Jars

I love using the internet as a diary {21 she/they}

[jarsarahere]

If I was skinny I would have never ended up where I am now. I would be so much happier.

[neurodivergenttales]

If someone says that they are agoraphobic it doesn’t necessarily mean that they never leave their home

It might mean that they avoid situations where it’s difficult to escape like places with large crowds

It might mean they only have a limited area where they feel safe like only venturing a certain amount of distance from their home

It might mean that they can go places but only when they are accompanied by people they know and trust

Despite media presentations, agoraphobia doesn’t look the same for everyone

[jarsarahere]

Exactly I can only go places with people, and only people I know!

[jarsarahere]

Sometimes I think about violently pulling my teeth out from my mouth. What that would feel like, the pain, how it would ache how my mouth would fill with blood. The metallic taste.

[sirswagsalot1]

I’m a big fan of Benson’s redneck aesthetic paired with his “woke” beliefs and interesting attire.

[jarsarahere]

Where do I find a real life version?

[jarsarahere]

I feel so hopeless about my future, I wanna vomit everytime I think about it.

[jarsarahere]

I still feel like a child. Like I’m still just 14 I can’t handle my life right now.

[jarsarahere]

I’m horrified I’ll never be able to rely on myself.

[jarsarahere]

Depression killed my creativity

[dearly]

DRUGSTORE JUNE (2024)

[jarsarahere]

The weird girl movie of all time

[userdrama]

5 DAYS OF HORROR 2025 EVENT BY @usermovies day two: an animated horror movie

PERFECT BLUE (1997) dir. Satoshi Kon

[jarsarahere]

I finally watched perfect blue! Absolutely loved it! Stunning movie, as are all Satoshi Kon creations! I only wish I watched sooner!

[misselesava]

11.22.63 ⇾ created by bridget carpenter (2016)

We did not ask for this room or this music. We were invited in. Therefore, because the dark surrounds us, let us turn our faces to the light. Let us endure hardship to be grateful for plenty. We have been given pain to be astounded by joy. We have been given life to deny death. We did not ask for this room or this music. But because we are here, let us dance.

[jarsarahere]

Loved it! Made me wanna cry!

[comingofthedawn]

[jarsarahere]

I feel like I’m never going to live a normal life. My mind is too exhausted from everything I’ve barely started.

[connorwyndham]

the endless list of my favorite movies : Shutter Island (2010) directed by Martin Scorsese.

-You know, this place makes me wonder. -Yeah, what's that, boss? -Which would be worse - to live as a monster, or to die as a good man?

[jarsarahere]

Watched shutter island for the first time! I was thoroughly surprised by just how much I enjoyed it!! It was recommended by my mom and a can say that it was amazing! Lots of twists ands turns, and though I’m not a big DiCaprio fan I thought his acting was brilliant!!

[bringiton]

🎄 25 DAYS OF CHRISTMAS → DAY SEVENTEEN 🎄 THE MUPPET CHRISTMAS CAROL (1992), dir. Brian Henson "Mother always taught me: Never eat singing food."

[jarsarahere]

One of my top Christmas movies of all time for sure!!

[jarsarahere]

Free advice don’t go looking at old pictures of yourself. You’ll just panic thinking you’re worse now.

[jarsarahere]

I’m going to be 21 this year, in just a few months. I still feel like a child, I feel like I’m 15/16 years old. My mind cannot comprehend the thought that I am an adult.