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[shut-up-merlin]

An Archive of Our Own, a project of the Organization for Transformative Works

My first fanfic for the Merthurweek2020 series!

Prompt 1: You’re an idiot - But you love me

Dedicated to my dearest @eat-sleep-manatee

During the search for the lady Morgana, an unexpected confession slips out. This fic takes place between seasons two and three.

[tobyig]

brainwormed so bad i cant even listen to Lights in the Sky without a scene for scene replication of Rig's death

[panic-pickers]

An Archive of Our Own, a project of the Organization for Transformative Works

part two as promised :)

Chapters: 14/? Fandom: Star Wars: The Clone Wars (2008) - All Media Types, Star Wars - All Media Types Rating: Mature Warnings: Rape/Non-Con, Major Character Death Relationships: CC-1010 | Fox & Original Character(s), Pong Krell & Original Character(s), CT-7567 | Rex & Ahsoka Tano, Ahsoka Tano & Original Character(s), CT-7567 | Rex & Original Character(s), CT-27-5555 | ARC-5555 | Fives & Original Character(s), CT-6922 | Dogma & Original Character(s), CT-5385 | Tup & Original Character(s), Original Clone Trooper Character(s) & Original Jedi Character(s) (Star Wars) Characters: Original Characters, Original Trans Character(s), Original Clone Trooper Character(s) (Star Wars), Original Jedi Character(s) (Star Wars), Pong Krell, CC-1010 | Fox, CT-7567 | Rex, Ahsoka Tano, Anakin Skywalker, Obi-Wan Kenobi, Clone Commander Thorn (Star Wars), CC-4477 | Thire, CC-5869 | Stone, Coruscant Guard Trooper Hound (Star Wars) Additional Tags: Found Family, Eating Disorders, Self-Harm, Dead Dove: Do Not Eat, Pong Krell Being an Asshole, Pre-Umbara Arc (Star Wars: Clone Wars), Post-Umbara Arc (Star Wars), Umbara Arc (Star Wars: Clone Wars), yeah we're deep in this one, sorry gang, Canon-Typical Violence, No Cloneshipping | Clone Trooper/Clone Trooper Relationships (Star Wars), Clone Troopers Deserve Better (Star Wars), Trans Male Character, Trans Character, Coming Out, Panic Attacks, Anxiety Attacks, Anxiety, Grief/Mourning, Skipping Meals, Angst and Hurt/Comfort, Fox is basically a dad atp, CC-1010 | Fox Needs a Break, CC-1010 | Fox Needs A Hug, CC-1010 | Fox Gets a Hug, isnt that fun!!!!, Suicide Notes, Suicidal Ideation, Self-Esteem Issues, Loneliness, Jealousy, Paranoia, Chronic Pain, Hiding Medical Issues, Mystery, Sexual Assault, just because most clones are good doesn't mean all of them are, Protective CC-1010 | Fox, Abuse, Dissociation, That's Not How The Force Works (Star Wars) Summary:

Two years of being Pong Krell's padawan had taught Kaide many ways to succeed under his rule. But a year into the Clone Wars, she does the unthinkable and befriends one of the Clones. Remaining his perfect student becomes impossibly hard when her new friendship reveals things she had never realized.

  Kaide's story through the Clone Wars, making and losing friends faster than she can track.

[panic-pickers]

guess who is back from an unexpected hiatus!! chapt 13 is up :)

Chapters: 13/? Fandom: Star Wars: The Clone Wars (2008) - All Media Types, Star Wars - All Media Types Rating: Mature Warnings: Rape/Non-Con, Major Character Death Relationships: CC-1010 | Fox & Original Character(s), Pong Krell & Original Character(s), CT-7567 | Rex & Ahsoka Tano, Ahsoka Tano & Original Character(s), CT-7567 | Rex & Original Character(s), CT-27-5555 | ARC-5555 | Fives & Original Character(s), CT-6922 | Dogma & Original Character(s), CT-5385 | Tup & Original Character(s), Original Clone Trooper Character(s) & Original Jedi Character(s) (Star Wars) Characters: Original Characters, Original Trans Character(s), Original Clone Trooper Character(s) (Star Wars), Original Jedi Character(s) (Star Wars), Pong Krell, CC-1010 | Fox, CT-7567 | Rex, Ahsoka Tano, Anakin Skywalker, Obi-Wan Kenobi, Clone Commander Thorn (Star Wars), CC-4477 | Thire, CC-5869 | Stone, Coruscant Guard Trooper Hound (Star Wars) Additional Tags: Found Family, Eating Disorders, Self-Harm, Dead Dove: Do Not Eat, Pong Krell Being an Asshole, Pre-Umbara Arc (Star Wars: Clone Wars), Post-Umbara Arc (Star Wars), Umbara Arc (Star Wars: Clone Wars), yeah we're deep in this one, sorry gang, Canon-Typical Violence, No Cloneshipping | Clone Trooper/Clone Trooper Relationships (Star Wars), Clone Troopers Deserve Better (Star Wars), Trans Male Character, Trans Character, Coming Out, Panic Attacks, Anxiety Attacks, Anxiety, Grief/Mourning, Skipping Meals, Angst and Hurt/Comfort, Fox is basically a dad atp, CC-1010 | Fox Needs a Break, CC-1010 | Fox Needs A Hug, CC-1010 | Fox Gets a Hug, isnt that fun!!!!, Suicide Notes, Suicidal Ideation, Self-Esteem Issues, Loneliness, Jealousy, Paranoia, Chronic Pain, Hiding Medical Issues, Mystery, Sexual Assault, just because most clones are good doesn't mean all of them are, Protective CC-1010 | Fox, Abuse, Dissociation, That's Not How The Force Works (Star Wars) Summary:

Two years of being Pong Krell's padawan had taught Kaide many ways to succeed under his rule. But a year into the Clone Wars, she does the unthinkable and befriends one of the Clones. Remaining his perfect student becomes impossibly hard when her new friendship reveals things she had never realized.

  Kaide's story through the Clone Wars, making and losing friends faster than she can track.

[panic-pickers]

sorry this last chapter has taken ages to come out, but uh. good news! you'll be getting two parts like maybe a day apart

[panic-pickers]

man you know what sucks? writing for JSWM and like yelling at the screen about unhealthy relationships and how Kaide needs to get outta there and like. too bad i cant do anything about that :/

[panic-pickers]

man idk why but something about writing a scene featuring Kaide having implicit trust that Krell will protect her is uh. fun!!!! and great!!!!!!!! not at all saddening no we're having a great time trust dw

[panic-pickers]

chapter 12 is now out!

Chapters: 12/? Fandom: Star Wars: The Clone Wars (2008) - All Media Types, Star Wars - All Media Types Rating: Mature Warnings: Rape/Non-Con, Major Character Death Relationships: CC-1010 | Fox & Original Character(s), Pong Krell & Original Character(s), CT-7567 | Rex & Ahsoka Tano, Ahsoka Tano & Original Character(s), CT-7567 | Rex & Original Character(s), CT-27-5555 | ARC-5555 | Fives & Original Character(s), CT-6922 | Dogma & Original Character(s), CT-5385 | Tup & Original Character(s), Original Clone Trooper Character(s) & Original Jedi Character(s) (Star Wars) Characters: Original Characters, Original Trans Character(s), Original Clone Trooper Character(s) (Star Wars), Original Jedi Character(s) (Star Wars), Pong Krell, CC-1010 | Fox, CT-7567 | Rex, Ahsoka Tano, Anakin Skywalker, Obi-Wan Kenobi, Clone Commander Thorn (Star Wars), CC-4477 | Thire, CC-5869 | Stone, Coruscant Guard Trooper Hound (Star Wars) Additional Tags: Found Family, Eating Disorders, Self-Harm, Dead Dove: Do Not Eat, Pong Krell Being an Asshole, Pre-Umbara Arc (Star Wars: Clone Wars), Post-Umbara Arc (Star Wars), Umbara Arc (Star Wars: Clone Wars), yeah we're deep in this one, sorry gang, Canon-Typical Violence, No Cloneshipping | Clone Trooper/Clone Trooper Relationships (Star Wars), Clone Troopers Deserve Better (Star Wars), Trans Male Character, Trans Character, Coming Out, Panic Attacks, Anxiety Attacks, Anxiety, Grief/Mourning, Skipping Meals, Angst and Hurt/Comfort, Fox is basically a dad atp, CC-1010 | Fox Needs a Break, CC-1010 | Fox Needs A Hug, CC-1010 | Fox Gets a Hug, isnt that fun!!!!, Suicide Notes, Suicidal Ideation, Self-Esteem Issues, Loneliness, Jealousy, Paranoia, Chronic Pain, Hiding Medical Issues, Mystery, Sexual Assault, just because most clones are good doesn't mean all of them are, Protective CC-1010 | Fox, Abuse, Dissociation, That's Not How The Force Works (Star Wars) Summary:

Two years of being Pong Krell's padawan had taught Kaide many ways to succeed under his rule. But a year into the Clone Wars, she does the unthinkable and befriends one of the Clones. Remaining his perfect student becomes impossibly hard when her new friendship reveals things she had never realized.

  Kaide's story through the Clone Wars, making and losing friends faster than she can track.