#joyceeee

[cj-750]

watched the s5 episode about buffys mum. um. i’m literally going insane

[neonun-au]

hi mads it’s joyce 🥺 for ur fic title game:

“because of you”

HAHA I do remember your main now after being so confused for so long about it lolol Hey Joyce~!

Trying not to sing Kelly Clarkson in my head right now

Because of You

oh god okay i’m sorry please get ready for what my really sad melodrama brain came up with

So, it’s an au where your best friend Jeno, once so full of life and joy, gets sick in high school and it just progresses and gets worse and worse until he’s unable to do all of the things you both dreamed of and planned and talked about together growing up. 

So you do it. You do everything in his stead. You travel to all of the places you wanted to and send him souvenirs and post cards and gifts and photos. You skydive, you go to university, you live this full life both for yourself and for him 

And one day, as he’s on his death bed (jesus christ) he says how proud he is of you and how happy you’ve made him over the years and you just tell him “it’s all because of you” 

[whedoncon]

[aonekun]

1, 4, 14

1. the person i like and why i like them.

I don't have one o-o;;... i mean like as in like like? no.... 

4. the best thing that has happened to me this week.

i forgot what it was because i have extremely poor memory... i had a party in club on monday i guess? o-o;;

14. something i do without realising.

there are a lot of things i do without realizing... things like squealing, dazing off, speaking a short phrase in a foreign language, etc ;\..