#juno vents

[cheeseberries]

i indeed said i had proof of ts happening when i was younger sigh.

[doodle-bug-nightmares]

kinda venty ig

i hate that stupid feeling in my stomach i get when something feels hard. i want to live life but how am i supposed to do that when i'm scared of confrontation and eating? one wrong word could ruin everything i've ever done, everything i have is so fragile

[cheeseberries]

i dont ever wanna go on call w somebody again.

[yunossi]

wanting 2 leave tumblr idk i just don’t feel the spark i used to feel anymore but i have things i wanna write but i’ve been gone so long so like who even would miss jitaros LMAO

[yunossi]

why is it that when one thing happens other things pile on top of it that very same day and i’m stuck dealing with hurt on top of hurt? if it’s not one thing it’s another and it hurts me so bad that i feel nauseous. but it’s okay, juno’s always okay. juno always has to be okay and be the bigger person no matter what or no matter who i’m dealing with.

i’m tired.

[yunossi]

stanning the same people as a certain someone makes me sick to my stomach

[yunossi]

i had a dream half of my mutuals deactivated and i cried bc i was left alone even though i don’t talk to half of them i was still very sad bc i have abandonment issues LMFAOOOO

[yunossi]

“she is so precious” if only y’all knew the shit she put me through. so tempted to block everyone that interacts with her because i’m tired of seeing her fucking name everywhere yes i’m still mad and i think i have every right to be bc i was manipulated and guilt tripped and gaslighted every fucking day for months on end for shit that i wasn’t even involved with like ????? what the hell that got to do with me