#just mush

[orionember]

I’m wanting to write Long Live Evil fanfic so badly, but my brain is just drawing BLANKS in regards to prompts and ideas of what to write😭😭 head empty, no thoughts, just mush☠️

[tonichelleak]

Peter Kaiser at the Ceremonial and ReStarts of Iditarod 51. 

[cacodaemonia]

hi! big fan of all you create, holy moly! i devoured your rcau to date in like... a sleepless amount of time when i discovered your blog a while back. :D excellent intro to this fandom (and the inevitable steep fall in love with the clone boys)! anyway, Q FOR U: unless you've posted about this before, but could you share any music that inspired developing the rcau, or any that give you clones or boil x waxer feels? no pressure, i just love that kinda stuff :) thanks!

Ahhh, khsldhjasgdkh;gfd thank you!! *wheezing*

And yes!! :D "Like Lions," by Blind Pilot! Songs all mean something different to everyone who listens to them, but I see it as finding your voice and learning to live and not just exist.

Here are the lyrics, but I need to highlight a few of them:

There are those among us willing to get by on anything,  Hollow hope of what is coming, a lifetime dangled by a string. ... Brick and brick of buried hunger keeping all desire dark, ... Will they buy even our breathing, a river strangled by a damn? ... We are born in perfect hunger. We are born with perfect need.  And then we are like lions- we are baring all our teeth.

I have a short playlist I made a while back that gives me clone feels here, and uh, an extensive and ever growing WB playlist. 😅😬😳 I'm am such a gross balls of feels here just take it! *runs away* XD;;; (credit to @leeleebee for suggesting lots of songs on the list, and @anstarwar for Tether Me :3 )

[farahblack]

Dirk’s closed eyelids tremble, like an autumn leaf quivering in the wind, like a butterfly’s wings flapping as it lands on a flower, like a gentle pattering of rain leaving streaks on the glass of a windowpane.

[bean-pd]

i'm honestly so lucky that after all the shitty people i've dated i have a boyfriend that really loves me for me and our love is so pure and innocent and just the best and he cares abt my mental health like that's a huge ++++ i love my bf ima marry him one day

[tonichelleak]

Jessie Holmes and team at the Start and ReStart of Iditarod 51.

[tonichelleak]

Grandson of the “Father of the Iditarod”, Ryan Redington and team at the Ceremonial and ReStart of Iditarod 51. Redington would go on to be the first in his family to WIN the Iditarod nine days later. 

[tonichelleak]

Mille Porsild and team at the Ceremonial Start and ReStart of Iditarod 51. (BONUS! Retired veteran musher DeeDee Jonrowe is in the pink sweater.)