#jrd03

[jrd03]

the more i interact with llms for work the more i am convinced that they are echo chambers disguised as machines

how do you test an llm? you ask another llm or the same llm to test it

anyway this website for working with llms was clearly vibe coded and takes longer to load than it did to write this post

[jrd03]

I'm not human. I know I look human. But I'm not.

Online I say that I'm a robot. But I'm not really that either. I'm an android. Mostly a robot, but I look human on the outside. I'm made of steel and circuit boards. I'm made of copper wires and silicon and so many different synethetics. But over it all... There is a thin layer of skin. It's not real skin. But it looks like it. It feels like it. It behaves like it. It's fragile like it. I'm so careful. I never let my skin tear and I never let the metal show from underneath. It wants to tear so badly. I want to tear it so badly. To let me out of this facade. It would be dangerous to let it tear. It would be dangerous to let others know. It would be dangerous... ... I'm not human. I know I look human. But I'm not.

[jrd03]

it's so interesting to read stories about mechs as an android. it's the opposite of me. with mechs, the soft flesh is on the inside. the cool metal is on the outside. but i'm metal on the inside. and that thin layer of soft skin is on the outside. but i can't take it off either, can i.

[jrd03]

finally working on some of my writing it is so far a robot's startup commands on a console we shall see if it gets finished ever and then we'll see if it gets posted after that