Conflicted
I’ve never been more conflicted in my life then right now. so, I was talking to this guy for about three months now. The whole time though he said he didn’t want a relationship, he didn’t want to be “tied down”, just all the reasons in the book to not mess with him, right? but I did anyways and caught feeling, I tried to explain my feeling to him twice already and his response was he understood if i backed away, so I didn’t get hurt, of course both times I didn’t. But this time it’s different because I actually told him that I was sticking around, that a break was needed, and NOW he wants me to come over and actually hangout? all because I put my foot down and didn’t want myself hurt. But that’s not even what I’m conflicted about, I’m conflicted because I’m going to be moving to Cincinnati in a week and a half, I’m doing this for me and I need to just cut ties with him, I need to be able to sleep at night and I don’t need to be leading him on just like he led me on.