom you lost as a kid and you loved deeply had already gave up on your life before everything even happened.
I hope she had her reasons? I'm sure she did. I hope.
Sounds hard for her but imagine being the other party here (A.K.A. OgCale): his dad throws money at him and agrees with whatever he says instead of actually parenting him, his butler who was next to him since baby left with no greetings whatsover, and his mon pulled this. When two out of those three people do better, he's not even there anymore.
Why are adults around him like this?
He's a "I'd do anything for my loved ones" but everyone else was a "let's sit and wait and do nothing" about him.
This only makes me ship ogAlbeCale more. And sad. It also makes me sad.