#just problems

[tasha2907]

Aaaaargh I hate myself so much right now I didn't write a line and I even wonder if this story is worth writing it just feels like shit...

I was so proud of myself for stopping my instagram addiction but now it seems youtube and reddit have replaced it.

It's not even just about writing, I don't know what I'm doing with my life. I used to like school and now I wonder if I took the right path. Why do we have to chose what to do with the rest of our lives so early ?? I want to write, I want to learn music, I want to learn fencing, I want to draw. But somehow I can't.

And people wonder why I say I can't wait to be retired.

And I hate it because I love learning, I really do, but this year it feels like I can't take pleasure from it because there's so much pressure. Like if I don't do everything right my life is screwed. And like if I keep going I might never be able to turn back.

[mtg-player1]

I think I may be depressed. or addicted idk.

Cause energy drinks seem to be the only thing making me happy. many things that used to make me happy don't and I'm frustrated a lot of the time. And not just because of the assholes of tumblrland.

[fanotastic]

Its been a week

[chaotic-woso]

what’s the german word for “i really need to write this very pivotal and important chapter in my current fic that the whole story has been building up to and everyone has been waiting for but i am paralyzed by the fear of not doing it justice and letting all the readers down”? asking for a friend...

[paperzombie]

Wei Yimg is home 🥲🥲🥲

[apoetwithaproblem]

inputting forms for my internship and having that sudden intrusive worry that i've done it wrong for the past ten forms

[bangoskank]

I will only like this prequel if it is messy as hell