karmic reading for @dearwuby
hello! welcome to your reading. I'm going to give you a quick overview of what I'm going to talk about in this karmic reading: I'm going to analyze in-depth your south and north node in your birth chart, with all the aspects they make. in addition, I'm going to analyze every major aspect that represents a karmic debt, as well as easier aspects that represent what you have mastered in your previous life time. I will also analyze the placements of your planets in your chart to determine your soul's age, and hence whether you're an old soul or a new soul. last but not least, I'm also going to talk about your life purpose, what you need to put aside in this lifetime to focus on something bigger that will help you nurture your soul. let's get started!
taurus moon in the 4th house
in a karmic reading, your moon indicates something you've mastered in a previous life of yours, and that hence comes natural and automatic to you. in fact, there's a theory that states that your moon sign in this life used to be your sun sign in a previous existence of yours! with your natal moon being in the sign of taurus, it is probably natural for you to get attached to material goods. you could be very fond and possessive of your things, from clothes to money, or even food. it could be that you had some sort of restriction in your past life, especially with your ascendant being in capricorn, that restricted you from accumulating money and other material things. you didn't have anyone to spoil you, or perhaps you had so many responsibilities on your back that you couldn't allow yourself to live and enjoy the finer things in life. this is projected as materialism in this lifetime, you could be a little bit too attached to your stuff and money in general. you could struggle to make spontaneous gifts, especially if you don't receive another gift back. in general, you always feel as if you need to do something to receive something else back; that is, you may work mainly for money rather than indipendence or pride. you may only help someone if you know that that someone would also help you back, and so on. you could also struggle to express your feelings with words, you could be the type of person to show your love for someone through material things; for instance, you may prefer buying a gift rather than crafting it yourself, you're more logical than intuitive. I don't think that it's wrong, it's fine to enjoy shopping, food, etc. just remember that you shouldn't vent your worries in this way, it will become unhealthy in the long run. balance is the key; learn how to look more beyond the surface. it's a good thing that you're so attracted to spirituality, as it helps you understanding better what matters and what doesn't in the world, you'll benefit from this.
taurus moon sextile cancer jupiter: in a previous life of yours, you probably had a hard time handling your money and finances. probably, since you were quite an authoritative figure back then, it was easy for you to earn money and wealth. therefore, you used to spend money recklessly, without caring about saving up. basically, you took your finances for granted. you were also most likely very bossy, you could have abused of your positions at work for example., or maybe you were some sort of bully. luckily, this is something that you've already solved, and now in this lifetime you just need to prove the universe that you learnt your lesson. in fact, with your natal moon being sextile jupiter, you are naturally intelligent and open-minded. in your past life you could have been quite close-minded, and you tried to force your ideas on others. now, you understand the value of intelligence way better, and your soul has become more mature. you still enjoy being in charge, but not to be the boss, but to lead others. that's exactly the lesson that the universe wanted you to learn: appreciate what you have, don't over-indulge, and always treat others with a warm heart and words.
taurus moon square aquarius neptune: before getting into the real essence of this aspect, I wanted to point out that this indicates that it was probably fated for you to be born a woman. perhaps, in your past life, you were a man that didn't treat women correctly for example. or perhaps, while in your past life you were seen as strong, intimidating and bold, this lifetime you could appear more reserved, maybe passive. you don't feel the need to stand out anymore. aside from that, I assume that in your previous existence you used to attract lots of attention to you. you were probably someone in charge of something, you used to stand out, and that obviously caught others' attention. while this could be good as it made you quite popular and it made you feel important, you also attracted lots of criticism and malice from others; you were in the spotlight, so obviously there were loads of people who judged whatever you did. because of that, in this lifetime you could be very sensitive, you care a lot about what others think of you and about your reputation. you aspire to be efficient in whatever you do, you basically want to be perfect. in addition, in one of your past lives you probably had to deal with problems involving drugs, alcohol, etc. you may still develop an addiction in this lifetime, even to more common things like social media, sleeping, food... you could lack self-control and discipline, as you were way too tense in your previous existence.
sagittarius south node in the 11th house
this is another placement that indicates that you had a lot to deal with in your past life. in fact, your sagittarius south node made you come into this world with a big baggage of knowledge with you. you have this innate maturity and awareness of the world that you've accumulated from all of your past life experiences, it comes automatic for you. you may have your own view of the world, you are very open-minded and you have great and innovative ideals. yet, you can sometimes come off as too bossy, as not everyone may understand your thoughts. or perhaps, you may be so proud of your ideas that you don't take in consideration others' opinions. you could be driven to know everything about anything, you probably live to make new experiences and learn new life lessons that will make you earn more maturity and knowledge. you may also be very attached to your friends, you could be the type of person to prefer friends over love or even family. the problem is, you may give too much attention to relationship that won't be meaningful for the rest of your life; you could be superficial when it comes to friendships, or perhaps you're the one who tends to attract superficial friends. you may also like thinking big, having goals for the future, but you could have problems turning those aspirations into something concrete.
sagittarius south node conjunct sagittarius pluto: this placement confirms what I've been thinking about: I believe that in your past life, you were someone very powerful, or at least someone that easily had an impact on others' lives. what I'm going to say now is more based on my intuition, therefore it may not be totally accurate, but I keep seeing this image of this man dressed all elegant in my mind. you were probably a man, maybe a businessman, someone who owned lots of wealth probably, and you also had a long life. this placement indicates that you might've been born in a rich family, maybe in this lifetime or even in a previous one. your past life was filled with plutonic traits; you got to be in power, you were wealthy and you enjoyed taboo things in life, but you also had to experience lots of karma and transformation for your behaviours. secrets and lies were also apart of your past life, it would make totally sense if you were some sort of boss, ceo, maybe even a politician. you were powerful and influent in your past life, and hence in this lifetime you either feel the need to shine and be successful again, or perhaps it's the opposite; you shy away from attention, you focus more on your inner self rather than your reputation, your future.
gemini north node in the 5th house
your sagittarius south node indicates that in your past life you got to experience giant, big things in life, it was very full and pretty overwhelming as well. hence, with you gemini north node, you need to move in a smaller environment. you may wish to travel the world, learn as much as you can and you may be very attracted to foreign countries and languages, but in this lifetime your purpose is learning about your current, everyday environment. you need to embrace your roots, your culture, and learn and understand about it. it doesn't mean you can't work abroad from example, you just shouldn't focus as much as developing in your smaller environment. more specifically, gemini is all about words and communication; that means that those two things are going to be very important for you in this lifetime. especially since your north node is placed in the 5th house, you could become successful at creative communication, such as writing, singing, acting... especially since your sun is also conjunct to your north node, these affairs are extremely relevant in your current life. also, with your gemini north node also indicates that you're here to balance your existence; with your gemini dominance, you're able to adapt very well to environments, you can switch from a modality to another very easily, but exactly because of that you may struggle to identify who you truly are. you could have very contrasting traits, for example you may sometimes be patient, sometimes not. you need to focus on correcting this behaviour, especially when it comes to your negative traits.
gemini north node conjunct gemini sun: with this placement, you may be more interested in realizing your life purpose, in following what you're meant to be. in fact, you may actually detach from your south node way more than others, you don't see foreign affairs as a necessity in your life, but you probably still enjoy them as an hobby for example. you aspire to be successful in life; that doesn't mean that you have to be famous, it's still up to you to decide whether you want to become a celebrity or not, but you still need to achieve success in your small environment (and actually, it's what I'd suggest you do to do). also, you may also take advantage of your sagittarius south node that makes you naturally skilled at foreign languages to become a translator for example. in this way, you're going to make the most out of both of your nodes. you are very ambitious, but you may have the tendency to be too self-centered, you could think too much about accomplishing your goals and life purpose rather than developing your bond with other people. overall, I find it extremely beneficial that you're getting to know yourself in-depth through astrology; in fact, this placement requires you complete knowledge of who you are and what you want in order to be happy and pursue your goals to succeed.
gemini north node conjunct gemini saturn: I consider this placement extremely beneficial in your case; in fact, saturn being conjunct both your sun and north node makes you much more patient than the typical gemini dominant. you like being good and succeeding, but you don't have an enormous thirst for fame, achievements and just being over others in general. you're willing to take your time to understand what you want from life and earn it, you're an hard-worker. you are highly focused on your goals, you can concentrate way more than the typical gemini, and you're also fond of your career, reputation, etc. you may not start strong when first pursuing your dream career, but this placement literally assures you that you're going to be successful if you stick to your life purpose. you'll have to sweat and work a lot to get what you want, but once you do reach the peak, you're never going to leave it. you'll be crowned for your efforts. also, since your chart ruler is saturn, this placement is going to be even more important and beneficial for you, as it gives you the ambition to deal with your past karma and finally accomplish your soul purpose. it's no surprise that you're so spiritual in this lifetime, during your previous lives you couldn't understand what was good or not for your soul. this is your moment.
gemini saturn in the 5th house
saturn is the great teacher, the karmic planet for excellence. it brings challanges to the matters of the sign and the house it is in, in order to make you learn from your past mistakes and handle your karmic debts. since your saturn is in the sign of gemini, your karmic issues have to do with gemini traits; perhaps, in your past life, you embodied gemini's negative behaviours. you could have been very superficial and unreliable, you most probably used to act for your own advantage. it could also be that you used to get influenced easily by others' opinions, and hence you never really stimulated your mind. you only fought for what others believed, you were some sort of boss that was still highly influenced by someone, and hence you weren't completely independent. while this placement can seem quite bad at first (like any saturn placement, after all), it has its serious pros. in astrology, gemini represents thoughts, the creative intellect. that's exactly the reason why geminis are considered to be flaky: they could get so invested into fantasy and creativity, that they forget to apply seriousness to their goals and acts. in your case, saturn compensates for that. you have the power, the potential to become an extremely intelligent person who's both imaginative and logical, a strategic thinker that can get anything thanks to your intellect only. in order to succeed, you need to stop being afriad or insecure. stop fearing that you may not be right, that you could sound stupid. it's okay to make mistakes, as it is thanks to them that you'll get to grow up and settle your karmic issues with the universe.
gemini mercury retrograde
you're a very introspective person. in contrast with your past life, where you probably were a charismatic and influential speaker, in this lifetime you may not be interested in making your voice be heard, or at least not in a traditional way. you may prefer staying silent, or perhaps you prefer expressing your feelings through writing, poetry, music, art... anything that doesn't allow you to use words, as you may struggle to find the rights ones to properly communicate your thoughts and feelings. what I've noticed in your chart is that there's this consistent focus on intelligent creativity; it's likely that in your past life, you didn't allow yourself to be creative and imaginative. you were too work and logic-oriented to dedicate your time to hobbies like music, art, etc. you weren't expressing yourself., you were pretty much shaped by your job. in addition, I feel like you also lacked spirituality in your past life. it would be extremely beneficial for you to start doing yoga, reading the bible or just whatever religion attracts you, meditating, manifesting... since your natal mercury is retrograde, you're naturally more connected to your inner self, it's one of the reasons you incarnated in this lifetime, and hence the law of attraction will work perfectly for you for example.
aquarius uranus retrograde
my take on this is that you were someone in the public eye, someone who was constantly analyzed and judged by society. hence, you always felt as if you need to have a nice reputation, you were some sort of people pleaser that would have died to keep their reputation together. because of that, you could have often felt as if you had to act like someone you weren't. actually, you might have been influence by your parents, maybe your father, or just someone very authoritarive in general in your past life. as a result, in this lifetime you are afraid of expressing your quirks, your uniqueness and individuality. on one side, you have amazingly innovative and revolutionary ideas, you're very open-minded; on the other side, you're afraid that others may think you're different, you probably don't want to be hated on or judged for being yourself, it would ruin your self-esteem, and hence you may tend to repress your ideas and feelings, especially with your mercury being also retrograde. you may wish to be in charge, to be someone people look up to, but at the same time you see it as something very overwhelming and large for you to handle. deep down, you're a free spirit. you hate being told what to do and what to believe in, you've come into this lifetime to develop your independence and give life to your own ideas and opinions, without others' influence.
aquarius neptune retrograde
retrograde neptune is quite tricky. this placement indicates that, in your past life, you were someone who used to lie very often. you used to fool people, you tricked them into believing in something that wasn't a part of reality. you took advantage of people, especially the weaker ones, in order for you to succeed and receive what you wanted. it was very important for you to be at the top, even though you could have been a bit nasty to achieve your goals. in addition, you probably weren't really attached to spirituality in your past life; you probably didn't believe in god or anything that alligned you with your higher self, and hence now you need to focus deeply about these topics in this lifetime. after all, that's why neptune is retrograde, in this way it will have a bigger impact on you and you'll be able to focus on it with more awareness. you could have some psychic gifts, you may be gifted with predictive intuition for example, or just anything that allows you to connect to the universe and analyze people and the world under a different point of view. for instance, you could even make a good astrologer or tarot reader. last but not least, you may also find yourself caring a lot about matters like psychology, dreams... anything that has to do with the unconscious you will be important for you in this life. you may also have to deal with your inner demons, such as addictions or maybe issues like depression or eating disorders.
sagittarius pluto retrograde
this placement indicates that during your previous lifetime, you probably had to deal with lots of traumas and enemies, as well as challenging moments in general. your past life was surely pretty intense, you had to handle lots of things not just physically but also emotionally, and it was obviously exhausting. now, in this lifetime, pluto is retrograde in your natal chart. that means that its influence is reflected inwards; while in your past life, plutonian matters were displayed on the stage for everyone to see, this lifetime you're more private and reserved. you prefer keeping your feelings for yourself, in a certain sense you may actually fear talking, especially when it comes to the inner, deeper you. basically, while your enemies were outside in your past life, in this lifetime your enemy is probably yourself. you're your worst judge, you're always over-analyzing everything you do, you're very harsh on yourself. you may often feel as if people are intimidated or annoyed by you, and as a result you could easily get intimidated and / or annoyed as well. you may also feel as if people may try to abuse you, they try to take advantage of you. you most likely have trust issues and you fear being betrayed. you're also very attached to your secrets, you may be extremely private about them.
gemini mercury square aquarius uranus
in your past life, you most likely were someone very clever and witty. you had an innovative and strategic mind, you were a trusted leader thanks to your skills. you didn't conform to others, you didn't really care about following trends and stuff like this; you only followed what you thought was right, even though you could have been quite criticized. your mind was always filled with new ideas and projects, but just like in this lifetime, you most likely struggled to be consistent and get everything done, especially if we're talking about hobbies. in fact, you were driven by money and a strong sense of duty that allowed you to be hard-working when it comes to your career. overall, you still have some of that essence inside of you, and these past life-experiences may translate in this lifetime as being a little too intimidating. you could appear as someone cold or snob, maybe fron your apperance or even by the way you speak. because of that, you could struggle to be more extroverted, especially if you're surrounded by people that aren't similiar to you or that don't understand your needs. or perhaps, you could get bored very easily of stuff; the thing is, you still have the creativity and innovation of your old self, but you may lack the efficiency you had. therefore, you may often change hobbies, taste. even friends, sometimes, so be careful to control this impulse of yours.
gemini sun trine aquarius neptune
your ability to detach from reality and get closer to your higher, spiritual self is your hidden strenght. you are extremely empathetic and compassionate of others, making you a softer gemini who understands others' needs. you're naturally creative and imaginative, you probably love art, music, dancing, singing... anything that has to do with creativity while expressing yourself. you're gifted with this natural imagination that makes it very easy for you to realize something creative and be complimented for it, simply because you're skilled at it. actually, a career in the creative field is highly recommended, but I feel like with your mutable gemini energy and your saturn influence, you'd also do great at more logic-based jobs, in an office for example. or maybe, to mix the two things together, you could become a creative director for example, it would be a nice career to fulfill your soul purpose. in addition, you also have a natural, great understanding of the human mind and soul, it's easy for you to connect with others, or at least it'll be once you get closer to your higher self, meditation could be extremely helpful. hence, you would do well as a psychologist, or maybe even as a teacher, someone who gets to help others. last but not least, while in your past life you could have struggled with drugs and other types of addiction, this lifetime you're blessed with awareness, and you probably don't feel interested in those things, even if you're feeling down you're still responsible.
cancer jupiter conjunct cancer venus
I feel like in this lifetime it's easy for you to attract luck and fortune, especially when you start having your spiritual awakening. you may be lucky in love, you don't have any karmic debts regarding love and relationships. you may attract very benevolent people in your life. in addition, you could also come from a wealthy family, or at least you'll be able to become wealthy thanks to your job or maybe even through marriage. you want to leave a peaceful life, you don't need any drama nor you attract it, I feel like this lifetime serves you as some sort of rest for your soul after all the challenges it had to endure in your previous lifetime. this is also another placement that indicates your innate talents at art, and jupiter means fortune; put these two together, and you get absolute success from creative outlets. I can't stress how powerful this energy is for your soul, you should totally embrace it. otherwise, this may manifest as laziness; creativity is too important for you to overlook it and leave it aside, it's a part of you that you can't leave behind. hence, if you pursued a career that doesn't involve arts, or that doesn't allow you to have enough time to nurture your creative hobbies, you may start hating your job and create an unhealthy relationship with your career life.
12th house cusp in capricorn
in a karmic reading, the 12th house indicates the higher part of yourself, your soul. because of that, it's usually associated with your previous lives, your karma and your previous identity before coming into this world. since your 12th house cusp lies in the sign of capricorn, I imagine that you were some sort of authority in your past existence. you probably were some sort of leader or boss, and because of that you obviously had a lot of responisibilities that made your life feel a little bit dull. in addition, the ruler of your 12th house, saturn, is placed in the 5th house; you used to think so much about your duties, that you didn't dedicate much time to yourself, for your mental health. you could have been so work-oriented that you didn't enjoy fun, youth, amusement, love... you could have been a career-oriented person, and since chiron is also placed in this house, I get the feeling that you could have lots of unsolved karma from your previous existence. you were a very authoritative and logical person, you probably weren't a much spiritual person back then. same goes for your career, you probably didn't have a creative job. you could have had an ordinary job in a bank, an office, etc. something very practical that didn't really need mental stimulation. this placement can as well indicate that you were wealthy in your previous lifetime, but you probably had troubles handling all of your finances. luckily, it's something that you managed to solve though, as you probably don't struggle with excess and impulsive shopping anymore as your taurus moon being sextile your jupiter suggests, even though you may still be a bit materialistic. talking about your soul's age, I don't think you're a young soul, nor an old one; I assume you're halfway through your journey. you have accumulated your karma in your past lives, now you just need to deal with it in this life and in your next ones.
this is the end! thank you again for booking a reading, I'm looking forward to your feedback :) - libramc xx
