kanoseii || Chaotic Neutrals
Hoervich. The name remains unpleasantly on her mind, and she spends a few minutes stumbling over the foreign.syllables, engraving the single word in a special place buried deep and sealed from invasive thoughts- a place that tastes of viscera. Her situation is easy enough to understand at this point; she disliked having to confront herself with the idea of her helplessness at this point, but the truth was to be had. At least there was a reason given to her- a small clemency in a whirlwind of troubles. More than what her friend had given her.
The second most predominant thought is that of her Fighter, hapless and terrified at her disappearance. She's attempted many times to reestablish their bond, but that faint warm light that she always trusted is gone, gone, gone. Mikado doesn't know if she has ever felt this empty- even as a child, she had the knowledge destiny would one day bring her Fighter to her, and she had the patience of one who knew all her plans would converge upon her will. This searing pain is acerbated by the fondness to which she had developed for her other half; this hollow emptiness within her mind, not feeling his own emotions reflected across their telepathic bond complementing the color of her own on an ever constant basis-
She's lightheaded and lonely and there is nothing that can compensate for what feels like a missing limb, a torn heart. Nothing to anchor her here.
A sudden sight. Mikado catches a glimpse of a blue haired figure with a cat tail walking past her in the opposite direction. The beat of her heart quickens with the idea that perhaps the other is also from the same universe as the Sacrifice. Either way, she needs some form of stability, anything that confirms her existence in any meaningful way possible.