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[loveforseo]

I finally started watching The Guest yesterday and here are my thoughts that no one asked for so far: (spoilers ahead!)

i started watching this with absolutely no idea what to expect other than the thought that it has exorcism & religious themes (based on the netflix preview). and episode 1 TOOK ME THE FUCK OUT. i love how they brutally displayed everything lol but srsly it was really terrifying right from the start. 

i feel so bad for the three kids :( esp with choi yoon / father matthew. his whole family died because of the possession :( fuck that spirit/demon 

I LOVE THE DYNAMICS OF THE MAIN CHARACTERS. Hwapyung is a simple taxi driver who pays no mind to abide by rules since he is not under any obligation. so, he tends to act on impulse. while detective kilyoung (SHE IS SO PRETTY BTW)  follows the procedures by the law and choi follows the system of the church. three of them have very different backgrounds, but that one unfortunate night tied them together. i am excited to see how their friendship will foster more >>>

THAT EXORCISM SCENE IN EPISODE 2 HAUNTS ME. not because of how scary or jumpy it is, but because of the vibe and the way they executed the whole scene which makes it very unsettling. the actor who played father matthew is extremely good, he is my favorite character in the series so far.

these are my ramblings so far lol i'll probably go back here as i progress on watching the series. IT GOT ME HOOKED UP. it's horrifying, tense, and each episode really delivers. i like how they highlight the theme that the demon uses the weakness / dark side of a person and fuels them to act on it, causing them to sin. it really makes you think if it is the demon that kills or does it just reveal a person's true intention? 

[sapphicjinx]

yeah I know Adam sucked as an individual but i'm just so sad that all the build up to a villain I was so hyped for was for nothing

[floweryroads]

Missing

I miss you..... very much 😭 Tak tahu kenapa bulan puasa ni rasa sayu dan rasa lonely terlebih. Bulan sebelum ni tak ada apa pun. Bulan ni tiap hari akan tengok gambar2 kita dulu sebelum tidur.

It has been 6 months already tapi rasa macam baru semalam jadi. Rasa macam baru semalam kita janji untuk lunch sama2 then it happened.

I will always pray for you. ALWAYS. That's the least that I can do for you now abg dan berharap doa2 dapat berikan manfaat tu kepada abg. InsyaAllah.

We will meet again, someday. 💕

[redheadedl]

I dunno why but today all the deaths, misrepresentation and the unhappy endings for almost all wlw is hitting me really hard.

I am so tired of being too afraid to watch wlw couples.

I have honestly lost my faith in a happy ending for me.

[justanerdwithatablet]

Curse my hyperfixation brain. I miss my skrunklies. I need my Sun and Moon back.

[totallylegitaxee]

Pray that this will go well, imma bout to expand on the stupid ability au. Jeez, im such a masochist for creating these kinds of stuffs

[animelover6195]

RANT TIME

Tldr: My best friend is pissed that I'm going on a solo holiday with my bro who has a girlfriend (who knows about the holiday).

I haven't done this in a while but my best friend has honestly been getting on my nerves.

A little background.

I grew up with all male friends, the only girl with four other dudes. I'm damn close to my bros, they see me as either one of the dudes or a sister they're all terrified of so our friendship is fully platonic. Anything romantic would feel incestuous for us.

Recently, one of these guys and I decided to go on a long deserved holiday. We've both been the sole breadwinners for our respective families, holding down more than five jobs at once. I recently got a bonus, surprisingly at the same time he did, so when he suggested we go travelling for a week I jumped at the chance. A holiday with just the two of us goofing around??? HELL YES. Not that the rest of my bros aren't great, but sometimes five is a bit much.

Now my best friend is not a part of this group. We grew up in similar households but while I was roughhousing with my group of assholes, she was dating guys. Not that there's anything bad about it but I recently discovered shes of the opinion that girls and guys cannot have platonic relationships. Which to me, growing up with so many guys, is completely ridiculous. But every girl to her own so... Whatever.

I told my best friend that in August I won't be around because I'll be travelling with my bro and she immediately assumed he's my boyfriend. I immediately corrected her and told her he has a girlfriend who is fully aware of us going on a holiday together (I have instructions on pranks to play from her, no joke). Once I mentioned the girlfriend, my best friend lost her mind, accusing me of helping my bro cheat on his girl.

SERIOUSLY?!?!?!

First of all, why is it any of her business who I travel with??? Secondly, the girl is fine with it, she sees me as one of the dudes not someone stealing her boyfriend so... WHY IS THIS AN ISSUE. ITS LIKE GOING ON A HOLIDAY WITH YOUR BROTHER FOR FUCKS SAKE. NOTHING IS GOING TO HAPPEN. HONESTLY. COME ON.

[the-stars-system-blog]

Relief

So, for anyone who’s been worried about us falling off the face of the earth, that’s kinda my fault. I can explain.

We’re taking a Creative Writing class this summer just to occupy ourselves. This week’s theme is “Creative Nonfiction.” I was the only one awake at 9:00 pm the night that piece was due and in a last ditch effort, wrote the story of how we all came to be. I posted it without realizing my action until the next morning. We are never that willing to get our story out of. I went into full-shutdown because of it. This weekend was kinda rough as a result, unintentionally. But earlier today I went back and looked at the comments on the story, and found that no one, and I mean not a single one of them figured out the truth behind it. So now no one is screaming at me in the headspace and we can all calm down now. I’ll be talking with my close system friends tonight, but if anyone needs us, I’ll try and respond.