May 10, 2016
Okay, so I had this 'woah, you just got too annoying' moment. And I can't say that I haven't felt that for a long time. Haha. Who am I kidding? I feel like I overstep my boundaries because of me being so unguarded with and towards him, but I know it's not supposed to feel this way. Or is it supposed to feel just as painful? 😔 I can't believe it, man. I can't stop myself from feeling betrayed, I want to cry for the whole day and just wake up the next morning feeling as cold as I was back then... You know, if that would help make this ugly feeling go away. 😔