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"Sweetheart"-Series Masterlist (Complete)

Chapter One

Chapter Two

Chapter Three

Chapter Four

Chapter Five

Chapter Six

Chapter Seven

Chapter Eight

Chapter Nine

Chapter Ten

Chapter Eleven

Chapter Twelve

Chapter Thirteen

Updated: As of 25/06/2025!

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"Teach Me" Series Masterlist (Completed)

Updated as of: 25/06/2025

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Chapter One

Chapter Two

Chapter Three

Chapter Four

Chapter Five

Chapter Six

Chapter Seven

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Captain's Duties

Chapter 1

pairing: Steve Rogers x Reader, Coworkers to lovers

summary: You and the Captain are exposed to a heavy dose of sex pollen and he has to figure out a way to tell you.

warnings: Smut in later chapters, use of 'Y/N’, blood, horny thoughts

word count: 1.3k

“Easy, easy.” Steve tells you as he gingerly places you on the bed in the infirmary. The fluorescent lights blind you now that can no longer hide your face in the crook of your Captain’s neck.

You probably shouldn’t have done that, H.R might have some things to say about that if they ever found out.

“Thank you, Steve.” You eek out, squinting up at him.

“Don’t mention it.”

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Captain's Duties->Chapter Two

pairing: Steve Rogers x Reader, Coworkers to lovers

summary: You and the Captain are exposed to a heavy dose of sex pollen and he has to figure out a way to tell you.

warnings: Smut in later chapters, use of 'Y/N’, blood, horny thoughts

word count: 1k

Previous Chapter

Steve’s POV

Jesus, Mary, and Joseph, what a day. I thought that we would be back home by lunch time, but when was the last time things went the way I expected them to?

The compound is silent, all of its residents either asleep or out having lives. Something that I should look into. Probably. I wonder if Cho has any updates for me. Where is my phone? I can never seem to keep it from wandering off on me. Would Cho text me with an update, or would she call? A call feels more appropriate.

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"Mutual Help" Masterlist~Completed

Updated As Of: 25/06/2025

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Part One

Part Two

Part Three

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Sweetheart (Part 13/13) Finale

Summary: He was always there, a deadly presence that would remind you of your place in this world. What will become of you when you are forced to live and work with the man of your nightmares?

Pairings: Bucky Barnes X Reader

Word Count: 4,532 ( I got carried away)

Warnings: language, angst, major character death, suicide, drinking, VERY sad Bucky

A/N It’s the end of the line guys, the final part of ‘Sweetheart’, it’s bittersweet for one, because this journey has been a long one, but it’s my longest series as of today and I'm quite proud of it. I hope you guys enjoyed the ride. My asks are open! as are my requests!

Part 11 Part 12

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You couldn’t breathe, your lungs were shriveling up for sure, perhaps you never really knew how to breathe to begin with. The sweat from your forehead was running down into your eyes, stinging them, forcing you to furiously rub your eyes. You chuckled when you remembered Sam getting you that hideous outdated head band for you, you had laughed and crinkled your nose at the puke green color. It would be mighty handy as of now.

You clutched your chest as you stared at the deep red wrestling mat underneath your sneakers, you couldn’t hear yourself gasping for air, the overhead speakers that were blasting DMX drowned out your choked breaths. You tried to remember all the tactics Tony had taught you, take a deep breath in, count to three, then exhale, do that again and again and again and again, until you can hear something other than your own heart beating. You tried to take a deep breath but it was interrupted by a choked hiccup. At this point, you began to freak out, you couldn’t do this, perhaps you were having a heart attack and stupid fucking breathing techniques were useless. Your back hit the cushioned mat, were the gym lights always this bright? Was there always this ringing sound that made you feel like your head was going to explode? Everything was turning into this huge blur of confusion Then Bucky was there, surely this was a dream, but he never looked this distressed, he was shouting at you and you’ve never been more confused. Why did he look so scared? “....Y/N! Hey! Sweetheart you’ve gotta get up” Bucky shouted, you could hear him “What?” You whispered and he looked beyond relieved “Don’t ever do that to me again” he sighed, pulling you into a sitting position, pressing your head against his chest where you could hear his heart hammering away, “Bucky, what happened?” you asked, fisting his shirt in your hands as he clutched on you “You were having a panic attack, I was in the kitchen when Friday told me you were hyperventilating” You stared ahead in confusion, you don’t remember what could’ve possibly triggered the attack. You were focused on the punching bag in front of you. A mantra replaying itself over and over in your head. Jab. Jab. Kick. Breathe Jab. Jab. Kick. Breathe The whole monotony of the exercise gave your mind reprieve and, unfortunately, enough emptiness for it to wander to your childhood. You could only remember the death murder of your parents. You had been trying so hard to remember something from when you were a child, before Hydra got their grubby hands on you. Before you became damaged goods. Bruce’s words were now echoing in your mind. “She’ll begin to forget things, from her earliest memories to her most recent ones, until..” “I’m forgetting, Bucky” You whispered, your voice sounding the smallest it could possibly be “Shhh, it’s ok, baby, I got you” he was rocking you back and forth, holding you so tight, as if that would keep all the pieces of you from shattering apart. And for awhile it worked. Until you both realized he couldn’t hold you every second of every day, but god bless his soul, did he try. You managed to convince him to let you go on a mission without him. It was fine until towards the end of the mission, when you forgot half of your training and managed to get yourself shot in the gut. That’s what it took for Bucky to ‘Condemn’ you from going on any more missions. You would never tell him that the reason you stopped going on missions was because you wanted to spend some quality time with him before your time was up. Bucky went on about two more missions before he decided that spending time with you was more important than bashing heads in. For Now Tony & Steve were reluctant to give him time off. They had asked him to file a report, asking for the time off and how long he’d be off for. He gave them an unimpressed look, still clad in his uniform, he was tired and sticky, all he wanted to do was see you and hear you laugh. “I need the time off because my girlfriend is dying and I’ll return when she’s back on her feet” His words were cold and blunt, they hung heavily in the air after he slammed the door shut behind him. When he got to the room, you were asleep. You had been sleeping a lot lately, you were always tired. But when you were awake, Bucky would just talk for hours, sometimes you would laugh and sometimes you would cry when you realized how much he meant to you, how lucky you were to have found the gem that is James Buchanan Barnes. By now, the memory deletions came with a searing migraine, leaving you on your knees, clutching your head and screaming until the veins in your face felt like they were going to burst. The pain reminded you of the chair The first time it happened, you were making fun of Bucky’s man bun while he poured you both a glass of cherry wine. He spilled the drinks on his grey sweater before dropping the glass on the tiles beneath him when he saw you shaking and crying on your knees. After that, he got even more protective of you, if that was even possible. Wanda had suggested that you both take a vacation for yourselves after she’d noticed the tension in Bucky’s movements and the dark bags underneath your eyes. You both agreed, reluctantly, planning to spend two weeks in Vienna. Doing snobbish things and going on ‘vampire hunts’. Before you both left for the airport, you were convinced that you had left the oven on. You left Bucky in the car, telling him you’d be back in two shakes. After 5 minutes of waiting impatiently in the car, Bucky decided to check out what the hold up was, he found you in the kitchen, on the ground, convulsing uncontrollably. Bruce had told him that this could be a possibility in this whole...process. He doesn’t know when he freaked out more, when you were seizing or when you went still, all your muscles going slack. He thought he lost you, right then and there. He’s a highly trained assassin, he could lie his way into hundreds of situations, he can kill a man without as much as a second thought, but in that moment, he was a little boy. He was weak He had absolutely no clue on what to do. He was too panicked to see your chest rising and falling. Luckily, Sam wanted to drop off a parting gift for the both of them, when he arrived he saw their car in the driveway, both the front doors open and the engine still running, the door to the house was open and he could hear quick rambling, it sounded like Bucky but he couldn’t be sure. “Y/N, please don’t do this” Bucky was talking so fast it was hard to understand what he had said Sam used his CPR training he had learned, while Bucky called an ambulance. You didn’t wake up for three days, each day that went by, the doctors got more and more nervous walking into your room, working under the scorching glare of a stressed Winter Soldier was unsettling, to say the least. After you woke up, you avoided the topic like the black plague, like you didn’t know you were getting worse, you were tired of hearing about Bruce’s progress on finding an antidote for you. You had given up hope They kept you in the hospital for another day, keeping you under a watchful medical eye. When nightfall came, things went from bad to worse. You had a heart attack at 3:43 A.M then you flat lined at 5:22 A.M, your body was failing and there was nothing anyone could do for you. Bucky was still holding out hope, putting all of his faith on Bruce. When the doctors told you that there wasn’t much they could do, other than making you comfortable, you wanted to go home, you didn’t want to die in such an impersonal place, you wanted to die in your home. You knew wanting Bucky to be with you in your last moments was extremely selfish, you can’t imagine having to watch him wither away right in front of you, but you needed him. Just as much as he needs you. The more time had passed, the more Bucky wanted to spend it with you. He decided to spend every waking moment with you when he came back from a grocery trip to find you in bed. You were asleep of course, but he didn’t know that, you were so pale and your frame was thin, you hadn’t been eating much lately and it showed, it seems that you had lost your appetite. Your fingers were so cold, his heart fell to the floor, he thought he had lost you while was out grabbing some fucking yogurt. That was until he heard your annoyed voice, questioning why he was clutching your hand so tight. “Bucky, I like having all my bone unfractured” you croaked, your voice rough from sleep. He stared at you, dumbfounded, and glad before he loosened his grip on your hand. After you spent days in bed, staring at the ceiling, writing letters to Bucky for after you were gone, then gave them to Natasha for safe keeping, giving her specific instructions for when to pass them off to Bucky. Natasha didn’t cry when she clutched the letters in her hand, standing by your bedside, avoiding any eye contact with you. “Nat, hey, look at me” you begged lightly She met your gaze and her emerald eyes were shining with unshed tears, no words were exchanged. They weren’t needed She crawled into bed with you and you held her until she was asleep, well you tried, you fell asleep before her and when you woke, she was gone, replaced by your boyfriend. You decided that since you could remember Hydra’s top secrets, what with being their hard drive and all, that you would tell everything you knew to Fury, one last kick in the balls to those fuckers. Bucky would sit in on these sessions, holding your hand and making sure you were ok throughout the whole process. On the way back home, you requested he stop by the park near your house, wanting to get some fresh air “Buck” you breathed, after you both sat down on a weathered down wooden bench, facing the river “Y/N” he chuckled sarcastically, holding your hand You chuckled and tucked a stray piece of hair behind his ear, smoothing your hand over the thick beard on his jaw “I’m so glad to have met you, James” you smiled at him, truly admiring everything that was James Buchanan Barnes, his frame was slimmer, he hadn’t been working out, ever since you went to the hospital, his blue eyes sadder than you would prefer. The bags under his eyes were giving yours a run for their money. You haven’t seen him sleep in a long time, you fell always fell asleep before him and he was always awake when you opened your eyes every morning. The first few times you caught him staring, you complained, telling him how creepy it was, but you stopped commenting when you realized that you felt safe sleeping when you knew he was looking over you “Y/N…” he groaned, already knowing what you were going to say, he’s been avoiding this “No, you listen, and you listen good” you demanded, putting your foot down, you just needed to get this out. “You’re the best thing that has ever happened to me, I may not remember much, but I do remember what you mean to me, and everyday you show me what I mean to you, in the way you remind me about such minute things, things that would surely aggravate someone else.” He laughed at that and you smiled at the sight, having gone a long while without seeing the deep dimples that only appeared when he truly smiled “And I appreciate you thinking that I’m worth all of this heartache, and confusion, I want to say thank you for loving me, even though I know I’m not the easiest person to love” There were silent tears, rolling down your cheeks, you weren’t sure if they were happy tears or not, you’re just happy to have spent any time in the presence of this man. He put his hands on the sides of your face, swiping both his thumbs over your cheeks, wiping the tears away

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She’s not yours (The Meeting:Part 1)

Summary: Bucky falls in love with the wrong person, and people end up getting hurt.

Word Count: 1, 501

Pairings: Bucky X Reader (In future parts)

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I huffed out a breath as I plopped myself down onto the plush cushion, picking up ‘To Kill a Mockingbird’. Apparently it’s “an American classic, you uncultured swine”, as Tony so eloquently put it. Who wouldn’t read it after that compelling argument? “Scout, you piece of shit” I muttered quietly as I followed along with the main character’s adventures

“Dude, do you HAVE to react to everything you read?” Sam groaned, slamming the newspaper he was reading onto his lap I mocked him in a childish voice before returning my attention to the book. Ten minutes passed by in silence, with the occasional rustling of paper and me sighing in annoyance when things didn’t go the way I had hoped they would “You fellas haven’t happened to see a flying squirrel in here, have you?” Tony asked, strolling in fully suited up in one of his newer suits, his face the only part of his body showing. He seemed to be holding in a laugh. “A what now?” I wondered, completely bewildered and curious “A flying squirrel that’s…..about….human size” he snorted, looking around the room in search of this nightmarish creature Sam & I looked at each other, confused out of our minds at what the hell this man was on about this time, before either of us could respond, I heard the ceiling crack before someone fell through. Pieces of the ceiling crumbling around them, they were wearing a dark grey suit, one similar to Natasha’s but this one had flappy fabric underneath the arms….similar to that of a...flying squirrel. “Tony, I think I found who you were looking for” Sam announced, looking at the person on the floor before looking back to Tony, who was slowly backing out of the room, staring intently at the body, which started groaning and moving, displacing the rubble around them. “Y/N” Tony whispered, not moving from his spot The person who I now assume is named Y/N, froze, going completely still Tony started taking slow deliberate steps backwards, within seconds, Y/N is on her feet. “Stark, you son of a bitch!” She yelled, speeding after the billionaire who was now making his way towards one of the many windows, he jumped through one, the sound of glass echoed through the room, briefly followed by some very loud cursing before the girl jumped out after him. Sam & I stared at the window before looking at each other, shrugging, and returning to our respectable pieces of literature. *2 Weeks Later* “Everyone be on your best behaviors, these are really cool people & I don’t need you guys fucking around” Pepper announced as she flattened out a cow lick in Tony’s hair “Is that why we’re wearing these monkey suits?” I asked as I loosened the ridiculous bow tie I was wearing. Unfortunately, Pepper noticed me do this and she immediately made her way over to me and tightened it, much to my displeasure. “You all look nice, now stop fussing” She scolded, straightening out invisible wrinkles on her dress that would probably cost a year’s worth of groceries for the team (i.e. A LOT). Before anyone else could complain, there was a knock at the door, springing Pepper into action. “They’re here!” She squealed like a schoolgirl “I didn’t know Pepper could hop, I just thought that was a thing her body wasn’t capable of doing” Sam whispered in my ear, making me snort aloud We all lined up like good little ducks, a few feet behind her, grumbling amongst ourselves while we still could. She opened the door to reveal a tall man, thick scruff coated his jaw, black glasses that framed his eyes, thick black hair that sat perfectly on his head, the slight breeze from outside allowed me to smell his cologne without moving an inch, he smells of a smoked maple wood with a hint of lavender. I quit evaluating him the moment I realized I was doing it. He handed the bouquet of assorted flowers over to Pepper before giving her a kiss on the cheek, which caused a light blush to crawl over her cheeks, I could see Tony grinning at the guy before giving him a tight hug. I smiled as best as I could when giving him a handshake, he moved down the line, giving handshakes and cheek kisses as he went “Where is she?” Pepper asked as she peeked outside, presumably looking for the missing guest. “She saw some flowers she thought you guys would like” The man who’s name I have yet to learn announced, a small smile on his face Just then, the woman in question rushed in, slightly out of breath, clutching a couple of sky blue roses in her left hand “I’m sorr- Iiiii’m over dressed” She huffed as she looked down at her sundress and to everyone else who (in my opinion) were unnecessarily overdressed “Sweetheart, I told you it was formal” the man whispered lovingly, giving the woman a brief forehead kiss before leading her toward us “Yea, well, I wanted you to be wrong” She whispered back “I’m Alfonso Herrera, but my friends call me Alfie, and this-” He looked at the woman again “Is the love of my life, Y/N” “Holy shit! YOU’RE ceiling girl!?” I found myself questioning...loudly “Holy shit!” We thought we’d never know what you looked like!” Sam joined in, being the only person to have witnessed that event “Ceiling….girl?” Y/N asked, tilting her head slightly, a look of realization crossed her face when she realized what we were referencing to. “Oh man! You guys saw that?” She shook her head, seemingly a bit embarrassed at this newfound information “Yea, you’re a total badass B T dubbs” Sam announced, giving her shoulder a light punch, this got her to giggle & tuck a stray strand of hair behind her ear. “Oh! Before I forget” Y/N laughed, ripping a rose in half and gently placing it into Steve’s suit coat pocket, she ripped half the stem off another rose, putting it into Wanda’s hair. She moved down the assembly of superheroes, an infectious smile gracing her face, even when she got to me, her smile was still intact. She pulled Tony’s handkerchief out of his pocket and replaced it with a rose “Won’t be needin’ that” she whispered, she then gave a full rose to Pepper “I know it’ll only be alive for a few more days but it’ll look nice in your room for the meantime” She grinned “Thank you, Y/N” Pepper smiled “Now who’s hungry?” Tony asked, we all immediately made our way to the dining room We all sat around the dark mahogany table, everything looked delicious but I had a distraction sitting to the left of me. She smelled of blossoming roses and fresh lemon. 3 courses later and a half eaten cheesecake, Wanda brought up a question I didn’t know I wanted to hear “How did you two meet, Pepper?” She motioned her fork between Y/N and Pepper “Ill tell it!” Y/N giggled excitedly, clapping her hands as she slid her plate a few inches away “Oh gosh” Pepper chuckled, lightly shaking her head “I used to work at this flower shop, and Pepper would come in literally everyday-” She paused and laughed to herself “I thought she had a thing for me. I flirted with her for a little bit-just to test the waters - oh don’t look at me like that Tone! I had to make sure my theory was right, before I let her down easy” She spoke so eloquently, it was almost impossible not to give her your undivided attention. She went on to explain how Pepper explained that she worked in a business that demanded fresh flowers, they had laughed about it and the rest was history When dinner was over we all said our goodbyes, I watched as Tony gave Y/N an endearing kiss on the cheek. I kept my distance and stood in the wings, weary of ruining this light atmosphere with my personality. While I was distracted, someone came behind and tapped me on the shoulder I quickly turned around and grabbed at their wrist I was met with shocked bright eyes, it was Y/N “Oh shit, I’m so sorry” I apologized quickly, she smiled seemingly unfazed “You're quite the character, James” she whispered “I had barely said a word during dinner” I smiled nervously “Exactly” She chuckled, placing her empty glass on the counter “...it’s Bucky by the way” I whispered, having gained back an ounce of confidence “You look like a James to me” she chuckled as she headed towards the door, assisted by her husband “We should do this again, ceiling girl” Sam shouted when they were halfway down the stairs “Oh, I’ll be back, bird brain” she laughed Goddamn, hopefully we would do this again, sooner rather than later Ceiling girl was quite the character

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"She's Not Yours" Masterlist (Discontinued)

Updated as of: 25/06/2025

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Chapter One: The Meeting

Chapter Two:The Run In

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