2:40 am on October 16, 2023.
I stayed up too late and I'm exhausted but in a good way
1. I beat baldur's gate today, 100 hours and 5 minutes on my first playthrough. Melancholic, teared up at Karlach's scenes. Honestly disappointed though. I wish I had gone with my instinct and started a new file when I realized I hadn't successfully romanced anyone but I was too invested lol
2. Started a new resisting the dark urge save, played for like 5 hours tonight. It's definitely not as magical as it was experiencing everything the first time, I so wish this had been my initial experience but I'm still enjoying it so much. Attempted a Jack run as well and that's been wildly ineffective but silly and fun regardless
3. Dylan's dad talked with him on the phone today and was exceedingly kind, supportive, and understanding about his employment situation. We talked a lot about options today and he seems really motivated to make the change. I feel like it's real this time, I feel like I might be getting a part of my life back in a way? I'm obsessed with him and these few long years of being on opposite schedules has been such a trial for me and I think it might be improving so soon
4. My work week looks good and busy, feeling excited about my job
5. Showered at my parents tonight and dad grilled burgers. Had a really good conversation with them and Dylan tonight and that's always my favorite thing in the world to sit in on, my favorite people all hanging out and getting along never gets old
6. Moxie and Kai sleeping next to me the whole like 3ish hours it took for me to complete the last part of the game. I love them so much
