Oct 27, 2020
just a small vent about some sad thoughts im having
honestly just kinda sad tiems
cause im remembering again that everyone in my life would choose someone or something else over me, in a heartbeat, if it really came down to it.
im not Important to anyone in the way that means that id be their first choice
and maybe thats selfish to be sad about, but i give so much of myself to other people... only to remember that if it came down to never seeing or talking to me again, or something else possibly bad, id just be dumped no question
makes me sad i guess, but i cant even complain about it because i Understand why im not anyones first choice. im always the last one in line
just sucks, i guess