Hello Everybody! I have a question. Where do you guys buy the Thunderbirds action figures? I live in the US I can't really find anything even online :(
Hello!
In response to your request for prompts . . .
What if something happened to the piano? Noticeable damage. Who or what caused it? And can they fix it without owning up or being discovered?
Ouuuu thank you! I shall give you something!!! :D
CW: slight swear warning
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"Who did it?"
All 4 Tracy brothers stood in silence. The piano was broken, how? No one knows and who wants to own up to it when you have a very angry Virgil staring you down.
"Who broke the piano?" Virgil crossed his arms looking at the 4 brothers. It was had been a quiet few days so all 5 brothers were on Earth, 'bonding.'
"I didn't break it" Scott said raising his hands in the air, Virgil raised an eyebrow, he knew how reckless Scott could be sometimes.
"That's something someone who broke it would say" Alan retorted rolling his eyes.
"Ok first, I'm not that stupid and why would I? It was probably Gordon!" Scott said back staring right at Gordon.
"Hey!" Gordon responded, "I may be a reckless fuck but I wouldn't break the piano!" he frowned. "But John has been really quiet" he added looking towards John.
John looked back at Gordon, "I wouldn't break the fucking piano you idiot" Gordon rolled his eyes.
"One of you must have, you're all dumbasses" Virgil said rolling his eyes, causing his brothers to begin yelling and throwing each other under the bus.
Jeff watched his boys fight before looking at MAX, "it was me, I broke it. I stubbed my toe on the leg and starting hitting it with a hammer, I had been meaning to fix that" he stated before walking off to let them deal with it.
Rumor has it, they still don't know Jeff did it but the piano was magically fixed over night and their blaming it on Gordon, to his dismay.
Here we have a Chapter 1 of a larger story. The other chapters will be posted on @katblu42 so keep an eye out for them over there.
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Where Are You Christmas
Chapter 1 – The Eve Before the Eve
It was beginning to look a lot like the kind of Christmas International Rescue dreaded. Tropical cyclones in the Indian Ocean threatening the coast of Indonesia were being closely monitored. So too were the fierce bushfires, the likes of which hadn’t been seen in over forty years, ravaging the eastern states of Australia. Large storm cells bringing blizzard conditions to the northeast of North America, and now a distress call from the colony on Mars. And it was only 7am on December 23rd.
Thunderbird Three had already launched and Alan was on his way to collect John from Five enroute to Mars.
“I know it’s not ideal, Scott,” John’s holographic form said with a sigh, “but it’s the option that makes the most sense. That supply vessel is almost completely automated. If its systems have been taken offline somehow then I’m the one most likely to be able find a fix.”
“I know. It’s just not a great time to be without your eyes and ears up on Five.” Scott glanced at the latest global satellite images, tracking the storms, and noticed there were now noticeable smoke plumes smearing eastwards from Australia as well.
“Eos can handle Five in my absence, and you’ve already got everything you need to monitor and coordinate from Tracy Island. Between the two locations I’m sure International Rescue will be just as on top of things as always.”
“I just wish there was another way. I still think it would have been better to send Kayo with Alan, have the two of them retrieve the pilot and be done with it.”
“It wouldn’t be fair to drag Kayo away from her visit with her dad. And besides, you heard Captain Taylor. If this vessel doesn’t make it to Mars it will be the third consecutive re-supply attempt to fail. Dr Travers said their medical supplies in particular are critically low. For the colonists, receiving the cargo in that supply vessel is a matter of life and death.”
“I know, I know. We can’t just save the pilot. Saving the cargo means saving the colonists.” Scott let out a long sigh. “Just . . . be safe.”
The hint of a smile glinted in blue-green eyes. “FAB, Scott.”
As John’s hologram faded out of view, ugg-clad footsteps shuffled closer and a small, weathered but steady hand rested on Scott’s shoulder.
“Tell me what’s really bothering you, young man,” Sally entreated her eldest grandson. “You boys can handle rescues without John guiding from up there, so what’s different this time?”
Scott took a moment to gather his thoughts. Yes, he was concerned about potential rescues over the next few days that would not have the advantage of John’s expertise and watchful eye. No, he didn’t really want to have to rely so heavily on Eos. But Grandma was right – none of this was out of the ordinary. They had done it all before.
“They won’t be home in time for Christmas,” he finally said.
After a moment of thought she replied, “Then we move Christmas.”
“Move Christmas? It won’t be the same if we choose a different day.”
“Not a different day exactly,” a gentle smile spread across her face, blue eyes twinkling, “but a different time zone. If we relocate our base of operations to Gran Roca Ranch for Christmas it will give them an extra day to get home.”
Scott smiled, deadly dimples and sparkling sapphires fully deployed. “Grandma, you’re a genius.”
Preparations began almost immediately, but before all the necessary plans and to-do lists had been completed Virgil and Gordon were taking off for a rescue. The call came in at lunch time – a small fleet of fishing vessels off the coast of West Java, caught up in the leading edge of a tropical cyclone. Three small boats, one overturned, a second taking on water and the third struggling to stay afloat while attempting to pluck their fellow fisherfolk out of the raging sea.
With Virgil fighting against the wild wind and driving rain to keep Thunderbird Two in the air, and Gordon battling the rolling, churning, crashing ocean in Thunderbird Four the rescue was by no means easy. It took some time, and everyone involved ended up soaked to the bone, but all eighteen crew members from the tiny fleet survived the ordeal. Their catch was reclaimed by the sea, along with the vessels, much to the dismay of the fleet’s captain. He was still loudly protesting the loss of livelihood as they were transferred to the hospital in Jakarta for check-ups and treatment as needed. The remainder of the rescuees expressed nothing but gratitude for their heroic rescuers.
Job done, Virgil and Gordon were back on Tracy Island just in time for dinner, where discussion focused on the plan to relocate for Christmas. Brains, Max and Grandma would head to the ranch first in Tracy Two to set up everything they’d need to coordinate the operation of International Rescue from there. Kayo, fresh back from her two-day visit with her father, would need some time to ensure Tracy Island security systems were ready for their absence and then she too would head over to perform the necessary security checks at Gran Roca. The boys and their ‘birds would be the final pieces in the relocation shuffle – the timing dependant on any rescues that might pop up in between.
An invitation was officially extended to Lady Penelope and Parker, notifying them that the Tracy clan would not be doing Christmas in the tropics this year. Penny eagerly accepted, the glint in her eye and the slight upturn in the corners of her mouth hinting that she was indeed pleased that she would now be able to join them. She expressed how fortuitous the change of location was, stating that they would now be able to make their way to Gran Roca as soon as her charity luncheon event on Christmas Eve had concluded.
Scott made a courtesy call to Colonel Casey to let her know the change of plans. He reminded her that she was always welcome to drop by if time allowed, but both agreed that with International Rescue stepping back from all but the most dire of rescues for thirty-six hours covering Christmas Day the GDF would most likely keep her busy.
The final call of the evening involved all five brothers.
“Tracy Island to Thunderbird Three, are you receiving?”
“Oh, hey Scott!”
“Alan!”
“Sorry, John. Thunderbird Three receiving. What’s up Scott?”
“We —”
“We’re moving Christmas!”
“Gordon!” Scott and Virgil chorused.
“Well, we are!” Gordon’s eyes sparkled with excitement as he leaned over Scott’s shoulder in the holographic image projected over Three’s control panel. “We’re all relocating to the ranch to give you two more time to get home in time for Christmas.”
“We know the timing’s still going to be tight, but it gives us the best chance of having the whole family together on the day,” Virgil said, leaning in close to Scott’s other side.
“Christmas at the ranch,” John pondered. “We haven’t done that since Alan was little.”
“Alan’s still little.”
“Gordon!”
With the main purpose of the call achieved the banter on comms quickly gave way to a brief status check and a reminder to both astronauts to snatch some sleep while they could, then they all wished each other goodnight.
The news that they now had almost an extra day to get home without missing the holiday had buoyed the spirits of the Spacey Tracys, but it also got Alan thinking.
“What do you think Christmas is like on Mars?”
John’s only initial response was a raised eyebrow.
“I mean, they don’t have pine trees, so do they still decorate a Christmas tree of some kind? Is Santa supposed to make the trip all the way out to Mars?”
“I imagine those who celebrate Christmas in the Mars colony are creating their own new traditions,” John responded. “They’ll make decorations and cards and gifts from whatever they have at hand rather than just buying those things from a store. And as for Santa, well, if his supposed magic gets him all the way around the Earth in one night, I see no reason why that can’t extend to Mars as well.”
“Except the reindeer might struggle in space. And Santa would need a space suit.” Alan’s musing gave way to giggles. “I just got a mental image of Santa in a rocket powered sleigh blasting out of atmosphere.”
John smiled at his little brother’s imagining. Sometimes it was easy to forget how young he really was, but moments like this, when Alan let the child within loose for a moment, reminded him of what made Christmas special.
“Of course, in all the ways that really matter, Christmas on Mars would be no different to Christmas on Earth.”
“What do you mean?”
“Christmas isn’t really about the decorations or the gifts, so it really doesn’t matter much where you celebrate as long as you’re able to celebrate with the people you love. When it comes to Christmas it’s not where you are but who you’re with that’s important.”
“But, a lot of the people in the Mars colony must have family back home on Earth too. They must get a bit sad they can’t all be together.”
“That’s no different to families on Earth with borders or continents or oceans between them. There are ways of bridging the distance, even if it’s just for a few minutes to share the joys of the day.”
“Yeah. I see what you mean.” Alan gave a small sigh, his posture deflating slightly.
John kept silent, waiting for his little brother to work through whatever thought process was going on behind the pensive expression. He didn’t have to wait long for Alan’s mood to lift again, with an accompanying straightening of his spine.
“John,” he looked across to his brother, the spark back in his blue eyes, “even if we don’t get home in time, I’m glad I get to be with you for Christmas.”
“Me too, Alan.”
The conversation ended there and thoughts turned to who would be the first to get some sleep before the expected intercept time with the stricken supply ship. Similarly, back on Tracy Island the occupants were nestled all snug in their beds . . . well, all except Scott who told himself he was only up this late to cover monitoring duty while John was unavailable. Eos’ persistent nagging reminders to sleep while things were quiet finally had him giving in and heading to his own bed shortly after three in the morning.
Book asks: 2. top 5 books of all time? 20. what are things you look for in a book? and 15. recommend and review a book. Please and thank you!
@bug-crimes, @burning-moths and @hadronkaleidoscope also asked for 2 and/or 15!
2) Top 5 books of all time?
This is a tough question and I'll definitely be cheating and encompassing series into this at times, but, in no particular order because picking five was hard enough in the first place...
JRR Tolkien's The Lord of the Rings. Leaving this trilogy out feels like blasphemy so of course I have to mention it!
David Clement-Davis' Fell. This is actually a sequel to The Sight, but while I enjoyed that as well, Fell completely blew me out of the water!
Stephen Lawhead's Dragon King Trilogy. Lawhead has written a lot of very good books, but this was the first of his that I discovered, and it remains my favourite (if only pipping The Song of Albion by a slender margin!)
Frank Peretti's This Present Darkness. The sequel, This Present Darkness, isn't quite as good but the original book is incredibly complex and I greatly enjoy reading and re-reading it.
Paul Stewart and Chris Riddle's The Edge Chronicles. A childhood favourite of mine that I keep hopping back to again and again; particular shout-out to Midnight over Sanctaphrax in the Twig trilogy and The Last of the Sky Pirates in the Rook trilogy.
15) Recommend and review a book
I mean, you can consider any of the above as recommended because they're all fantastic, but for choosing something a little different I'm going to go with Dragon Orb by Mark Robson. Yes, I am once again cheating and going for an entire series here, but this series seems to be criminally under-recognised and if you love dragons and dragon riders it's fantastic. Reviewing this when I don't have it to hand and haven't read it in a few years is tough but I'll give it a go and review the first book in the quartet, Firestorm.
This series focuses on four teenagers, who in a world where dragons and humans co-exist, discover that they are bonded with a dragon. We are introduced to the world through the eyes of Elian, whose first meeting with his bonded dragon, Aurora, is filled with misunderstandings and showcases both the rarity of dragon riders within the universe and the honour associated with becoming one. Soon after, we meet Kira and her bonded dragon, Longfang, at which point we are introduced to the darker side of the universe - the existence of dragonhunters, whose aim is to kill and sell dragon parts for money. The introduction of the third teen, Nolita, really starts to accelerate the plot when the name of her bonded dragon - who she is rejecting out of fear - is revealed to be Firestorm, the titular character for the book. We are only briefly introduced to Pell, the fourth teen, and his bonded dragon Whispering Shadow, but it's enough to set them up for the second book (named Shadow and clearly based primarily on this pair). The general arc of this first book is based on bravery, specifically Nolita's as she faces her fear of her own bonded dragon in order to complete the first in a series of quests the group must face to save the Oracle, the being that gives all bonded pairs their reason for existing.
There are some serious oversights in the editing stages of both this book and the series as a whole, it must be said, but the premise of the story is engaging and absorbing, the themes within the books run deeply and have meaning beyond a superficial plot device, and the characters are all well-developed and easy to like. If you like dragons and dragon riders, this really is worth a read!
20) What are things you look for in a book?
An engaging narrator or main character. If I'm not getting on with the narration, I'm not going to bother reading it no matter how good the premise is.
An interesting premise - if it’s something that’s been done to death in my opinion and I’m sick of it, I won’t bother with it (if it’s a trope I love and am not yet sick of, that’s another story!)
Also solid world-building, especially in fantasy worlds. I prefer fantasy anyway, and things like Rick Riordan’s or Cassandra Claire's works which mingle modern day with an overlay of fantasy in particular have to be done right, but when they are done right, they're great!
Hey! Sicktember ask . . . 4 Headache/Migraine. I kinda want to give brains a migraine! But if you'd rather do one of the boys, judging by my main migraine triggers being stress and lack of sleep, I would throw this one in Scott's direction!
Out Of Action
Fandom: Thunderbirds
Rating: Gen
Genre: Friendship/Hurt/Comfort
Characters: Scott, MAX, Brains
Brains wasn't in the lab... or the hangars... or even the den. Nor was MAX. Where were they? @sicktember prompt 4: Headache/Migraine
Oh, you tempted me with Scott. You really did. But I barely ever write Brains so that felt like a fun challenge to play with - and it was, once I found an angle of attack to use!
Sicktember 2021 Prompts - Somehow we’re most of the way through the month and I still have one or two in my inbox. I’ve added a list of what’s been done already and what’s sitting as a not-yet written request to the original prompt post if anyone wants to pick any of the remaining prompts, and yes, the alt. prompts are also fair game!
Brains hadn’t been seen for several hours. That in itself wasn’t particularly unusual – Scott had gone actual days without seeing the man when he really got going in the lab and refused to surface for anything. That was MAX or Virgil’s domain at that point; Scott didn’t understand the jargon Brains spouted, and never seemed to be able to get him to take a break.
Even the fact that he was supposed to be in Thunderbird One’s hangar to discuss upgrades to her engines with him didn’t necessarily mean anything. Brains lived outside of the timestream more than he did in it, and couldn’t be counted on to remember mundane things like what time it was.
No, the concern was that when Scott traipsed down to his lab to gently poke him about said upgrade discussion – a common enough occurrence that prompted nothing but fondness at this point, exasperation banished years ago when it became clear it was just another one of the engineer’s quirks – Brains wasn’t there.
Holographic displays overlapped dizzyingly, numbers and equations far beyond Scott’s comprehension permeating the air, and there were several coffee mugs in varying stages of emptiness laying about the cluttered workspaces, but no engineer.
No MAX, either.
“Hello?” he called, just in case one of them was just out of his eyeline. Brains’ lab was a no-touch area, a lesson Scott had learnt the hard way as a teenager, poking around curiously at plans for what would eventually become the TV-21 and accidentally erasing a bunch of calculations.
Brains had been too timid to tell him off, new to the Tracys and more acquaintance than family back then, but it was the worst scolding Scott ever remembered getting from Dad.
He’d never touched anything in Brains’ labs since, Dad’s rebukes ringing in his ears whenever he so much as got close to a hologram.
There was no answer to his call and he carefully picked his way into the room, avoiding contact with anything Brains might have been working on just in case Brains was out of sight and deep enough in whatever he was doing to not hear him.
Still no sign of him. Cold coffee showed that there had been no recent check-ups by Grandma or Kayo bearing fresh nourishment for at least an hour, which meant he could have left the lab at any point. Scott had checked all the hangars first, and neither Brains nor MAX had been visible in any of those, and likewise there had been no sign of the duo in the den for the past several hours – which Scott knew because he’d been stuck at the desk doing paperwork the entire time.
Not in the hangars, not in the lab, and apparently not in the house, either. That was unusual enough just for Brains, let alone MAX as well. Scott frowned as he padded out of the room again, letting the door fall closed behind him. At this point it was more than just wanting the update about Thunderbird One’s engine upgrade – Brains was as predictable as they came, and could always be reliably found in one of those places. The fact that he was not was concerning.
The logical thing would probably be to call him directly, or get John to track his location, but before resorting to that, Scott had one more place to try, as unlikely as it seemed.
Even Brains had to sleep sometimes, and although he’d been known to more often than not crash in the lab or hangars, he was a member of the family and therefore did have his own bedroom. Located down near the lab at his own request, rather than up with the rest of them on the top two floors of the villa, it was used less frequently than it should be.
A half-jog down the hallway and up the single flight of stairs found him outside a plain door decorated only with a caricature of MAX waving. Scott remembered Virgil painting that – the little robot had been all too pleased to pose, although he’d been terrible at staying still long enough.
The door was closed, as always, and Scott stepped up to it, reaching out and knocking on the wood. “Brains?” he called. “Are you in there?”
If he wasn’t, then he really would need to go the technological route.
The door nudged open, slowly and much like Scott remembered doing himself as a kid when he didn’t want to disturb a sleeping-in John – or get caught by a parent – which was more than enough information to tell him who was opening it.
MAX’s bulk meant that he had to push the door all the way open before he could exit, no matter how quietly he did it, which gave Scott plenty of time to see into the room. Well, what could be seen.
The lights were all off, and it seemed like blackout blinds had been deployed as well, because the rest of the villa was well-lit, and while Scott very rarely had cause to go near Brains’ bedroom, he knew it got more natural light than was currently spilling across the floor and illuminating the occupied bed.
There were no defining features visible; a raised lump completely concealed by a blanket, and what looked like a pillow thrown over the head as well, indicated that someone was laying there, but in the poor lighting Scott could do little more than assume it was Brains.
MAX shut the door again before he could note anything else, but that was more than enough information to put the facts together into a coherent conclusion. The robot’s quiet chirp and flailing of one grabber-hand near what functioned as his head was unnecessary confirmation.
Scott had had his own share of migraines over the years. They were ruthless things that hit without much warning and certainly no regard for anything else he needed to be doing right then – worst of all had been one that had hit him on the way home from a rescue, where Thunderbird Five had had to save him from crashing. Thankfully, there had not yet been a repeat occurrence of that, but he’d been laid low by them a few times while at the desk as well.
He wasn’t the only one, either. John had been plagued with them reasonably frequently when they were younger, although being in space, of all things, seemed to have rescued him from that, and more than once Scott had had to tuck in Virgil with painkillers and blackout blinds engaged when the world got too much. Gordon and Alan had, to his knowledge, so far escaped.
It really wasn’t surprising to find that Brains was also a victim of migraines, although Scott felt a flash of guilt that he hadn’t known that before – how many times when Brains had vanished into what he had assumed was work in the lab had he actually spent the time in his room, trying to sleep off a mental assault?
As if reading his thoughts, MAX chirped again lightly, and produced a familiar box of medication briefly before swallowing it back up into his storage. It was a clear reminder that Brains wasn’t alone, and Scott gently patted his shell.
“Thanks for looking after him,” he murmured, and got a whistle in response. Scott couldn’t translate MAX’s communications like Brains could, or even John, but he was pretty sure that was an of course!
Still, robot nanny or not, Scott couldn’t in good conscious just walk away and leave Brains without doing something to help. MAX had medication under control, and he wasn’t going to mess with that, but from his brief look into the room, he hadn’t seen any water in reach.
“I’ll be back in a minute,” he told the robot, who chirped at him in what he assumed was some form of acknowledgement, before jogging to the kitchen and praying it was empty. He didn’t need to be waylaid by a sibling – or worse, Grandma – on the errand, otherwise he’d have to explain himself (or dodge taste-testing requests).
His luck held, although that meant his family were scattered who-knew-where across the island, because barring John they were all supposedly home and he hadn’t seen any of them in some time, and a couple of minutes later he was back outside Brains’ door, glass of fresh water in hand.
MAX had vanished, presumably back inside the room, and Scott tapped lightly twice to alert him – and Brains, if Brains was awake and aware of anything except the migraine – before opening the door. Unlike the robot, Scott didn’t need the door to open fully to enter, and slipped through as soon as the crack widened enough to take him sidling sideways.
The lump on the bed hadn’t moved at all, and the room was still dark enough that Scott picked his way across the floor carefully. Brains tended to keep the clutter to the labs, but that didn’t guarantee there was nothing laying in wait on his bedroom floor and Scott had no intentions of tripping over and disturbing him. MAX scurried along in front of him, appearing from somewhere off to one side to lead the way to the table, and Scott obligingly followed the route he took. If a robot on wheels could get through, there was nothing for him to catch his foot on, after all.
Familiar chunky blue frames sat on the bedside table, one arm folded and the other still extended as though they’d been discarded in a hurry. Scott placed the water down beside them before folding the other arm in as well and leaving them neatly beside the glass, in easy reach of the bed. Standing right next to him, it was easier to see that Brains had, in fact, pulled the pillow over his head, one arm slung over it in order to keep it pinned. The blanket was neatly tucked around him in contrast to the haphazard placement of the glasses, and Scott could only assume that was MAX’s doing.
Were it one of his brothers, he would have coaxed the pillow away and found something else to help block out the light, but if MAX hadn’t already done that, there was no doubt a reason. Scott did lean over to check that Brains wasn’t suffocating himself, and was relieved to see that his head was turned ever so slightly to the side, leaving his mouth clear from both sheets and pillow. Reassured, and also aware that there was nothing else he could do for Brains except leave him to rest, he patted MAX on the shell again and picked his way back through the gloom of the room to the doorway. The robot followed him.
“Look after him,” Scott instructed, quietly, as though MAX needed the order. “Come get me if he needs anything.”
Another series of chirps and whistles implied that MAX considered himself perfectly capable of looking after Brains alone, and Scott was guiltily aware that he’d likely done exactly that on multiple occasions in the past.
“I know, I know,” he sighed, patting the shell again. “Thank you for staying with him.”
With one last chirp, MAX shut the door, leaving Scott back out alone in the hallway and feeling a little like he’d just been kicked out.
Thunderbird One clearly wasn’t getting her engine upgrades today, and with MAX playing nurse and guard, Scott wasn’t going to be able to spend any meaningful time with the engineer, either.
There was, however, always more paperwork to do.
With a quiet groan, and a muttered feel better soon directed at the shut door, Scott turned away and made the trudge back to the desk, where other responsibilities beckoned insistently.
He also needed to work out where the rest of his family had slunk off to. It was never innocent when the villa was so apparently-deserted, and Scott half expected a headache of his own to spring into life just thinking about the chaos that was likely brewing. It wouldn’t be the first time.
Hey fam, This is mine and the amazing @katblu42′s contribution to the @tagminibang. Katblu42 wrote the story, of which I love so much, and i made a couple of doodles to go with it.
We both worked really hard on it, hope you enjoy.
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Deep Water
The summer is drawing to an end when an almost-twelve-year-old Virgil is lumped with looking after little bro Gordon for the day. When a simple walk in the woods becomes more than they bargained for, the pair must work together to overcome their fears.
Written by @katblu42
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“Hey, Virgil. Whatcha doin’?” Gordon bounced down the stairs and watched his brother carefully pack his brand-new artist’s set of watercolour pencils, mini easel, and sketchbook into his backpack, using one of his hoodies for padding.
“I’m gonna go out on the top track and try out my new pencils. It’s gonna be a really nice day for practicing landscapes. I want to try and capture the way the light filters through the trees and . . .”
As Virgil excitedly rambled on about all the things he wanted to draw, Lucy emerged from the kitchen with a lunchbox packed with sandwiches and snacks and two water bottles for Virgil to add to his bag. She ignored the eye-rolling from the younger boy, who obviously didn’t share the enthusiasm for artistic inspiration. Placing a hand on Virgil’s shoulder as she handed him the last of the supplies, Lucy smiled.
“Sounds like the two of you are going to see all kinds of wonders today,” she said. Virgil opened his mouth to question, but she didn’t give him a chance to speak. “You’re going to take your brother with you.”
“But . . .” was all Virgil managed to squeak out, while Gordon sported a look of surprised incredulity.
“It will do you both the world of good to spend some time together, just the two of you.”
Lucy knew these two didn’t always get along, mostly due to Gordon’s talent for finding exactly the right buttons to push to try Virgil’s patience. In fact, Gordon did that with everyone, but it somehow affected Virgil the most potently. Lucy, Jeff, and the other boys had little tolerance for Gordon’s annoying antics, but the fact that Virgil usually had an abundance of patience was exactly why Gordon got under his skin so much. With Virgil, Gordon would keep on pushing, keep needling, insistently nagging until that patience wore thin and caused Virgil to react in frustration. As a result, Lucy had noticed Virgil tending to avoid spending too much time with Gordon.
But today she needed to pair them up together. Grandma would be by any minute to pick up Scott, as she was helping him log extra flying hours towards his pilot license while Jeff was away for work. John had already left for the library where they had been running a special summer program in the AV centre focussing on early space exploration because today was the last day he’d be able to see it.
“Aw, Mom!” Virgil whined. “If he comes, I won’t get any drawing done.”
“Yeah, Mom,” Gordon joined in, wrinkling his nose, “can’t I stay with you?”
“Nope!” Lucy ruffled Gordon’s unruly blond locks. “I have errands to run today.”
Gordon groaned. He hated being dragged all over town when his mom was running errands, mostly because the entire day was usually spent listening to her tell him he couldn’t run off too far or do anything fun – getting up to mischief, she called it.
Lucy knew her day would be difficult enough with a toddler in tow without adding a hyperactive six-and-a-half-year-old to the mix. For a moment, she felt for Virgil. In a way, he had a point. He’d have to keep Gordon occupied, which would take his focus away from his artistic endeavours, but she had faith that the two of them would find a way to make it work.
She stood between the two boys and, with a hand on a shoulder of each, pulled them into a hug. “You two go out and have fun.” She placed a kiss on first Virgil’s and then Gordon’s forehead. “Be good, look after each other, and don’t get into any trouble!”
She ushered them through the door and watched them head out, turning back to wave goodbye to her from the front gate before continuing westward towards the top track. She would always worry about her boys out there on their own, but they all knew the rules and had repeatedly been warned of the various dangers contained within their little patch of wilderness. Virgil was not inclined to be reckless or break the rules, but the lure of an interesting view could distract him at times. Looking after a younger brother would help keep his attention more focused. It was one of Lucy’s secret weapons. Pairing a big brother with a little one always seemed to make the big brother more inclined to obey the rules and watch for dangers.
The two boys made quick progress across the open paddock towards the trees, Virgil striding out confidently, Gordon occasionally having to run for a few steps to catch up. Once they reached the track that wound its way through the trees, the pace began to slow. Virgil’s gaze wandered as he walked, noticing in great detail the colours of the foliage and tree bark, the stark contrasts formed by shafts of sunlight filtering between the trees and highlighting this branch or those leaves. He would hear the cry of a bird and look up, searching the treetops to see if he could catch sight of the culprit. Despite the distractions, however, Virgil didn’t stop walking. He had a destination in mind, and he was keen to get there so he could start drawing.
Gordon found distractions of his own along the track. He’d hear skittering noises in the dirt and leaf litter beside the track and stop to see if he could spot the creature that had scuttled away. He found spiderwebs woven between the trees and bushes, and noted with interest whether or not the spider was home and if they’d caught anything. He, too, would search the trees and sky for birds that called out their various songs. Unlike Virgil, Gordon stopped often and would have to run to catch up to his bigger brother, usually after Virgil called out to him to hurry up.
After falling behind for the fourth time, Gordon decided to run ahead along the track a bit. That way Virgil would have to catch up to him! He stopped short when he came to the fork in the track. An idea struck him, and he jogged back to his brother.
“Hey, Virgil?” He had a glint in his eye that the older boy knew well enough to be worried about. “We should go down to the lake!”
“No.”
“Oh, come on! Why not?” His voice was verging on whiny and his expression close to a pout.
“We’re not supposed to go to the lake on our own, it’s –”
“We’re not on our own, we have each other!” Gordon didn’t want to give Virgil a chance to argue or talk about possible dangers. “We’re not gonna do anything dangerous or anything. It’s nice by the lake. Besides, you said your pencils were watercolours. Shouldn’t you draw something with water?”
“That’s not . . . Uugghh!” Virgil sighed, rolled his eyes, and rubbed a hand through his hair. He knew steering this particular brother away from water was going to be a hard sell, and if he was honest with himself, his little brother was right about the lake being a good place to draw. It would give him an opportunity to practice drawing reflections, which was something he’d been wanting to experiment with. And the view across the lake was pretty spectacular. But swimming in the lake could be dangerous. If they went to the lake, Virgil knew his entire day would be spent watching Gordon in the water.
Gordon studied the expression on his brother’s face for some sign of what he was thinking. He had that look of intense concentration he used when he was figuring out how to fix something.
Virgil slowed to a stop and looked down at Gordon. “If we go to the lake –” As Virgil spoke, Gordon’s face broke out in a wide gap-toothed grin as he sensed he had won. “I said if! If we go to the lake, you have to promise me you won’t go for a swim. I came here to draw, not play lifeguard.”
“Aww! Virge, it’s summer! It’s a great day for a swim.” His smile was gone, and he now had to trot alongside his brother as Virgil began walking again, setting a brisk pace. He was going to have to fight hard to get his way. “Pleeeeease!” No reaction. “What if I promise not to go in any deeper than up to here?” He indicated his waist.
Virgil’s eyebrows drew down into somewhat of a scowl, but he slowed his walking pace again. “You have to stay dry above the knees,” he said.
“Yes! Okay, I can do that.” Gordon’s big, infectious grin was back, and he literally bounced with happiness and excitement at his victory. “I promise I won’t go in past my knees, and I’ll be good so you can just do your drawings.”
Virgil tried to keep his expression serious, but his little brother’s glee was so irresistible he couldn’t stop the smile that tugged at the corners of his mouth. Pretty soon he was grinning too, and they headed down the left fork in the track towards the lake.
As they descended the narrow trail, weaving between trees and larger rocks, the hard-packed dirt underfoot gradually giving way to sandy soil, Gordon’s excitement was barely containable. He ran ahead down the track, calling to Virgil to hurry, ran back to his brother urging him to walk quicker, tugging at his hand, gave up, and ran ahead again before he could even see Virgil roll his eyes. The whole process was then repeated. Twice.
Soon enough the trees lining the track thinned out, allowing glimpses of dark blue water. The track curved, and suddenly they emerged from the trees onto an expanse of silty sand with the lake spread out before them, rippling and glistening in the sunlight. The dark greens of the trees on the far side of the lake separated dark blue water from pale blue sky on the horizon.
Gordon ran straight to the water’s edge, while Virgil took a moment to take in the entire scene. The lake itself didn’t cover a particularly large area, but it was very deep in places. Virgil estimated that it was more than half a mile from side to side, north to south, and possibly as far as three hundred metres to the trees on the other side from where Gordon now stood. The hills to the north funnelled water down into the lake via a network of creeks and streams. The surface of the lake looked relatively calm, but it hid unpredictable undercurrents as the water worked its way to the small stream that trickled away from the natural dam at the lake’s southern tip. There were a few tiny islands dotted throughout the lake, most of them closer to the far side, some large enough to have trees growing on them, others no more than large rocks with their tops protruding from the water.
A short walk along the water’s edge northward took Virgil past a small wooden pier with a little dinghy tied to it, gently rocking and bumping with the lazy motion of the water. Beyond that, the flat sand gave way to a series of rocky, sloped banks. Picking his way up over some of the lower rocks, Virgil climbed up onto a large, relatively flat boulder that afforded him a good view and room to set out all his materials. He could see the beach (as Gordon called it) and his brother discarding his shoes and socks so he could explore the shallows and the little boat attached to the pier, with the water stretching away before him.
Once he had carefully unpacked his easel and sketchbook and placed his pencils beside him within easy reach, Virgil began to sketch out some rough outlines. It wasn’t long before Gordon popped his head up over the edge of Virgil’s rock platform.
“Is that all you’ve done so far?” he asked with curious disbelief. “You should use more colours.”
“Gordon.” Virgil’s tone was a warning.
“Okay, okay,” Gordon said, raising his hands, palms outwards. “I just wondered if it’s lunchtime yet. I’m hungry.”
Virgil resisted the urge to roll his eyes as he looked at his younger brother, searching for any signs of mischief and finding none. He realised Gordon was probably right, it was time for lunch. Virgil had been too caught up in what he was doing to notice how long it had been since they’d eaten breakfast.
“All right, let’s see what Mom packed for us to eat.” He dug the lunchbox and water bottles out of his backpack while Gordon climbed up onto the rock and sat cross-legged beside him.
Neither boy was surprised to find their mom had provided each of them with their favourite sandwich toppings, and they ate hungrily. Gordon would have polished off all the snacks too, but Virgil prudently suggested they should save those for later. They washed the sandwiches down with a hearty helping of water, making sure to save some of that too. When their little picnic was done, Gordon started to scamper back down over the rocks.
“You can go back to drawing now,” he delivered a parting shot with that cheeky grin, “I’m gonna go see if I can find any fish.”
“Stay out of the water,” Virgil warned. “You just ate.”
“Ugh! I’m not stupid, Virgil! And besides, I’m only going in up to my knees, remember!”
“I remember. I’ve just gotta make sure you do!” Virgil watched as Gordon started to clamber down the rocks. “Stay where I can see you!” he called after him. “And be careful! The rocks can get slippery.”
“I’ll be fine!” Gordon yelled back, and added under his breath, “Spoilsport.”
“I heard that!”
Virgil didn’t see Gordon poke his tongue out before he ran off along the sand to go and get his feet wet again. He stood in the shallow water, running his hands over the slimy reeds looking for little fish. He spent some time digging his toes into the sand to see what little creatures came darting out into the water as it clouded around his feet. Virgil’s focus was split between the landscape that was rapidly developing on the paper and keeping tabs on Gordon. Every little, excited exclamation had Virgil looking along the beach, wondering what his brother had found. But his attention was inevitably pulled back to his watercolour sketch.
Coming out of the water for a while, Gordon picked his way along the sand, gathering a pocketful of stones before finding a spot to stand and skip them across the surface of the lake. He was pretty proud of the one he managed to get to skip eight times before it sank. The clicky slap of the first skipped stone had Virgil’s head turning to watch, making sure his brother was still keeping out of trouble. He wondered who had taught Gordon to skip stones and fondly remembered Scott showing him how it was done. Gordon was actually pretty good at it, and he kept at it for quite a while.
After that, Gordon wandered closer to the trees looking for beetles and interesting insects. He even took one or two of them over to show Virgil. He did the same with some of the smooth pebbles he’d found, especially the ones that had pretty colours or unusual patterns. Virgil liked those ones, he could tell. And every time he returned to Virgil up on his rock, while he munched on a snack or took a drink of water, he took a peek at what his brother was drawing. There was one main drawing of the view across the lake that was more and more detailed every time Gordon saw it, but there were some other smaller sketches too. Gordon wasn’t sure if they were like little practice drawings for things that Virgil wanted to add to the main one or if they were something else. It looked like some of those extra sketches included him, some were of the treasures he’d brought to show his brother, and some he couldn’t quite decipher yet.
The afternoon sun beat down on them, too high in the sky for any shadows long enough to provide decent shade. Virgil barely noticed, but Gordon felt the heat. He had climbed back down from Virgil’s perch and was now sitting on the end of the little boat dock dangling his feet in the water. He kicked his feet, splashing and watching new ripples form. The water was pleasantly cool against his legs, but his head and shoulders yearned for that same refreshing feeling. He looked out across the lake, longing to jump in and immerse himself in liquid heaven. He was regretting his promise.
“Gordon,” Virgil called down to him, “stop splashing around so much. I don’t want you falling in.”
In response, Gordon just sighed. A gull squawked nearby, and he watched it wing its way to a large rock protruding from the water, joining other gulls and ibises sunning themselves. It was the closest island to where he sat, and it didn’t look too far to swim to. It was so hot. It would just be a quick swim.
“Hey, Virgil,” Gordon called out, twisting his body around to look up at his brother, “how far do you think it is to that big rock out there?”
Virgil took a moment to stand up and stretch muscles that he hadn’t really moved in nearly two hours. He looked where Gordon pointed and couldn’t help doing a rough calculation in his head to estimate the distance, but he knew where this question was leading.
“Too far,” he answered. “You’re not going to swim to it. No deeper than your knees, remember?”
“But, Virge . . .”
“No, Gordon! It’s dangerous. We don’t swim out that far when Mom and Dad bring us down here, I’m not letting you go out there alone.”
“But I’m a good swimmer, and the water’s really flat and calm, and it’s so hot . . .”
“I said no!” Virgil was almost shouting now. Why wasn’t Gordon listening to him? Couldn’t he see how bad an idea this was? “It’s gotta be at least eighty metres out to that rock, and you can’t see the currents at work under the surface or the reeds or the cold spots or how deep it is. It’s not like swimming in the pool in town.”
“Eighty metres is easy! I already have my two-hundred-meter freestyle achievement certificate. I’ll be out there and back in no time.” As he spoke, Gordon started removing his T-shirt.
“Gordon, don’t!” Virgil’s heart was hammering at his rib cage like it was trying to break free, and he started making his way down the rocks towards the boat dock, knowing he wasn’t going to be quick enough.
“Bet I’ll do it in the fastest time ever. Time me, Virgil.” And with a flash of a wicked grin, he turned and dived into the water.
Virgil ran across the sand and onto the wooden dock, heart still pounding fit to burst as Gordon swam away. All he could do was stand there and watch. As scared as he was, he couldn’t help being a little bit in awe of his little brother. Even though he was little, he was a good swimmer. From his very first swimming lesson two years ago, he had been very much at home in the water. He learned fast and seemed to have the knack of skimming the surface of the water when he swam – unlike Virgil, who always felt like he was fighting the water, trying to stop it from pulling him down. He didn’t mind admitting that Gordon was a better swimmer than he was, but the little fish had no experience with open water – or getting out of trouble on his own.
It wasn’t long before Gordon was halfway to the rock island, and everything seemed to be going fine. Virgil even managed to start to relax a bit. It seemed like he was going to make it out there just fine. His pace had slowed a little, but that was to be expected. Then suddenly something wasn’t right.
Gordon had slowed right down, almost to a complete stop, his legs no longer breaking the surface with his kicks. He rolled onto his back and made a couple of awkward backstrokes, then he went under. Just for a millisecond. But it was enough to have Virgil scrambling to get into the dinghy. Gordon tried to shout, but the effort seemed to cause his head to bob under again.
Virgil rowed as fast as he could, his head twisted to look over his shoulder, not wanting to take his eyes off his little brother, praying each time he went under that he’d see blond hair break the surface again. Swear words repeated over and over like a mantra with every stroke of the oars. Strong, long strokes propelled the little wooden boat through the water. He fought back panic. He would get there in time. He had to get there in time. He had to save his brother.
Gordon seemed to be losing the battle to stay afloat, arms flailing, panicking, bobbing and spluttering. He knew Virgil was trying to get to him, and he was desperate to keep his head above water until he got there, but kicking was difficult and painful. His left leg was not obeying. He’d never experienced a cramp like this before.
Virgil finally reached the spot where Gordon had just gone under again. Leaning over the side of the boat, mindful of leaning too far and capsizing, he grabbed a flailing arm with one hand and reached the other into the water to grab a handful of blond hair. He ignored the shock of the cold mere inches below the surface and hauled his brother up far enough for him to gasp for air. He adjusted his grip and dragged Gordon into the boat, where he lay coughing and spluttering, shivering and absolutely terrified. Virgil sat, boat rocking beneath them, breathing hard and equally terrified, watching his brother, grateful for the coughing because at least he knew he was still breathing.
“You okay?” Virgil panted out once the coughing had died down a little.
“Cramp!” Gordon gasped out in reply, indicating his left leg.
“Calf muscle? Here?” Virgil was kneeling with Gordon’s left foot resting on his thigh, fingers gently kneading into his calf. Gordon responded with a nod and a little groan of pain.
Virgil spent a few minutes massaging the cramped muscle. He wasn’t sure if Gordon’s tears were from the pain in his leg or fear or relief, but he suddenly felt like he’d do anything to stop them. All he could offer were words of reassurance. Words that comforted both of them.
“It’s okay, Gords. You’re okay. You’re safe now.”
Virgil’s fingers worked methodically, gently, gradually relaxing the muscle, relieving Gordon’s agony, and calming both of them down in the process. Gordon was soon wriggling his leg free of Virgil’s grasp to sit up on the floor of the little rowboat. He pulled his knees up to his chest, wrapping his arms around his legs, still shivering.
“Hold on, Gordon.” Virgil shifted himself back onto the seat and took up the oars. “Let’s get you back to shore and then we can warm you up.”
Rowing back to the wooden dock seemed to take so much longer than it had to row out into the lake. Virgil wasn’t sure if this was because there were currents working against him or if he was just a great deal more tired now. Or maybe it was the lack of terrifying urgency driving his actions on the return trip. Either way, he was grateful to make it safely to the dock and get the boat secured. Gordon was adamant he could get out of the boat on his own, but Virgil’s assistance was accepted readily when he found himself unsteady on his feet.
Virgil retrieved the T-shirt Gordon had so hastily tossed aside earlier and draped it over his little brother’s back. It didn’t take much convincing for Gordon to remain sitting on the dock in the same knees-huddled-to-chest position he’d adopted in the boat while Virgil raced up to his rock platform to retrieve all his gear. He also made a quick dash across the sand to find Gordon’s discarded shoes before returning. He didn’t like how quiet and still the normally boisterous boy was. The paleness of his skin and the fact he was still shivering – or perhaps trembling – worried him even more. The now damp T-shirt had been pulled on over his head but offered little in the way of warmth.
“Hey, Gordon. Arms up,” Virgil instructed, holding his own hoodie ready to slip over the blond head.
Gordon did as he was told without comment or complaint, seeming to Virgil a little like some sort of robotic puppet. The hoodie was way too big, but it was soft and thick and most importantly dry. With head and arms now inserted into their correct holes, Virgil knelt in front of Gordon and pulled the hoodie down over his entire tucked-up body. Not even his feet protruded from beneath the hem. He then wrapped his arms around the whole bundle of little brother and rubbed vigorously to generate some heat.
“Virgil?” Glossy brown eyes peeked out from beneath the sweater’s hood. The voice was quiet and had a quality to it that felt somehow small and uncertain. “I’m sorry.”
The look in his brother’s eyes, more than the words, stung Virgil somewhere deep inside. “What?” Virgil answered. “What for?”
“I didn’t listen. You told me not to and I . . .”
“That doesn’t matter now.” Virgil’s arms tightened ever so slightly around him, and Gordon rested his head against his big brother’s shoulder. “All I care about right now is making sure you’re okay.”
For a moment, the two boys stayed locked in the embrace, Gordon letting the feeling of safety envelop him, Virgil feeling the rise and fall of Gordon’s chest with every breath. He was relieved to find his brother relaxing into an even, steady pattern of deep breaths. There was no sign of any wheezing, and the coughs and splutters seemed long gone.
“Come on. Let’s get you home,” Virgil said softly, giving Gordon’s back one final rub before releasing the hug.
He slipped his backpack straps over his shoulders, held his hands out for Gordon to take so he could help him onto his feet, then lifted him up into a reverse piggyback hold. Gordon’s arms looped around his neck, and his legs wrapped around his waist without hesitation or protest, and Virgil set off for home at a slow but steady pace.
The gentle but constant incline of the path back to the top track gave Virgil quite a workout with the additional weight he carried, but he took it in his stride. Gordon remained so still and quiet, hooded head resting against his left shoulder, Virgil thought he might have fallen asleep. He tried not to jostle his bundle of brother too much as he picked his way up the hill.
When he reached the relative flat ground where the lake path rejoined the top track, Virgil took a moment to catch his breath, and Gordon stirred.
“Hey, Virgil?” he said quietly. “When we get home . . . we don’t have to tell anyone what happened, do we?”
“Gordon, we have to tell Mom. You nearly drowned!”
Gordon caught his brother’s gaze and for the first time saw there was fear in those deep brown eyes. It made something in his insides feel fluttery.
“But I’m okay,” he pleaded. “You saved me.”
“I pulled you out of the water, but . . .” Virgil wasn’t sure how to finish that sentence and sighed. “If you got any water in your lungs, that would be bad. I’m not sure exactly how it works, but sometimes it can make a person have trouble breathing hours after they’ve been rescued from drowning.”
“Oh.” The initial response was almost whispered, then Gordon’s features and tone brightened. “But –”
“Did you swallow any water?” Virgil cut him off. “Because the water in the lake could make you sick if you did.”
Gordon’s brow creased. “No. I don’t think so. Maybe?”
Virgil sighed once more, then began walking again. “I don’t want to scare you, Gords, but what happened out there was a big deal.”
“I know,” Gordon whimpered, and held on to Virgil a little tighter. “But I’m not scared now. I’m safe. I was afraid. In the water, when I thought . . . when I couldn’t . . . It was scary, but now I’m not scared because you’re here and you saved me.”
Virgil remained silent.
“Would it be less scary for you if you stay with me until you know I’m not going to get sick or stop breathing?” Gordon whispered. The rhythm of Virgil’s footfalls faltered for a step or two. “I promise I won’t leave your sight until you’re sure I’m okay. Then we don’t have to tell Mom unless I get sick. Okay?”
For a moment, Virgil couldn’t say anything. The lump in his throat was too much of an obstacle. He blinked a few times to clear his swimming vision, huffed out a ragged sigh, and hitched his brother a little higher on his hips.
“Okay, Little Fish. You got a deal. I won’t tell Mom, and you and I stick together like glue for tonight.”
Not long after their deal was struck Virgil’s steady paces brought them out of the trees and into the paddock, with home in sight. It seemed they had beaten Lucy home, as her car wasn’t parked in its usual spot, but John’s bike was neatly leaned on its stand next to the others, and Virgil suspected Scott was already home too.
He was relieved to finally climb the stairs and deposit Gordon gently on his feet on the front porch. Slipping off his backpack and rolling his shoulders to ease tired muscles, Virgil followed his younger brother through the front door and into the kitchen. He might have known Gordon would gravitate towards food. At least this was a good sign – if Gordon was hungry, then he probably wasn’t feeling any ill effects from swallowing lake water.
“Oh, look. It finally happened,” Scott said with a smirk and an elbow to John’s ribs. “One of Virgil’s hoodies grew legs and walked away.”
“Ha-ha,” Gordon replied as he grabbed the jug of juice from the fridge.
“Seriously, Gordon,” John spoke up from his seat at the kitchen table, where he and Scott had been finishing their afternoon snacks, “what’s with the hoodie? It’s gotta be ninety-six degrees outside.”
“He just wanted to prove me wrong,” Virgil chimed in, walking straight to the cupboard and grabbing a couple of glasses. “I told him he would disappear completely inside one of my hoodies.” He noted the suspicious looks but ignored them as he poured juice for himself and Gordon. “How was the space thing at the library?”
As John began eagerly explaining in great detail the highlights of the interactive exhibition, Virgil met Scott’s expression of curiosity with his best nothing-to-see-here shrug. He knew the innocent look he tried to project wouldn’t be enough to prevent Scott from seeing straight through the change of subject. Scott’s sapphire-blue eyes had the ability to cut like diamonds, and right at that moment Virgil felt the full weight of their scrutiny. He tried to give a reassuring smile and turn his attention to John’s increasingly fast-paced account of the space exhibit.
“Actually, that sounds pretty cool,” Gordon said with an air of surprise and a warm smile at the conclusion of John’s animated description. He drained the dregs of his glass of juice and turned to Virgil. “I’m gonna go upstairs and change clothes.”
“I’ll be up in a minute,” Virgil replied.
Gordon left the room at a trot and bounded up the stairs. Scott and John were both back to studying Virgil intently.
“What?”
“Why’s Gordon so attached to you all of a sudden?” Scott asked. “He’s practically asking you for permission to leave the room.”
Virgil’s gaze flicked between the blue and the turquoise, and he resisted the urge to squirm. “I don’t know. I guess we just had kind of a good day.” It was the only thing Virgil could think of to say.
“You two spent the whole day together and you’re not sick of the sight of each other?” It was John’s turn to question the lack of frustrated bickering that would normally have surfaced between them.
Virgil just shrugged, finished his own glass of juice, and picked up his backpack. “I’m gonna go put this stuff away.” He left the room, deliberately not hurrying but desperate to escape from the interrogation he felt was coming.
As soon as he reached the top of the stairs, Gordon’s bedroom door opened. He was wearing his clownfish pyjamas, and Virgil couldn’t help but grin.
“Virgil?” Gordon packed so much uncertainty into just his name Virgil was a little concerned at what might be coming. “Do you think maybe . . . I mean could we, maybe . . . Do you wanna build a blanket fort with me?”
“Actually, I think that’s a pretty great idea.”
When Lucy arrived home, wrangling a grizzly Alan who had missed his afternoon nap, and exhausted from a rather frustrating day full of unnecessary delays at every stop, she found Scott and John in the kitchen getting dinner started. Neither had seen the other two boys in a while, so she settled Alan in the living room with his favourite cartoon and headed upstairs to investigate. She found them in Gordon’s and Alan’s room. At least, she found evidence that this was where they had been for some time. Half of the room was obscured by a complex construction created out of pillows, blankets, and assorted bed linen supported by various pieces of furniture and some rather ingeniously rigged clothesline string.
“Well, look at you two in here together, thick as thieves!” Lucy said as her head emerged from between two blankets that served as the entrance.
“Hi, Mom! We’re building a blanket fort!” Gordon explained excitedly.
Virgil rolled his eyes. “She can see that, doofus.”
“And it is quite an impressive feat of engineering.” She winked and smiled. “What did you boys get up to on your walk today? Lots of exciting adventures, no doubt.”
A look passed between the two.
“Nothing,” Gordon blurted out, just as Virgil spoke.
“Not much.” Virgil added a shrug and a somewhat apologetic expression. “Just . . . boy stuff.”
“Yeah, Mom. Boy stuff,” Gordon repeated emphatically. “We can’t tell you because you’re a girl.”
Lucy’s head tilted slightly, an eyebrow raised, and the corners of her mouth and eyes began a slow upward quirk into a smile. She wondered what they were up to, but she was happy the two of them were getting along well.
“Hmm. Does this boy stuff include any drawings I’m allowed to see?” If they wouldn’t tell her where they’d been, perhaps she could discern something from Virgil’s sketches.
“Can I show you later? Tomorrow maybe?” Virgil squirmed a little under the inquisitive gaze of those soft, honey-coloured eyes. Usually he loved sharing his artworks with Mom. She always praised the bits she thought he’d done well and knew exactly how to suggest little improvements without making it seem like he’d made mistakes. Sometimes it felt like she saw more in his drawings than what he’d put in them.
“Okay,” she said, changing tack. “Are you two coming out of there to join the rest of us for dinner?”
Another look between the brothers. The plot thickening before her eyes.
“Can we come back in here after dinner?” Gordon asked.
“Could we, maybe, both sleep in here for tonight?” Virgil followed up quickly.
Lucy studied the faces of her two brown-eyed boys. These two were not regular partners in shenanigans. There was something going on here that she was not quite sure she understood just yet, but there didn’t seem to be any harm in what they were asking.
“I don’t see why not,” she answered, and was rewarded with two beaming smiles. “Go wash up and you can set the table while I help your brothers finish up in the kitchen.”
Dinner for the most part was about as chaotic as usual. Alan was still irritable and played with more of his food than he ate, making a mess of himself and the table in front of him in the process. Scott and John both gave lengthy answers to their mom’s enquiries about how they had spent the day. There were all the usual arguments over who would get the last helpings of this or that as plates and dishes were rapidly emptied, their contents hungrily devoured. Virgil and Gordon managed to talk about the more innocent parts of their day, clinging to descriptions of what plants were flowering, the types of birds they saw, the spiders and beetles and butterflies, rather than any specific mention of the lake.
As the scrape of knives and forks on plates finally died down, Lucy began clearing serving dishes off the table.
“How about tomorrow we all have a day at the pool?” Standing behind her water-baby as she spoke, she gave his hair a ruffle.
John and Scott were both quick to answer with excited affirmatives, Alan enthusiastically exclaimed “Swim!”, but she didn’t see the panicked look that flashed across Gordon’s face as he looked across the table at Virgil.
“That sounds great, Mom,” was Virgil’s reply as he kept his eyes firmly on Gordon, trying to relay a sense of calm reassurance that he didn’t really feel.
If anyone noticed Gordon’s lack of enthusiasm at the suggestion, no one made mention of it. Perhaps his reaction was lost in the flurry of activity as the table was cleared and Alan was escorted upstairs for his bath. Virgil did notice an odd expression cross Scott’s face as he watched Gordon begin loading dirty cutlery into the dishwasher, but he said nothing before leaving the kitchen. John and Scott had helped cook dinner, so Virgil and Gordon were left to load the dishwasher and tidy the kitchen.
“Gordon?” Virgil caught his little brother’s attention with a gentle flick of a tea towel, and a sullen expression was his reply. “Don’t you want to go to the pool tomorrow?”
Gordon shrugged.
Virgil kept his voice low, not wanting anyone to hear the conversation. “You always get excited about going to the pool. You’ve been begging Mom to take us every day for the entire summer. People will ask questions if you suddenly don’t want to go.”
The look in Gordon’s eyes was a complicated mixture of fear, sadness, and uncertainty that had Virgil once again wanting to do anything he could to take away the pain. He was about to say something more when he heard John’s voice carry through from the living room and thought better of it. The discussion wasn’t over, but it would have to wait. The rest of their kitchen duty was completed in awkward silence.
Chores done, they headed upstairs, back to their blanket fort. They had barely begun to settle into the pile of pillows and cushions when a small hand, followed by a headful of slightly damp blond hair, poked through from beneath a blanket wall. Bright blue eyes sparkled as a giggle escaped through a cheeky grin.
“Peek-a-boo!” Alan exclaimed and wriggled his way into the enclosure.
“Alan!?” Lucy parted the fort’s entrance with her arms so the blankets draped like a stage curtain. As her eyes came to rest on her littlest, a wave of relief was reflected in her fond smile. “Say good night to your brothers and I’ll read you a story.”
Liberal good-night cuddles were dished out to both big brothers before Lucy ushered Alan out so she could bundle him into bed.
“You two – shower or bath, teeth brushing – go!” she instructed.
By the time Virgil and Gordon had washed and brushed and were attired for bed (again in Gordon’s case), Alan was asleep, the bedroom was illuminated only by Alan’s star projecting night light, and their mom was holding her finger up to her lips.
“Shh. Try not to wake your little brother,” she whispered. She gave each of them a hug and a kiss on the forehead. “Don’t stay up all night!”
Virgil and Gordon were soon alone and comfortably secure in their plush fortress. Their flashlights had been propped between pillows and furniture so they provided a soft glow amid the cosy gloom.
“Talk to me, Fish,” Virgil said softly. “You’ve been so quiet since dinner. Are you feeling okay?”
“Yeah, I’m fine.” Gordon’s slumped posture added to Virgil’s impression that his brother looked pretty miserable. “It’s just . . .” A huge sigh escaped his tiny frame.
“You’re worried about tomorrow?” Virgil finished for him.
“Do you think I could tell Mom I have to do some reading for school or something?”
Virgil’s eyes widened and his heart dropped into his stomach. His little brother might not be physically sick or injured, but he was not okay.
“You know that’s not gonna work, Gordon. You’ve been pestering her all summer to take you to the pool. If you suddenly don’t want to go, she’s going to be super suspicious. And nobody will believe that you would ditch the pool in favour of schoolwork. Especially in summer!”
“I know.” Another sigh. A long silence. “It’s just, when Mom said we’d all go to the pool tomorrow I . . . Normally I’d be really excited, but this time I kind of got scared.”
“What are you scared of?” Gordon thought Virgil’s question was a pretty stupid one considering what had happened at the lake, and his scowling glare communicated as much. “I mean, what exactly scares you about going to the pool? Are you afraid you might get into trouble like you did in the lake?” Gordon’s expression turned more quizzical as he considered what Virgil was trying to say. “Because the pool is going to be very different from the lake. The water is clear. You can always see the bottom. The temperature is controlled and kept fairly warm. There’s a lifeguard on duty all the time keeping everyone safe, and we’ll all be there with you. You won’t be on your own, far from shore.”
“I guess.”
“Gordon, you love the water. You always have, even when you were tiny. You’re always happiest when you’re in the water – even if it’s just the bath or splashing in puddles.”
“Not anymore.”
“You have to get back on the horse,” Virgil said absently, almost to himself.
“What? What horse? What does that have to do with the pool?”
“It’s a figure of speech. Something Grandpa says. If you fall off the horse, you’ve gotta get right back on. You can’t let one bad experience make you scared forever, and the sooner you get back up on the horse after falling, the easier it is to ride again.”
Gordon looked uncertain. “So, you’re saying that I have to go to the pool tomorrow and get back in the water or else I might be scared of swimming forever?”
“I’m saying you have to go to the pool tomorrow because swimming makes you happy. You’re good at it, and you can’t let today stop you from doing something that makes you light up like Fourth of July fireworks and grin like the Cheshire Cat.”
There was another long silence. Gordon scooted a little closer to his big brother and rested his head against Virgil’s shoulder. “Will you stay with me tomorrow? At the pool?”
Virgil wriggled his arm under his brother and tugged him closer. “For as long as you need me to,” he affirmed. “We’ll start off in the shallow end. Mess around for a while, just getting wet, splashing about. Pretty soon you’ll be swimming like a fish and I won’t be able to keep up. But I promise I’ll stay close and watch out for you, okay?”
“Okay.” Despite how tired he sounded, there was a brightness to Gordon’s voice that caused a wave of relief to sweep over Virgil.
The day’s exploits had exhausted the two boys. Their little nest was cosy and warm, and the close contact between them helped relax them both as they quickly drifted off to sleep. But Virgil’s usually sound sleep was disturbed by unpleasant dreams. Twice he woke suddenly, heart pounding and breathing hard, certain that something terrible had happened and with an unshakable need to check on Gordon, only to find him safely asleep beside him. He lay awake after each nightmare, watching the even rise and fall of his brother’s chest, noticing every little twitch and murmur made as he slept. He had a feeling it would be a while before he could completely shake these nightmares, but it was comforting to think that Gordon had been spared the same kind of disruption through the night.
***
Morning dawned bright and warm, and despite the duvet cover preventing much sunlight penetrating the sanctuary of the fort, Gordon was awake with the dawn chorus. He tried to let his brother sleep, happy to listen to the soft snores and try not to giggle, but he quickly became impatient. Virgil woke to gentle but insistent poking to the ribs and the repeated whispering of his name. When he peeled his eyes open, he was greeted with brown eyes mere inches in front of his own and a beaming smile.
“We’re going to the pool today, Virgil,” Gordon whispered with a hint of excitement. “You have to get up.”
“Okay, okay,” Virgil managed to somewhat grunt as he sat up, rubbing his eyes. Then he registered the expression on his little brother’s face, the gleam in the eyes and the fact that the smile still hadn’t faltered, and a smile of his own spread from the depths of his heart and across his face.
The mixture of nerves and eagerness thrumming through Gordon all morning was enough to give the rest of the family the impression he was full of barely contained excitement fitting for the day of a visit to the pool. He repeatedly asked when they would be leaving and was repeatedly told they would head out after lunch. He offered to pack everyone’s towels and Alan’s floaties into a bag ready for later, and he fidgeted and bounced his way through to lunchtime.
After lunch, as promised, Lucy piled all the boys into the family car and drove them to the public pool. She paid their admission, and they all tumbled through the turnstile. As usual, Scott, who had never grown out of wanting to go everywhere at top speed, and Gordon raced away to find them a spot on the grass where bags and towels could be unceremoniously dumped before they hit the water. By the time Virgil and John joined them, T-shirts had already been discarded and comments about the fate of the last person into the water were being bandied about. When Lucy was finally able to set down her load of Alan and the bagful of necessities required for their day out, her four oldest boys were already racing towards the Olympic-sized pool. Scott first, John not far behind, and Gordon practically dragging Virgil by the hand.
Lucy kept an eye on her boys happily splashing about with each other in the shallow end of the pool while she got herself and Alan stripped down to their bathing suits and slid Alan’s floaties on over his head and arms. They had started a game of Chicken Fight by the time she slid herself into the water and lifted Alan down into her arms. John, sitting on Scott’s shoulders and Gordon atop Virgil’s, were locked in grappling combat. Scott and John had the advantage of both height and reach, and it was not long before Gordon toppled into the water. A rematch produced the same result in short order, and Gordon exacted revenge by distracting Scott with an underwater pantsing, causing him to break his hold on John, who overbalanced and slid from Scott’s shoulders into the pool. Lucy and Alan laughed along with the others as Scott protested foul play.
Handstand competitions and a game of Freeze Tag followed. Lucy took Alan to the toddler pool where he could splash about more freely, instructing the older boys to behave and try not to bother other pool users too much while she was gone.
Virgil was pleased to see that, just as he’d predicted, Gordon was happily swimming rings around them all as they played. He’d stuck close to Virgil at first, but after the Chicken Fights, he was swimming farther and faster in his efforts to escape being tagged and spending longer underwater with every passing minute. It seemed he had slipped right back into his home environment without any lasting dramas.
As the afternoon shadows grew long, one by one Lucy’s boys returned to their spot on the grass. She and Alan had grown tired of the water first, and Alan had even had a short sleep amongst the pile of towels as they waited for the others to tire themselves out. Scott was first of the older boys to tire of swimming and return to towel off and dress in dry clothes, with John quick to follow. Lucy was a little surprised at how long Virgil lasted in the water until she spotted him sitting on the edge of the pool with just his feet and lower legs in the water watching Gordon as he shot back and forth across the free-play area, dodging strangers. She gave a shrill two-finger whistle. Virgil, recognising the signal, turned his head to look back at her, and she beckoned with her hand to indicate it was time to go. It seemed to take a while to convince Gordon to get out of the pool, but Lucy was not surprised.
The car ride home was a fairly quiet one, the boys having spent a great deal of energy over the course of the afternoon. They brightened at the suggestion of ordering pizza for dinner when they got home, and there was a brief buzz of conversation when she mentioned their father would be home by the weekend.
He had only been away for two weeks, but the older boys had never really grown out of getting excited by his return. This latest trip wasn’t as far away as Mars or even the moon, but the prospect of having Dad home again still triggered that same feeling of welcoming someone who had been long absent. He may not visit space for work any longer, and his absences could be measured in days instead of months or years, but it was always great to have him home again.
“He already has big plans for this year’s Last Day of Summer,” Lucy mentioned with a mischievous twinkle in her eye. “It’s only ten days away now!”
While Scott and John speculated on what their dad might have in store for the annual family day at the lake on the last weekend before they went back to school, Virgil felt a small hand slip inside his and squeeze. He looked to his left at Gordon staring silently out the car window and gave a slight hand squeeze of his own in reply. While today had helped, it was obvious his little brother was still harbouring some fear of returning to the lake.
There was no chance for Virgil to talk one-on-one with Gordon when they got home from the pool. As was fairly normal in the Tracy household, there always seemed to be someone else around or something that needed doing, and before he knew it, Gordon was already tucked in bed and reading a bedtime story with Mom.
Virgil took a little longer than normal in the shower, needing the time alone with his thoughts. If Gordon acted anything less than excited about going to the lake for Last Day of Summer, it wouldn’t be long before their little secret would come to light. He had to find a way to get Gordon’s confidence back, but he was starting to wonder if he could manage on his own. With something like this, he would normally talk things out with Scott. It felt wrong to be hiding something from him and even more wrong to be hiding things from Mom. He was beginning to wonder whether he should just let the cat out of the bag and tell the truth, but he really didn’t want to let his little brother down either.
Unable to face revealing how close he’d come to letting his brother drown, Virgil ended up avoiding any chance of conversation for the evening and shut himself away in his room until it was time for bed. John was in and out of the shared bedroom as he began preparing to turn in for the night, but it was not unusual for the two of them to quietly do their own thing without really exchanging words.
When Lucy popped her head inside the door to check on her two quietest boys and say good night, Virgil tried his best to act like everything was normal. Her gaze fell heavily on him for a moment, and he had to fight the urge to tell her everything about the day at the lake and ask her advice.
“Don’t stay up too late, boys,” she playfully warned them. “Lights out by 9:30 please, Virgil, and John, no more stargazing after lights out!”
“Okay, Mom,” they both answered automatically and in chorus. “Good night.”
It took a while for Virgil to fall asleep that night, mind whirling with the thought of his little brother being afraid of something that had always been a source of such joy. There had to be a way to fix it – every problem had a solution, you just had to find it, that’s what Dad would say. As tired as he was, his mind kept trying to focus on finding that solution before drifting away into a sleepy fog.
Gordon didn’t know exactly what time it was, but he knew it was very late. The house was quiet. The room wasn’t dark – Alan’s night-light saw to that – but he couldn’t hear any voices, any indication of anyone moving around downstairs or in the bathrooms and bedrooms. Everyone must be asleep. He had startled awake, sitting bolt upright, breathless, heart pounding, eyes prickling with oncoming tears and really wishing he wasn’t so alone. He’d been dreaming about the lake, and now he didn’t want to go back to sleep. Slipping silently from his bed, he tiptoed across the floor, careful not to disturb Alan, and crept out into the hall. He hesitated for a moment. Normally he would head for his parents’ room, but Mom would ask what the dream was about, and he didn’t want to tell her about swimming in the lake. He didn’t want to get in trouble – or get Virgil into trouble. Gordon changed direction and headed for Virgil’s and John’s room.
Being very careful to open the door without a sound and close it just as silently behind him, Gordon stood in the pitch-dark bedroom for a moment and let his eyes adjust. He couldn’t understand why his bigger brothers liked it so dark, he found it a bit creepy, but he couldn’t turn on the light and risk waking John. It wasn’t long before he could make out the shape of Virgil’s bed amongst the gloom, and he stealthily padded across the carpet to stand beside his sleeping brother. Now that he was here, he wasn’t really sure how to wake him or whether he should. He stood twisting the fingers of both hands around each other, close to tears again.
“Virgil?” he whispered, barely above a breath. No response. “Virge?” This time a little louder, a little more desperate, a little more whiney and accompanied by a sniff. He tried tapping Virgil’s shoulder a few times, but his brother didn’t budge from where he lay curled on his side, facing the wall. In the end, not knowing what else to do, Gordon climbed across the bottom of the bed and squeezed his way past Virgil’s knees, wriggled himself under the covers and Virgil’s arm, and curled himself into the space between his brother and the wall.
It was around three a.m. when Virgil woke to find he wasn’t alone in the bed. He didn’t know how or when Gordon had come to be there, but he could hear him softly whimpering and feel him shaking with the occasional sob.
“Gordon,” he whispered softly, “are you okay?” He tugged his brother a little tighter to him, feeling him struggle to get the sobbing under control and even out his breathing.
“Had a bad dream,” came the ever-so-quiet response.
Virgil eased his grip and shuffled over on the bed, allowing Gordon to roll over and face him, but he kept his hand resting against his brother’s back. Neither of them spoke for a moment, and the quiet darkness seemed both comforting and ominous at the same time.
Gordon heaved a deep breath in and let it out in a sigh before breaking the silence. He kept his voice low, but once he started, the words tumbled out in a torrent. “I can’t go back to the lake for Last Day of Summer, Virgil. I don’t want to go back in the water and everyone will know that’s not normal and want to know why and I don’t want them to know what I did and –”
“Shh,” Virgil soothed, rubbing Gordon’s back as he spoke. “We’ll work something out together. I promise.”
“You mean so we don’t have to go?”
“No, I mean so you won’t be afraid anymore. We have to go. It’s tradition. And I think we both have to go back to the lake and confront our fears.”
“You’re scared too? Wait, what are you scared of?”
It was Virgil’s turn to let out a sigh. “Gordon, as annoying as you sometimes are, you are my little brother, and if anything happened to you – anything really bad, I mean – I’d be . . .” Another sigh. “I just don’t want anything bad to happen to you. And I guess I’m scared of what might have happened. I keep having bad dreams where I couldn’t save you.”
Gordon was suddenly wrapped around him like an octopus, his skinny little arms squeezing tight around Virgil like he was never going to let go and legs twining their way between bedding and body to latch on too. Despite feeling a little bit trapped within the many-limbed embrace, Virgil felt oddly comforted by it.
“You don’t have to hold so tight, little octopus. I’m not going anywhere,” Virgil whispered into blond hair.
“I’m not an octopus,” came the muffled reply, buried somewhere in Virgil’s neck, “I’m a squid.”
“Okay then, Squid. How about we try and get some sleep and work this out tomorrow?”
Gordon’s hold on his brother relaxed enough for them both to get a little more comfortable in the bed, but it was clear he wasn’t letting go. Virgil managed to get one arm disentangled enough to trace his hand back and forth across Gordon’s back, helping to lull him to sleep. Slumber quickly claimed the older brother soon after.
***
Morning crept up on them, dawning overcast and gloomy, despite being summer warm. As a result, Gordon slept later than he normally would and was woken by John’s quiet movements as he rolled out of the bed on the other side of the room and shuffled towards the bathroom. If John noticed the interloper in Virgil’s bed, he didn’t say anything, so Gordon took the opportunity to unceremoniously climb over his brother and hightail it back to his own room.
Virgil woke with a start after yet another nightmare. Sitting up and trying to reacquaint himself with reality, he realised Gordon was no longer with him, and his heart rate ratcheted up a few more notches in brief panic. Catching sight of the clock and taking a few slow, deep breaths, Virgil managed to convince himself that everything was fine, Gordon had obviously just woken up earlier and was more than likely perfectly okay. But he needed to check.
He tumbled out of bed and, after a brief detour to the bathroom, stumbled his way down the corridor in search of Gordon. Finding the tiny two’s bedroom deserted, he headed downstairs and found his target in the living room. Virgil stood in the doorway watching Gordon playing with Alan for a few minutes. Seeing his goofball brother being his normal, animated self and hearing the shrieks and giggles his antics prompted from Alan were enough to reassure him that yes, Gordon was just fine.
Sometime after Virgil had found himself some breakfast and begun to consider himself properly awake, John found him sitting at the piano, absently staring out the window. John didn’t recall hearing Virgil play any practice exercises, and Virgil’s brow was furrowed in deep concentration, so John concluded that he was there more for the familiarity than the urge to play music. He did this sometimes – sat there just thinking, wheels turning, gears shifting, working something out in his head – and John always found it interesting to watch the thought process play out through Virgil’s expressions. But the expression wasn’t changing.
“Virgil?” John prompted with some concern. “You okay?”
With a jolt, Virgil tore his eyes away from the view he wasn’t really seeing out the window and focussed them on John.
“Yeah.” Virgil sighed. “I just have something I need to do, something that needs fixing, and I don’t know how to do it.”
“Look it up,” John answered with a shrug. “That’s what I’d do. There’s probably a book about it somewhere or a repair manual or instructional video. If I want to know how something works or how to do something, I start with research.”
With that, John walked away, leaving Virgil to ponder how to research fixing a fear of swimming in a lake. And then it hit him. Research was the answer, he just had to look up the right thing – not how to fix the fear, but all the things there were to be afraid of. The more information you know about the thing you’re afraid of, the less scary it becomes. So, all he had to do was look up everything that could cause someone to get into trouble swimming in a lake – and maybe rivers, streams, and oceans too – and learn everything about them. If he knew how to spot the dangers or how to prevent them and how to get out of trouble, then maybe Gordon wouldn’t be afraid anymore.
Virgil set off at a run to go and find Gordon.
At first, Gordon wasn’t sure about this idea of Virgil’s. Sitting in front of a holoscreen looking up information sounded a lot like homework. But Virgil was insistent that they at least give it a try. After all, it couldn’t hurt to know more about different waterways.
“Okay, so where do we start?” Gordon asked as they settled themselves at the big desk in the corner of the living room.
“Well, what scares you most when you think about going swimming in the lake?”
“Getting another cramp.” Gordon’s reply was quiet, and suddenly Virgil hated himself for making his little brother revisit that moment when everything had gone wrong. He put his hand on Gordon’s shoulder and offered a reassuring squeeze.
“Then let’s start there. We can find out what causes cramps when you swim and learn how to prevent them or how to manage them.”
Virgil found a great deal of information on muscle cramps related to swimmers, which he quickly became quite absorbed in. He had to remind himself to stick to the sites with simple wording and steer clear of the ones that crossed too far into medical jargon territory. The boys learned the importance of warming up before swimming, being careful not to overexert the muscles, and staying hydrated. They also found that cold water could increase the chance of cramping. Virgil physically shivered at the memory of plunging his arm into deceptively cold water to grab at one of the only parts of his little brother he could still see.
They researched swimming in cold water, what caused cold spots in lakes and rivers and whether you could spot them, and ways you could avoid them or deal with them. They learned about different types of currents – ones you could see, and ones you wouldn’t know about until you felt them. Submerged objects, reeds and seaweed, rocks and tree roots . . .
“What are you guys doing?” Scott startled them so badly Virgil jumped and Gordon squeaked.
“Researching water safety.” Virgil decided honesty was the best way to go . . . to a point. “It’s for Rescue Scouts.”
“But we don’t go back to Rescue Scouts until a week after school goes back.” Scott eyed both brothers suspiciously.
“We know, but there’s no harm in getting in early, and Gordon really wants his Water Safety badge.” Virgil had to resist the urge to squirm under the scrutiny of his big brother’s gaze as Scott remained silent for what seemed like a whole minute.
“Well, it’s time for lunch,” Scott finally said before turning his back on them and heading for the kitchen.
Gordon grinned up at Virgil, who huffed out a long exhale in relief. He didn’t think Scott completely believed the Rescue Scout story, but it seemed as though they would be able to continue their research unquestioned.
In fact, no one questioned the time these two spent together in snatches of an hour or two here and there over a couple of days, continuing to search out information on the best ways to stay safe in just about any body of water. Gordon had even made a scrapbook of notes and pictures so he could keep track of all the things they’d learned. Excuses aside, when Rescue Scouts resumed after the summer break, Gordon would already be well on his way to earning his Water Safety badge in earnest.
As promised, Jeff was back home by the time the boys awoke on Saturday morning, and he began dropping hints about his plans for the best Last Day of Summer yet. It was to be bigger and better than ever before because, for the first time since they began making the end-of-summer vacation a celebration, it coincided with Virgil’s birthday. The first hints encouraged the boys to check their tents and sleeping bags. It wouldn’t just be a day out with a picnic lunch this year, it would be an overnight campout. There was a promise of campfire tales and s’mores and a special surprise that required the night sky as a backdrop.
There were hints about guests that prompted a whole day of guessing who might be joining them at the lake. Grandma and Grandpa were the first confirmed additions to the guest list, along with “Uncle” Lee and a mysterious extra guest from England and his daughter, who was apparently around Virgil’s and John’s age.
Amidst all the building excitement about the big event at the end of the week, signs of Gordon’s nervousness about returning to the lake were easily missed by the rest of the family. Only Virgil saw the signs – the slight frown at Scott’s mention that they’d all need to remember to bring their swimmers and towels, the look of horror at John wondering if he’d see more stars if he rowed out into the lake after dark. Virgil decided he’d have to take Gordon back to the lake before the weekend. They needed to return to the scene of the crime.
Gordon, having come to much the same conclusion in his own way, approached Virgil after breakfast on the Wednesday. The day was clear and bright, much like it had been on the morning of that fateful day little more than a week before. It seemed like a good day to go back and face the monster that the lake had become.
“Virgil,” Gordon said quietly, despite there being no one else in the living room at the time, “can we go back to the lake today? Can you take me?”
“Today seems like a good day to me,” Virgil answered with a gentle smile. “We’ll have to tell Dad we’re going out for most of the day.”
Now that Jeff was back from his trip and working from the home office, Lucy was spending more time at work. The boys were expected to look after each other and only interrupt their father if it was important, but Jeff would check up on them all throughout the day.
“Do we have to say where we’re going?” Gordon twined his fingertips around each other, raising his eyes to meet Virgil’s from a head trying to look down at the floor.
“We’ll tell him we’re going back to the place we visited last week to finish the drawing,” Virgil suggested. “It’s not exactly a lie. We are going back to the same place.”
The knock on Jeff’s office door was tentative but loud enough that he heard it over the voice of the colleague on the other end of the video call. He muted his audio to tell his visitor to wait a moment before unmuting and bringing the phone conversation to a conclusion.
“Come in,” he finally called towards the closed door. He was a little surprised by the request for this particular pair to spend a day out together on their own, but he remembered Lucy mentioning something about these two having been out on the top track the week before.
He gave them permission to go provided they tell Scott and John where they were going and promise to be back by five.
“Take something to eat and plenty of water, Virgil,” he reminded the older boy, “and look after your brother.”
“I will, Dad.” Virgil gave a solemn nod, and the two boys slipped back out of the office, closing the door behind them.
Bag packed with sandwiches and water bottles, art supplies for the sake of appearances, and towels, the boys were soon striding out across the paddock towards the top track. This time there were no lingering looks at the scenery as they walked – the birds, spiders, and bugs were largely ignored. Unlike the last time they had set out together, Virgil had no desire to hurry, and he let his younger brother set the pace. He noted with a small amount of pride the purposeful strides, the determination in the set of squared shoulders, and the fire in amber eyes as Gordon focused his energy on reaching their destination so he could do what needed to be done.
Gordon’s determined march stuttered to a somewhat abrupt halt when they rounded the last curve and stepped onto the silty sand of the lake’s beach. With his eyes fixed on the water, shoulders drooping, it seemed Gordon’s fire had died. Without a word, Virgil placed a hand on his brother’s shoulder, the simple gesture having the desired effect – lending the younger boy enough resolve to steel himself once again, lengthen his spine, and straighten his shoulders.
Virgil steered them over to a patch of sand where he could spread out a towel for them to sit on. Shoes were shed in preparation for the inevitable trip to the water’s edge, but the boys remained seated.
“What do you see out there?” Virgil asked.
“It’s the same. Calm. Flat. But it’s different from last time too.”
Virgil waited for a moment before trying again, wanting Gordon to see past the feeling of fear. “Remember what we learned about studying the ripples?” he prompted. “Is it really flat and calm?”
There was silence as Gordon’s gaze focused intently on the expanse of blue stretching before them. The embers of the fire that had previously lit his eyes seemed to ignite anew as he studied the surface, looking for telltale signs.
“There are reeds just under the surface over there,” he said, pointing a little to their left, “and the ripples over here are different to that bit farther out where it looks really smooth.”
Virgil could see Gordon’s confidence growing as he gestured to various parts of the lake, telling his big brother what the differences in the rippled and smooth areas were likely to mean in terms of what was going on beneath the surface. Pretty soon they were on their feet and striding into the shallows to test the waters.
Gordon entered the water at a slow walk, which Virgil thought was through caution or trepidation at first, but then Gordon gently trailed fingertips through the reeds and beckoned his big brother over.
“Virgil, come look,” he called, looking up at him with a grin. “There are fish that feed in the reeds.”
The next half hour was spent following Gordon through the shallows exploring the aquatic life found therein. As the younger boy got more caught up in watching the fish, finding different types of reeds, discovering eels, and excitedly pondering all manner of life in the depths of the lake, they wandered deeper into the water. Virgil followed and listened, answering questions as best he could when asked, smiling fondly all the while. The Squid was in his element.
“Hey Gordon,” Virgil said as he playfully splashed a well-aimed hand scoop of water into the side of his little brother’s head. “You realise you’re getting your shirt wet, right?”
Gordon looked down at the water that was now up to the middle of his chest and back up at his brother with a grin. “Oops.”
They briefly returned to the little beach, shed their shirts, and laid them down in the sun to dry.
“You know, when we come back this weekend, we’ll mostly be swimming out here where we just were.” Virgil nodded his head back towards the little patch of lake they’d just explored. “We could go a little deeper, actually lift our feet off the bottom and swim for a while. This is the only part of the lake any of us have ever really swum in before.”
Gordon’s eyes sparkled with light reflecting off the water as he pondered Virgil’s words for a moment. Mom and Dad had always suggested the boys shouldn’t swim out past where they could touch the bottom and definitely never past the end of the wooden pier. Looking at the pier and the dinghy tied securely to its mooring drew his eye to the rock island beyond, tantalisingly close, yet so terrifyingly far.
Virgil watched his squid brother scanning the water, casting his gaze over the safe and familiar. He saw the moment the line was crossed and thoughts turned to the challenge just that little farther afield. Once again, he placed a hand on Gordon’s shoulder, hoping to redirect his thoughts.
“Why don’t we just go back in, swim around for a while, have some fun where we know it’s safe?”
“Yeah, okay,” Gordon agreed, a little half-heartedly.
Virgil took his brother by the hand, and by the time they’d taken two steps, they were running towards the water. He only let go once they were in deep enough that a tug of the hand lifted Gordon’s feet off the bottom and propelled him a short distance through the water. He received a splash to the face for his efforts, but his little brother was smiling and treading water. In no time at all, Gordon was literally swimming rings around his big brother, splashing at him and darting away, taunting him, daring him to swim after him.
It was hunger that drove them out of the water and back onto the dry sand sometime later. PB&J sandwiches were retrieved from the backpack and devoured. The late summer sun warmed their shoulders as they sat in content silence, listening to the lapping of the water and the cries of the birds. Virgil would have been happy to remain there soaking it all in, but Gordon soon became restless, his gaze drifting back to where water birds were drying their outstretched wings.
“Virgil, I wanna swim to the rock.”
The fire was back in Gordon’s eyes. Virgil studied him for a moment, seeing that same determination that had driven the march to the lake. He wasn’t asking for permission, he was making a statement. It was what he’d come here to do – the demon he needed to conquer. Virgil wasn’t feeling anywhere near as courageous as his little brother looked at that moment.
“Gordon . . .”
“I need to do it, Virgil.” He turned his head, those glowing embers burning straight into his big brother’s wide brown eyes. “But I need you.”
“I can’t . . .”
“Use the boat. I’ll swim, you row. If I get into trouble, you’ll be right there.”
Virgil had to look away. The intensity in those eyes, the body language, the strength of will in his little brother were too much. But it was the faith Gordon was placing in him that was twisting his gut. He caught sight of the rock island, out there beyond the boat docked at the pier. He was suddenly very aware of his own heartbeat thumping just a little too hard and a little too fast. Gordon needed this – needed him to do this with him. He couldn’t let the Squid down.
“Okay,” he agreed with a sigh.
He had expected a look of triumph, a smile, a victory dance . . . something. Anything but the simple nod and determined knitting of Gordon’s brow that he received in reply. The younger boy then grabbed his water bottle and took a long draught.
“Staying hydrated helps stop you getting cramps, right?” Gordon asked. Virgil nodded. “And I should do some warmup stretches before I swim out there.”
“Right again.” Virgil was gladdened by the amount of thought and preparation Gordon was putting into the task ahead of him this time.
“And you’ll stay close in the boat?” There it was, the uncertainty just below that confident façade.
“Right beside you all the way, little brother.” Virgil tried to school his expression into one of reassurance, but he wasn’t sure he managed it.
They made their way across the sand and onto the wooden planks of the pier, then stood studying the expanse of water for a moment, watching the ripples and trying to read currents. Looking for dangers.
At last Virgil could put it off no longer. Gordon was warmed up and ready to go, they had assessed the risks and had plans in mind for just about any eventuality. It was time to untie the boat and take up the oars. Sitting in the gently rocking dinghy, Virgil had to take a moment to close his eyes and concentrate on a few deep breaths to quell the hammering in his ribcage before looking back up at Gordon and giving a nod. He was as ready as he’d ever be.
This time when Gordon dived in, he began his swim with a measured pace rather than a burst of speed that he wouldn’t be able to maintain. Virgil didn’t have to work too hard on the oar strokes to keep up with him. Not far out there was a brief moment of panic when Gordon suddenly stopped his forward momentum and started treading water. An odd expression furrowed his brow, then he ducked his head under the water. Dropping the oars and preparing to make a grab for his brother, Virgil was sure his heart stopped beating altogether for a second before the blond head re-emerged above the surface. Seeing the panic in his big brother’s eyes, Gordon grinned and held up the weed he’d just untangled from his leg.
“It’s okay, Virge, no cramps, just waterweed.” And with that, he resumed his swim with a flurry of swift kicks and smooth strokes.
By the time Virgil could regather the oars – and his wits – his little brother was ten meters ahead of him. It took only a few strong pulls on the oars to catch up again, but Virgil knew his pulse rate was not going to climb down out of the stratosphere until they were both on dry land.
It felt like an eternity, but in reality, it was only a few minutes before Gordon was able to lay his hands on the slippery surface of the rock. Finding a decent hold, he clambered up far enough to sit on a crag, feet still in the water, triumphant grin lighting up his features, water droplets catching the sunlight, causing his hair and skin to glisten as he caught his breath.
“I knew I could do it!” he panted as Virgil drew the dinghy close beside him.
“I never doubted you, Squiddo,” Virgil agreed, practically beaming with pride at his brother’s achievement. “Now, are you gonna swim back? Or do you want a lift?”
Gordon’s eyes widened in surprise. He hadn’t really thought about the return trip. Virgil chuckled.
“Um, I think maybe I’ll just come back with you in the boat.” He scrubbed a hand through his hair, dragging it back from where it was dripping into his eyes.
“No problem, Fish. You’ve proved enough for one day.”
With a bit of manoeuvring, jostling, and boat rocking, Gordon was able to climb into the dinghy and settle himself into the seat at the prow. To him, the journey back to the dock seemed to take no time at all. Virgil’s strong, steady strokes with the oars propelled them quickly and smoothly through the water as though it took no effort at all. He jumped out of the boat and onto the pier before Virgil had even finished drawing the oars into the boat, then waited for Virgil to climb out and secure the mooring.
“Virgil?” It was all the warning the older boy got as he turned to face his little brother, who closed the space between them at a run and launched himself into what became a squid hug, arms and legs tightly wrapped around Virgil’s torso. It took Virgil a couple of backward steps before he could steady himself under the sudden additional weight. “Thank you. You are the best big brother.”
Virgil returned the embrace, allowing a chuckle to escape as he rested his head against damp hair. “You are a pretty amazing little brother, Squid.”
***
The Last Day of Summer celebration, and Virgil’s twelfth birthday turned out to be a fantastic, fun-filled event for all involved. Nothing could hold Gordon back from spending as much time as possible in the water, and so no one knew there had ever been a problem. The nightmares had run their course too. Summer vacation came to an end, and with the start of the school term, life returned to normal.
A few weeks later a chance meeting at school pickup resulted in a few puzzle pieces slotting into place for Lucy. Gordon’s class teacher spotted Lucy waiting in the Kiss & Drop zone and made a passing comment about his wonderful piece of creative writing for the obligatory “What I Did Over Summer” assignment.
When they got home, with the boys all occupied with snacks or homework and various afterschool activities, Lucy dug out Gordon’s writing workbook and found the story in question titled “My Summer Vacation,” with a large A+ written in red at the top of the page.
My Summer Vacation
I did lots of things in summer with my big brothers and we had lots of fun but there was one scary day. I went swimming in the lake when I wasn’t supposed to and I nearly drowned but my brother was there and he saved me. After that I was scared to go swimming, but he told me it would make him sad if I didn’t swim anymore because he says swimming makes me happy. We looked up all the ways you can get into trouble swimming in lakes and rivers and oceans. We found out all the ways you can look for dangers and get out of trouble in the water and how to be safe. Now I’m not scared to go swimming anymore.
Well, that explained a great deal. Lucy smiled to herself and shook her head a little. She would have words with Virgil about the kind of secrets that needed to be shared with an adult, but she was struck once again by how amazing her boys could be and just how far they would go for one another.
