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WHEN THE RESIDENTS ARE EVIL AND ITS A REQUIEM

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pushing my butch lesbian vergil propaganda. is anyone hearing me. walk with me okay ?

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my first art challenge in a long time… (cough FIVE YEARS cough)

this was honestly really fun and refreshing to do after finishing comms… i feel like alot of the time when i open csp to draw i feel like its gonna be something that will feel like work or something i owe to somebody and not like. something i wanna draw for me. and not for like social media or anything

i was honestly super disconnected from art for about a month or so and barely drew anything at all until i realized it when i would show my art to new people i was meeting. like being an artist was still at my core but i wasn’t actively doing said art at the time. or like i’d subconsciously given up on it altogether. idk the crazy things our brains do when depression / mental illness worsens

it also kinda felt like a burden to draw. like if i wasn’t gonna produce anything really worth looking at or none of my work would really reach anybody then what was the point in drawing in the first place? art really really started feeling like work and not a hobby anymore, even like making gifts for people felt like work and i was constantly worried my work wasn’t enough or wasn’t the absolute most and best i could do with myself and i struggled with the heightened standards i had put on myself and felt guilty when i couldn’t finish gifts on time or at all.

with all this being said, i hate that it took me so long to realize that art had become work for me and all the fun had been practically squeezed out of it when i started doing it for other’s enjoyment and not my own. but i’m glad i’ve realized it now and started taking a step back from prioritizing if my art is good enough for other people and rather if its good enough for me. and i’m happy that i’m setting my enjoyment in my work first before anything, because thats what art has always been for me growing up.

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are you ok with other vergil selfshippers interacting?

yes!! i dont mind i luv my fellow vergil selfshippers ^w^ ❤️‍🩹❤️‍🩹

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gooner with a job call that hard at work or something

i like to spend my break time very efficiently

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working thru chimeras lore…. im unlearning shame everyone i promise chimera lore drop will happen soon TRUST 💪🏻

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is your oc a half demon? please lmk about their backstory :(

OK SO. FUNNY. I ACTUALLY DONT HAVE IT WRITTEN OUT YET SJCHDKDBKFBF

i have some like broad ideas but i erm still have yet to play the rest of the games myself and *really* soak up the lore like a sponge so my hyper paranoid ass can make my selfinsert fit somehow….. (guy who is afraid of social rejection and looking stupid)

i will absolutely update when i get something written out trust me yall will be the first to know 💪🏻💪🏻

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raising the rent here if u like spardacest or incest in general dni 🙂‍↕️ idgaf if ur coping or whatever do not bring that into my space 🫡