#justbeenonmymind

[fvck-lvck]

I wanna take cute underwear pics/nudes but I have no one to send them to lol.

[gothiccbaddie]

i am tired

i am tired, of this stupid shit, of my stupid brain, doing stupid things, and my stupid heart, making stupid decisions, and my stupid chest, stupidly caving in every other day, tired of this stress, fucking me up everyday, tired of this SADNESS, that WILL NOT go away, do i sound like a pussy right now ? probably. i just wish to be tired no more, ya hear

[vagueclarity]

The more I see changes the more I am in agreeance with what happened... My nails finally broke today for the first time in 3 months, my hair isn't growing back as fast, I'm suddenly craving sweet things again after wanting nearly nothing to do with them that whole time, my IBS is back, I've started having migraines again, and my heartburn has gone away again. I've been noticing the changes since it happened almost 2 weeks ago and it all makes sense. And even when it happened it felt really surreal it still does, but these gradual changes back to the norm are sobering in a way.

[letsplaypretend-xoxo-blog-blog]

Listen to me ,...

When I say I miss you , because it's the truth I don't bullshit when I say it . It's true I miss you . I will only tell you I miss you if you've brought great impact into my life . If you've made me smile in my darkest hours , if you've been there to help me when I couldn't understand something . If you made me smile and were nice to me not because you had to be or felt the need to but because you seen me for me and wanted to get to know me better . You broke through my wall and most people don't do that , so my I miss you is to say I love you , you've saved me and now I feel like you are so far away . My I miss you is a thank you for all the bullshit I've thrown your way and you still managed to stay for me through thick and thin and thought it may seem to me you've forgotten about me .. I just want you to know I still remember you , and I still care for you and you are and will remain a part of me forever .

When I cry out I love you , it means you really mean something to me and the unbearable thought of losing you drives me crazy . That I need you here cause you bring out the best in me , you make me who I want to be , what I dream of accomplishing and not let me stay who I am , you make me better than I could dream . That makes me proud to say it to you , I wont hesitate if I mean it . I love you , because you've done more than the average person , I love you if I can share my dreams , my goals , my future plans . Most of all I love you if you've been there through the toughest times . It means I know you didn't talk shit when you could have , and you chose to stay true to me .

If I tell you either of these things it's true , I mean it . I love you & I miss you .