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I WAS HOLDING MYSELF TOGETHER SO FUCKING WELL I WAS DOING SO GOOD BUT THEN THEY HAD TO DO IT. AVERY HAD TO ACTUALLY DO THE THING. IMMEDIATELY SOBBING, CRUMBLING, LOSING IT, ETC. i am SICKKK

#he kept calling him derlord and i was like “is he gonna do it. is he gonna do the thing.”#and i STILL wasn't READY #the fact avery finally uses his name when derek tries to argue that he doesn't owe him help because he doesn't know him???? fUCK #searching for a world that doesn't exist spoilers #searching for a world that doesn't exist #sfawtde #sfawtde spoilers #d3rlord3 #averythemayo #slimeknight #i cant do this i cant oh my god screw you #wifies you evil evil man #destroying a would that doesn't exist #justsomefandomposting

are you Derek "I have risked so much to prevent your misery because you're a person who doesn't deserve what I've been through,, I knew of you suddenly and knew I had to save you from the very moment I did,, I owe you a chance at freedom as I'm the only one who can help grant that,, you have so much more to live for,, I should mean nothing to you,, you shouldn't die with me,, leave." d3rlord3,,, or are you Avery "I have risked so much to find you because you're a person in a painful situation you do not deserve,, I know you because you knew me and chose to save me,, I owe you for the torment you've taken on your shoulders,, we could find freedom together,, bringing relief to you means everything,, you shouldn't die for me,, let me stay." TheMayo ???

* regardless of your choice the outcome is the same btw. it's about being stuck in a paradox of knowing intimately and not knowing at all. it's the push and pull of two people's selfish desperation to save one another. it's them inevitably being damned with sacrifice and survivor's guilt not in spite, but because of this. it's both of you meaning everything to each other in this dire moment and that fact being a catalyst for devastation.

perhaps more importantly, it's choosing to save them, or wanting to stay, instead of just taking freedom. it's being grateful. it's going forward.

#or something #i didnt articulate this as well as i wanted. whatever #im very normal about that ending hahahaahahaaaa #[distant screaming and sobbing]#searching for a world that doesn't exist #searching for a world that doesn't exist spoilers #sfawtde #sfawtde spoilers #d3rlord3 #averythemayo #slimeknight #destroying a would that doesn't exist #justsomefandomposting

favorite Gaster designs are the ones where he just looks. so kind. very gentle and polite old man. maybe a little ominous but not overtly threatening. peepaw

#i understand the appeal of menacing gaster #however i cannot resist interdimensional space grandpa. i just cant do it #gaster #deltarune #undertale #w.d. gaster #justsomefandomposting

ONE OF THE BOOKS SAYING "Well, part of me feels bad for saps. He has no idea what's about to happen to him. But... If you had to betray one person... - to save a thousand... Would you?" PAIRED WITH DEREK LYING TO AVERY AND TRICKING HIM INTO LEAVING SO HE COULD SACRIFICE HIMSELF TO END IT ALL???? i cant do this i cant do this

#the way it subverts what you expect of betrayal while still being a parallel to the ending in a way #he betrays avery's wishes to save him #and everyone #“he has no idea whats about to happen to him” avery.. opening his inventory... so derek... can push him off #d3rlord3 #averythemayo #searching for a world that doesn't exist spoilers #searching for a world that doesn't exist #sfawtde #sfawtde spoilers #destroying a world that doesn't exist #justsomefandomposting

honestly the thing that unnerves me the most about Derek's in game journal is the page that just reads "the apple is disgusting" over and over again. what the fuck was he on about.

#bonus little interpretation in the rbs #searching for a world that doesn't exist #sfawtde spoilers #sfawtde #d3rlord3 #destroying a world that doesn't exist #justsomefandomposting

the King BEGGING Derek to take it back,, is what gets me. just. something about a man bringing god to it's knees, to desperation, in their shared destruction; listening to the pleas of something all powerful, crumbling, merging with his own dying mind, and standing firm in his choices because he's ending this. he's saving Avery. he's saving the world.

#or something #i intended that last bit as a list (saving avery AND the world)#but it can read like an elaboration (saving avery‚ who is the whole world)#which is fucking me up actually #searching for a world that doesn't exist #searching for a world that doesn't exist spoilers #sfawtde #sfawtde spoilers #destroying a would that doesn't exist #d3rlord3 #derek hutchins sfawtde #averythemayo #dont turn left #justsomefandomposting

D3rlord's "I just don't want to be forgotten" is heartbreaking. because at the end of the day Derek is a person. an average person, with fears and wishes and things that he desperately wants of the world, like everyone else. and this shows us that the idea of not being remembered by others genuinely upsets him, despite how earlier he tries to comfort Avery with the fact he could forget all about him after leaving.

it makes me so unbelievably sad to think about; him having to grapple with that grief, in pain, alone,, during his final moments alive. god