#just feeling

[days-may]

[livwifeofkarl]

not a vague post, just a little human moment 🫣

sometimes I make an original post or piece of content and feel really proud of it — like “wow! I made a thing!” — and then it kinda... floats silently into the void 😅 and I know that’s how the internet works and it’s not personal at all, but oof, my brain sure loves to interpret it as “no one cares!”

this isn’t directed at anyone (mutuals I still love u!!!), and I totally get that not everyone will resonate with what I post. I’m just trying to be honest about how sometimes I catch myself craving validation for things I create, even if that feeling feels a little needy and gross.

I also totally know the fandom has shrunk a lot (and I don’t have many followers anyway), and that definitely plays a part, it just gets lonely sometimes! (I feel like I never made my way into the main group on here which is fine I get it not everyone can make the connections they want)

so yeah. shoutout to anyone else balancing the joy of making things with the weird little sting when it doesn’t get seen 🫡

I still love making things, but I feel like I’m stuck making them for the wrong reasons.

[fckmebarnes]

lowkey sometimes i feel the pleasure to be active here because so many people are in different time zones but i also don’t want to disrespect my own boundaries and sleep schedule for the sake of…idek.

i go to sleep really early because i have a 9-5, so i be getting up at like 7 in the morning. no, on the weekdays i am not up past like 10:30 (on my phone atleast) so idk it’s important for my friends to also realize this?

i don’t want to be one of those people that’s just there for someone to talk to, i want someone to be interested in my life as well & not use me as an outlet for their issues.

like idk man, do this make sense? am i still loved even when im not up at the late hours of the night? do you still take my time seriously even when im not awake?

[m0llygunn]

ok I need to be a serious person and actually write something for a change. out of the all wips I’ve shown which one do you guys want first

[nouraan]

هذه الليلة أنا حزينة، لا أستطيع تجاوز ذكريات معينة، لا أتمكن من النوم، لا أعرف ما الذي يجب عليَّ فعله لأنسی وحدتي، أقضي اليوم كله منشغلةٌ بأمورٍ تافهةٍ وفي الليل يداهمني نفس الألم.

[jarsarahere]

I hate my body, it doesn’t belong to me. I don’t want it. I just want to exist extraterrestrially.

[desastre-fag]

thinking i prefer transexual to transgender these days hmmm

i usually just use trans but if i had to pick between the two id prob pick transexual lets go