hello friends!
i just wanted to be honest about my account and where i’m at right now.
lately, i’ve realized that i’ve lost most of my love for writing—or at least for publishing my writing online. when i look at most of the things i post here, i’ve come to realize they aren’t the kinds of stories i’d actually choose to read myself. i want to start writing things that genuinely resonate with me, stories i’d actually be excited to sit down and read.
because of that, i’m going to be taking a small step back and going on a minor hiatus to do the thing i originally downloaded tumblr for: reading fanfiction and actually enjoying it.
i’ve noticed that my enjoyment of this app has dropped a lot since i started focusing more on writing and less on reading. i think i need to reconnect with the part of fandom that made me love fanfiction in the first place. somewhere along the way, i threw myself into creating so quickly that i forgot how much i enjoyed simply being a reader.
i hate feeling like i have to write, like posting content is an obligation instead of a hobby. more than once, i’ve been tempted to deactivate my account and delete the app altogether. but every time i think about it, i feel torn, because i’ve met so many amazing people here and i don’t want to just disappear without saying anything.
@xqce will be inactive in posting for a little while, but i’ll still be around on my reading account, @gojoju , though no future works will be posted there
sorry for the long post, but i wanted to let you all know what’s going on instead of randomly vanishing off the face of the earth.
tysm for understanding ♡
