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[agirlthatloseshermind]

Sick...

Well here I am. So sick like a dog :c My head is beading and I'm like dieing. The medicines are still not working and it's dramatic. Yesterday was even worse! I didn't get out of my bed I was horrible, a zombie. And everyone who said a thing to me? I was mad at. What pain can do with a person... :) Today is a little better but I stil feel sick. So I'm out of my bed now but it feels horrible! All me friends are now at school in the snow. Although I hate Snow, I want to get out of my house. It's so hot in here Yesterday it was too cold. My friend M. wanted to take me back in the snow, now I'm sick and she can't do it. But I hate it to be sick and I don't hate it. Because now I don't have to go to school and that's fine with me. But I hate the feeling of being sick feeling horrible and all the shit it takes with it. I hope I can go to school tomorrow because there are a lot of tests, and I don't want to make them on school on an other day. And I hope if I don't get to school tomorrow I can go Wednesday because there is an excursion to Ename. I don't want to miss that. Actually I don't want to miss school then I have to pick up all the curriculum and I hate that. It's always so much. Now I didn't bring my sister and brother to school I'm a bit worried. Are they at school? Is there something happened when they get to school? Because of the snow a lot of cars won't stop for pedestrians like us. We have to take dangerous streets and I know they are old enough to go alone but they always go with there bike. But I think they are okay at school. They were together so they will be okay. I don't know how it's possible that I'm worried about them. How older I get how worried I am about them. If there is a fight with my mom/dad and one of them I the first one to get with them to join the conversation and To protect them. Although I'm sometimes mad at them I will be the first one to help them with fights. But now I stop talking cause I'm going to bed again. I hate being sick...

Kisses&Hugs,

-Justagirl...Feeling horrible

[agirlthatloseshermind]

A white school

Yes you did read it good, A white school. White? It SNOWS! I hate snow because it's so cold ;-) But I love "playing" in snow. Like this morning I said "I hate It" but in the pause I "played" with my friends and then it was BIG FUN! so after we ate we went to a place we cold "fight" with snow. It was very funny and cold ^^ However I really hope the snow is gone soon. I don't want to fall...

  Kisses & hugs,

-Justagirl... SNOW I hate it :-)

[agirlthatloseshermind]

Bring it on Bitch!

Well you all know about M. The girl that said to my best friend; ALB that I have replaced her and that she had A. Well now she's going a step further. She said to a ex-boyfriend of her that I don't like him. Not hate hate but yeah you know what I mean. But People I don't know that boy soo good he is a friend or something. I also didn't said that. I don't know were she get that from. But it's so official that she hates me. and that she doesn't want me anymore. Well M. I would say FINE! But don't come and fucking say you didn't do that, that you didn't said that. Cause you are really pissing me off! I can't laugh anymore with this fucking shit you're telling everyone. MY BACK IS NOT A FUKING VOICEMAIL! You understand that? No? well come and ask me then. I was always there for you and now, now I get a fucking 'hate you and go to hell" in my face. Well darling I can't care anymore. Fine for me. But don't come if you need something or someone. Cause if you hate me I'm not there anymore. I'm not living in your perfect world. So Yes I ignore you, do you think you didn't do enough to make that happen? Do you think I'm lauging with it an say "Sweetheart I love you even you said that and those shit" That's not me. So FUCK IT! I can't care anymore. And Jezus! I mean it! My back is NOT a voicemail say it in my FACE!

Kisses and Hugs

-Justagirl...So pissed.

[agirlthatloseshermind]

Fuck it's Monday tomorrow...

Yes Yes, we're now 6 days in our new year, 2013. For me their were not so much days that went well. But we stay positive because there are still 359 days left. although we had 6 days in holiday, it stops. Because tomorrow it's Monday not a holiday Monday... yes a stupid school day! I hate the idea 'going back to school and be happy cause you see all your friends back' please if we talk about friends I have 4 friends that I love cause the others were mean. And still I don't need to see friends. I just want peace and holiday. But my holiday is over now and I have to sit behind a stupid school desk. and I know some people here don't like it 2. But okay we have to do this. And it's a new year maybe it's all okay and not hard or with fights... naah I don't believe that. anyway, Have a nice school week cuties! We already survived 4 months in school. we need to survive 6 months more. I hope it's done quickly. But now we just need to survive it. I think we can do that. Bitches watch out CrazyBiacth is tomorrow on school and she isn't happy :à

Kisses & Hugs!

-Justagirl...crazyBiatch :à

STAY reading cause about a few minutes there is that Important (!) post!

[agirlthatloseshermind]

It's official 2013!

HAPPY NEW YEAR! or like I want to yell it: HAPPY NEW BITCHES YEAR! yes I'm saying something else but I love my way to say it! It's almost over , this new year's day (bitches day) but I really wanted to send you guys a lot of love! And I will do that in this thingy! ;à A new year with new intends, new lovers, new friends and a whole new me. I'm going to change myself. How? With my new intends! I have a lot of new intends this year. And it's the first year I have those things. where Do I need to start? 2012 was a fucking problem year. And I'm happy that I can close that chapter. 2013 is something new, although it started with a big disappointment and another one and a another one. Actually, today didn't stop with stupid disappointments. so my year started horrible. anyway I still want to have those bitchy intends. (Yes I will say a lot of bitch this year, cause it's my bitch year the next yar will be candy year :àà Yum Yum) anyhow my first intend iss: Learn to love myself. I know some people will think: "wtf" but yeah I need to do it other wise my love this year will be gone. Other intends are:

- study harder

- Have more respect

- be social (better then in 2012)

- smile more

- be healthy

- Do more sports

- fight less

- don't disappoint someone

- don't disappoint yourself

- Find love

- Give love

- Get an A and stay in ASO

- Be positive

...I know, I have a lot of intends but It's my first year and this year I want to do things right so I don't have to be sad all the time or have problems all the time. this year will be MY year, MY bitch year :) and I hope it all goes well :à

BUT for all YOU guys! I wish you all a happy, healthy 2013 and also with love. For all the singles and all the couples ALOTOFLOVE! And I give all of you a wish so wish what you want cause this will be the good year the year where everything, every little thing, goes right... Happy Bitch year!

Kisses & Hugs!

-JustaBitchGirl ^-^ ... LOVE LOVE LOVE

[agirlthatloseshermind]

Got it!

Yes sweethearts I finally got it! what's that it? well it's me skateboard :D I've it and I'm so happy with it. I already tried today in the rain cause it won't stop raining. I'm really happy with it! Tomorrow it is Christmas and I really look forward to it! I'll wearing a skirt! A SKIRT! that's a long time ago since I weared it. when I'm going to the party my skateboard comes with me and in the evening I'm going to skateboard with a skirt but who cares :)

Kisses & hugs,

-Justagirl...

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